Hello everyone ❤️ I am so sorry for being a little MIA! Betw..

Hello everyone ❤️ I am so sorry for being a little MIA! Between light losing his job and baby getting increasingly difficult. I have had a TIME. But the update is light got a job 🎉 butttttt his hours are 330pm until about 1am 🫠 So that means im on my own getting baby to bed and going to sleep myself every night as well. Because baby has decided that around 8am is his wake up time, maybe 830am on a good day. And he gets up multiple times at night, so i gotta get to sleep before 1am most nights. So now i have to create a whole new schedule for us surrounding that. Im hoping to get small human to sleep earlier! Giving myself a few hours hours before bed to do a couple things around the house, eat and get back to messages ❤️ and maybe even upload some videos! I have had NOOOOOO time for that. I tried streaming on friday, my mom came to get baby and everything. But the night before had been so hard and i only got about 2 hours of sleep in about 48 hours. So i showered when i was baby-less and washed my hair for the first time in DAYS. And then after i got dressed and sat for 5 minutes and switched the laundry i had my mom calling me telling me that small human had been crying for over an hour 🙃 she got him to sleep for about 5 minutes and then when he woke up she brought him back to my house. Im not sure if hes teething or has bad reflux or what. But i am at a loss. Im exhausted. And idk how people who parent full time can do anything else. I would hire a sitter to stream a day or 2 but no one baby sits at night. So my plan is to still attempt to stream mondays and fridays. But i need to get a schedule figured out for small human first becasue we are struggling big time. I know its probably because so much changed and there was so much stress over the past couple of weeks. But we gotta get back to a grind!!!!!!! That is my update. Also, i need to get vitamins again, and eat better and stay hydrated cuz breastfeeding is killing me and stealing all my engery and nutrition 😂 im dying. Send body armour and cliff bars please lmaoooo and just good vibes ❤️✨️ But thats the update! Im alive but my ass is DRAGGING