Also hi 👋 Here is my update! It may be long but its also a ..
Added 2023-04-01 01:29:45 +0000 UTCAlso hi 👋 Here is my update! It may be long but its also a doozy lol Sooooo after all my anxiety about what was going on with Light. He unfortunately lost his job. Which means its time for mama to go back to streaming more full time. I can still only do so much because small human has to eat and literaly NEEDS me to sleep right now (also another problem). Butttttt i will be streaming more in the evenings for now! Until Light finds something else for work, and i have to be with small human in the evenings again. But we literally just were getting back on our feet, or at least i was getting on mine. After a debilitating pregnancy, and trying to heal postpartum, and getting back to stream and making a schedule with baby. All the work i put into that is demolished. Small human has no schedule and im getting no more then an hour and half of sleep at a time. So im dying a little, and stressed so im making less milk too 😅 which causes more stress! So in other words its a never ending cycle. But the more i stress the less i can stream and feel sexy and positive ✨️ so im going to do my best to be the damn sunshine okay? For me and for you guys! Lol But that is the entirely stressful update. And it happened just when we have to renew our lease and rent is going up too 🙃 gotta love the timing! But back to normal scheduling next week. I had to give my anxiety some time to take a deep breath honestly, and had to plan and discuss what the heck we were even going to do! But plans are a go, now time to put them into action 🎬 So ill see you all MONDAYYYYYY to start the week with you ❤️
