Going to be online in about 45 mins! For a gun stream and hopeful cum goal lol Ya girl could use a lil release tonight
2023-05-13 00:15:51 +0000 UTC View Post
Ive always thrived in transparency with you guys. And im going to be honest... I have no idea how to balance work / feeling sexy and positive and bubbly and parenthood. I know that obviously raising a very small human is very hard. And when your partner is struggling to keep a job it makes it that much harder. But ya girl is having a tough TOUGH time. How do you find balance? Am i just a little broken? Do i need different vitamins? Do i need more me time? Do i need to get a better routine? Should i be strict and set an alarm every morning and go to bed at a certain time? Im just at a loss. I feel like im barley keeping my head above water. I know adding teething in doesnt help but i struggled through my whole pregnancy and got a BREATH of air during the newborn phase and im just... treading water man. Just being bluntly honest! Gimme your experiences, suggestions, tell me to suck it up, tell me you understand. Tell me anything! Ohhhh and also im streaming tomorrow lol so hope to see you guys then ❤️
2023-05-11 23:51:29 +0000 UTC View Post
I am currently a human pacifier. And i havent showered in 2 days 🫠 Idk when i will finally have my shit together lol going to try AGAIN TOMORROW FOR STREAM Light asked me what i wanted for my bday and i told him a bday stream... ive been trying so hard to stream and be a good mom and it is HARD. I have literally everything all set for bday month, i got it taken care of early in anticipation!!!! And now i have a small human with his first tooth popping through his gums lol life never lets up. I will learn to roll with chaos more. And life will get easier, at least in some ways. This infant stuff wont last forever and i will not be needed like this forever. Doing my best, and that is always all i can do ❤️ i love you guys! And trying and again tomorrow for stream and messages too!
2023-05-08 03:16:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Planning to stream sunday and start off with some birthday month shenanigans ❤️🎉🎉 Gotta switch up the schedule a bit cuz small human needs to be watched 🫠 so were just rolling with the punches and schedule changes lol
2023-05-06 02:27:31 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy may 1st!!!! 🎉🎉🎉 This month is going to be a good one!!!!! BIRTHDAY PARTY MAY 26TH 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎂
2023-05-02 06:01:25 +0000 UTC View Post
I took today to recenter after a tiring weekend. Thinking i was gonna stream and getting ready all day for it, then not ending up doing it and being with small human mostly myself the last 2 days DRAINED ME TO MY CORE I was beyond irritatable today, butttttt i managed to turn my whole day around and took a lil time for myself today. I got to shower and looked up some skin care and vitamin things for myself. Didnt purchase buttttt did a lil research. And got all the BIRTHDAY MONTH STUFF SET!!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎂
2023-05-02 05:54:02 +0000 UTC View PostWelp my "small human" sitter bailed for the night 🫠 so i guess no stream 😭 I shall try again tomorrow Light is home tomorrow so hopefully i actually can
2023-04-30 00:36:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Throwback! Idk if i ever showed you guys all the pictures i took when i announced my pregnancy last year, so lets enjoy my cute like 20 week pregnant self 🥺❤️
2023-04-29 22:34:29 +0000 UTC View Post
Thank you everyone for the fun as heck stream last night!!! ❤️❤️ i cant tell you all how much i enjoy spending my evenings with you Lets do it again tonight??? Also i didnt get to cum last night 🥺 so lets make that happen? 🌊
2023-04-29 21:54:42 +0000 UTC View Post
Also lets hit cum goal 😎 We have lucky soju
2023-04-29 01:58:37 +0000 UTC View Post
IM ONLINE!!!! 🎉🎉🎉 cum hang on cb
2023-04-29 01:58:13 +0000 UTC View Post
Okay guys its almost by birthday month 😬🎉 What should we do special this coming month?!??!! Besides a birthday show and other fun stuff, lets do an onlyfans special too??? What do you all wanna see?!?! Gimme ideas
2023-04-28 18:08:59 +0000 UTC View PostSooooo... here is a cum for everyone 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🌊 One hasnt been posted in a while! So i want everyone to enjoy this cum as much as i did 😍❤️ It was a realllllyyyyy good cum lol (Also reminder that tips AND likes/hearts let me know you guys enjoy certain posts and ill post more of those!)
2023-04-27 22:07:10 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey guys 👋✨️ So stream is a go for tomorrow!!!! And possibly saturday too?!?!? 🤞 that would be 2 stream days in a row and id be sooooo fucking happy! I had someone offer to babysit small human sooooooooooooo it looks like this weekend might be fantastic?!??!
2023-04-27 17:37:36 +0000 UTC View Post
Okay ive been trying to post all day and then didnt cuz i was needed by the small human lol and then i napped while he napped today 🙃 legit fell asleep nursing lol buttttttttt i got to see my ONE FRIEND (legit i have one girlfriend who im cloae with) that i havent seen in over 3 months this weekend ❤️ so that was lovely! Hence the slight silence! But hi 👋👋👋👋 and happy monday!!!!!! Also i need to take new / more pussy pics 🧐
2023-04-25 04:39:05 +0000 UTC View Post
You guys.... thank you for tonight 🥺❤️❤️❤️ nothing makes me feel more like Day, more like myself, than a good night hanging out with you all. I miss seeing you guys more then once a week and hanging into allllllll hours of the night. Things have changed, but the love has not ❤️ thank you for hanging and making me feel liek myself! And making me feel beautiful inside and out ✨️ i hope i bring a SMIDGE of the good vibes you all bring me
2023-04-22 07:07:47 +0000 UTC View Post
IM ONLINEEEE ✨️🎉🎉 LETS HIT THAT DILDO FUCK GOALLLLLLL!!!!!! FIRST TIME IN FOREVER
2023-04-22 01:46:34 +0000 UTC View Post
My boobs are about to smother me lol But what should we drink tonight? Im out of redbull sooooo whats the back up? Lol gimme some suggestions
2023-04-22 00:03:38 +0000 UTC View Post
Tonight is ❤️❤️🎉🎉STREAAAMMM🎉🎉❤️❤️ Hoping to be online around 8pm central time
2023-04-21 19:33:33 +0000 UTC View Post
Currently taking a much needed relaxing HOT shower 🚿 Yesterday baby successfully napped by himself ALLLLL DAYYYYY!!!!! so i got some more of my sanity back!!!! And i got good news that stream is 100% a go! Grandma has backup to watch the baby this time 🤣 so she promises not to give him back early. So i can for sure stream! Woooooo!!!!!!!!!! FINALLLLYYYYYYYYYY but i am going to enjoy this shower! I have a good smelling candle lit and actually ate an edible so imma chilllllllllllll Just for a few 😌✨️
2023-04-19 01:49:22 +0000 UTC View PostSo starting our new schedule today, i have successfully gotten small human down for a nap! And i was able to set him down!!!!! So im baby free for a few! To the messages 🎉🎉 come say hi
2023-04-17 18:35:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Throwing it back to this time last year!!!!! I was secretly like 6 weeks pregnant ... and puking everyday and literally unable to eat 😌 THANK GOD THATS OVER I do miss my titties though 🤔
2023-04-17 18:32:27 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello everyone ❤️ I am so sorry for being a little MIA! Between light losing his job and baby getting increasingly difficult. I have had a TIME. But the update is light got a job 🎉 butttttt his hours are 330pm until about 1am 🫠 So that means im on my own getting baby to bed and going to sleep myself every night as well. Because baby has decided that around 8am is his wake up time, maybe 830am on a good day. And he gets up multiple times at night, so i gotta get to sleep before 1am most nights. So now i have to create a whole new schedule for us surrounding that. Im hoping to get small human to sleep earlier! Giving myself a few hours hours before bed to do a couple things around the house, eat and get back to messages ❤️ and maybe even upload some videos! I have had NOOOOOO time for that. I tried streaming on friday, my mom came to get baby and everything. But the night before had been so hard and i only got about 2 hours of sleep in about 48 hours. So i showered when i was baby-less and washed my hair for the first time in DAYS. And then after i got dressed and sat for 5 minutes and switched the laundry i had my mom calling me telling me that small human had been crying for over an hour 🙃 she got him to sleep for about 5 minutes and then when he woke up she brought him back to my house. Im not sure if hes teething or has bad reflux or what. But i am at a loss. Im exhausted. And idk how people who parent full time can do anything else. I would hire a sitter to stream a day or 2 but no one baby sits at night. So my plan is to still attempt to stream mondays and fridays. But i need to get a schedule figured out for small human first becasue we are struggling big time. I know its probably because so much changed and there was so much stress over the past couple of weeks. But we gotta get back to a grind!!!!!!! That is my update. Also, i need to get vitamins again, and eat better and stay hydrated cuz breastfeeding is killing me and stealing all my engery and nutrition 😂 im dying. Send body armour and cliff bars please lmaoooo and just good vibes ❤️✨️ But thats the update! Im alive but my ass is DRAGGING
2023-04-16 23:28:54 +0000 UTC View Post
So tonight my small human had his first "favorite" thing happen. He cried the entire time i showered and tried to get ready for stream. Wouldn't even take a pacifier from Light. So i went downstairs in my panties and a tshirt to see if they were okay. And small human has started reaching for things he wants now, and he screeched with joy when he saw me and actually reached for me... he was immediately okay as soon as i had him. So im stuck tonight. This better get easier 🥺 But also on another note, my small human really loves me
2023-04-11 02:12:17 +0000 UTC View Post
My plan is to stream today 😌✨️ Im doing everything in my power to make sure i get online to hang out tonight! Keep all your fingers and toes and everything elae crossed that i finally make ot there 🥺
2023-04-10 19:53:45 +0000 UTC View Post
I am here ✨️ Talk about a series of unfortunate events 🫠 As per my last update, Light is out of a job. Baby is sleeping terribly. He is up literally every 45 minutes to an hour and a half. And he wont sleep in his crib anymore, only next to me. We had some terrible storms earlier this week which wrecked havoc on our neighborhood. Lots of trees down, and power outages and internet outages 🤪 so with all the even worse sleep that i got becasue the storms every night kept waking him up and turning him into a small human kicking machine that also kept me awake. And luckily we didnt loose power but xfinity took an absolute gigantic crap on us 🙃 so i was out of internet and uploads and posting for multiple days. And i am here and back, but my sanity is gone. That series of events could not have come at a worse time really. How do i gain my sanity back? Im not even sure anymore. My plan all week was to stream. And instead i was stuck being filled with anxiety instead. So next week were trying again! Full force. The fucking weather looks nice. Im prioritizing sleep. Im prioritizing food. And prioritizing some me time admidst all the parenting. Cuz i really need it. My me time is work time lmao so by me time i mean taking sexy pictures and streaming 😂 but please... Send help and just ya know, the good ole f's in chat for how shit ass timing has been lately. Cuz seriously what the fuck man Sincerely, a sleepless mom who just wants to feel sexy and spread some positive vibes agin 🥺😭
2023-04-07 22:08:41 +0000 UTC View Post
The goal is to start the week with stream! And then go hard with notifications and some video content this weekend too ❤️ Were bumping and grinding this week 😉✨️
2023-04-03 04:25:53 +0000 UTC View Post
My body is slowly but surely looking more and more familiar ❤️ And ive literally never appreciated it more 😍
2023-04-01 04:06:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Also hi 👋 Here is my update! It may be long but its also a doozy lol Sooooo after all my anxiety about what was going on with Light. He unfortunately lost his job. Which means its time for mama to go back to streaming more full time. I can still only do so much because small human has to eat and literaly NEEDS me to sleep right now (also another problem). Butttttt i will be streaming more in the evenings for now! Until Light finds something else for work, and i have to be with small human in the evenings again. But we literally just were getting back on our feet, or at least i was getting on mine. After a debilitating pregnancy, and trying to heal postpartum, and getting back to stream and making a schedule with baby. All the work i put into that is demolished. Small human has no schedule and im getting no more then an hour and half of sleep at a time. So im dying a little, and stressed so im making less milk too 😅 which causes more stress! So in other words its a never ending cycle. But the more i stress the less i can stream and feel sexy and positive ✨️ so im going to do my best to be the damn sunshine okay? For me and for you guys! Lol But that is the entirely stressful update. And it happened just when we have to renew our lease and rent is going up too 🙃 gotta love the timing! But back to normal scheduling next week. I had to give my anxiety some time to take a deep breath honestly, and had to plan and discuss what the heck we were even going to do! But plans are a go, now time to put them into action 🎬 So ill see you all MONDAYYYYYY to start the week with you ❤️
2023-04-01 01:29:45 +0000 UTC View Post
🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨Things are changing... AGAIN... for the foreseeable future🚨🚨🚨🚨 Im going to be streaming ... ✨️✨️✨️MONDAY AND FRIDAY ✨️✨️✨️ and one other day but idk what day you guys would wanna hang out/shake my booty lol
2023-04-01 01:18:13 +0000 UTC View Post