I am here ✨️ Talk about a series of unfortunate events 🫠 As..
Added 2023-04-07 22:08:41 +0000 UTCI am here ✨️ Talk about a series of unfortunate events 🫠 As per my last update, Light is out of a job. Baby is sleeping terribly. He is up literally every 45 minutes to an hour and a half. And he wont sleep in his crib anymore, only next to me. We had some terrible storms earlier this week which wrecked havoc on our neighborhood. Lots of trees down, and power outages and internet outages 🤪 so with all the even worse sleep that i got becasue the storms every night kept waking him up and turning him into a small human kicking machine that also kept me awake. And luckily we didnt loose power but xfinity took an absolute gigantic crap on us 🙃 so i was out of internet and uploads and posting for multiple days. And i am here and back, but my sanity is gone. That series of events could not have come at a worse time really. How do i gain my sanity back? Im not even sure anymore. My plan all week was to stream. And instead i was stuck being filled with anxiety instead. So next week were trying again! Full force. The fucking weather looks nice. Im prioritizing sleep. Im prioritizing food. And prioritizing some me time admidst all the parenting. Cuz i really need it. My me time is work time lmao so by me time i mean taking sexy pictures and streaming 😂 but please... Send help and just ya know, the good ole f's in chat for how shit ass timing has been lately. Cuz seriously what the fuck man Sincerely, a sleepless mom who just wants to feel sexy and spread some positive vibes agin 🥺😭
