At this point he fucks me like his own personal fuck doll and I love every minute of it! 🥰 And feeling his dick cumming and pulsing in my arse drives me crazy! Nobody ever told me that this is what love feels like! 💕
I thought I'd take a nice bath, relax and give you guys an update and some thoughts on my Anal only journey so far 🛁 8 days Update!
Well... the short version is Im sooooo horny! 🙈 haha I would say I normally have a high sex drive but damn! I feel like iv been so close to cumming but I havent from anal only penetration yet and each time we fuck I feel like I get a little bit hornier and then that arousal stays with me I alllll day!
I do feel like that build up in arousal each day might be what I need though to take me over the edge and eventually cum from anal only stimulation. Theres been times where I felt I was really close to cumming but it was almost like I couldn’t get over the edge. I think I might be over thinking it though and that might be whats holding it back, Idk. 🤷🏼♀️
You all know I love anal already but so far I'm definitely craving it more than normal! I'm guessing that probably comes down to the fact I'm hornier than normal though and I know thats the only kind of sex I'm allowed. For example, the past 3 days we’ve had morning anal sex and usually Jax is the one pulling my panties down and waking me up rubbing his dick on my asshole. But each morning its been me waking him up grabbing his dick and rubbing it agains my asshole myself!
I'm also finding that because I'm not cuming everyday like I'm used to, I'm in this constant state of arousal and its levels above anything I’ve felt before. Its not just like just not having sex for a week and being horny, its like still having sex 2x/day but not cumming so its much more intense. When it comes to ass fucking or play though, I do feel like this heightened arousal makes my asshole relaxes way easier which makes anal feel incredible. So, im finding that even when he's fucked me hard in the morning and I'm craving it again by mid afternoon I'm able to go again without it feeling overly sore! I'm assuming thats either down to the fact I'm more relaxed or maybe something to do with me being so horny I don't actually care if its tender haha
I’d be lying if I said I havent had an almost uncontrollable urge to touch my pussy, especially when he’s fucking me! I love feeling submissive though so when we’re fucking its actually a huge turn on when he’s asking me how much I want to touch my pussy, telling me things like “you better not touch that pussy” and restraining my arms.
Cumming with him in my ass and rubbing my clit has recently become my favourite way to cum! It feels so much different than a pussy only stimulated orgasm! I actually think that when I have done this recently before April I’ve actually had an anal orgasm, its just that I’m using my clit to edge me over. That said though I want to be 100% sure and have an undoable anal orgasm so I really want to see if I can do it with out touching.
Wish me luck for the rest of the month and any tips for cumming from anal only from you experienced anal fanatics are always appreciated 💕
I had to post some more of these hollow plugs, they look crazy 🙈especially when I get the second one in in the next part! This is the start of the 9 min video I sent to your DMs yesterday and a few shots!
It feels crazy having my asshole just held open like this, especially when he gets is fingers in there through the plug and when he tells me to sit up on the edge of the bed and you see the lube just running out of me through the plug! 🥵 I can see us making some more creative videos with these plugs in the future and eventually working up to the next size
Subscriber Questions 💕 from my “ASK ME ANYTHING” thread. Questions from @u8760707 & @u795646
@u8760707 ✨"I wanted to ask if you are trying to improve your anal skills and take bigger toys gradually. Is that something that excites ? Being able to go further, take bigger stuff, take them deeper, faster? :)"✨
Yes! 100%! I don't really have a target of how big I intended to go though 🤷🏼♀️ When I first started out doing anal I thought I'd always struggle with Jax's dick (I can still struggle sometimes) and I had no aspirations or desires to get anything bigger in there haha but once I was trained up I soon realised that the more I did anal the nicer it felt.
Like I've said in other posts, nothing feels nicer than a dick in my opinion, no matter how big the toy is but theres something super hot about stretching and working up to taking bigger toys.
Im definitely not in a crazy rush though! Although the struggle can definitely be a turn on and thats part of the process, I want to go at my pace and enjoy the process. It's obviously all about pleasure for both of us and I don't want to get hurt or do any damage by going to big too quickly!
But... I'm less than a year into doing anal properly so I have a fully journey ahead of me yet haha theres plenty of time to work my way up over time 😌
@u795646✨"If i wanna buy you a new anal toy as a gift. Can I do it?"✨
Of course you can! just message me with what kinda toy you're thinking or I can give you some suggestions of ones I have been looking at 😊
If you want your question answered, just comment on my 💕ASK ME ANYTHING POST💕 and I will get to it! x
Our conversation after using these plugs...
JAX - "Baby, remember when we first met on Tinder, when you met me for the first time and you was all innocent and shy?"
ME - "Yeah 🥰"
JAX - "Did you ever imagine you would be bent over for me with a hollow butt plug holding your asshole wide open so I can see inside and take pictures?"
ME - "Jax, I didn't even know half the things we do existed, never mind hollow plugs 😂"
haha I love how much stuff we do in the bedroom! It felt a little crazy having my asshole just held open like this with these plugs and you can see right inside me 🙈
When I sat up like this as well you could see the lube running out! This was a hot one to make! I'll post some more clips of this soon but I sent the full length video to your DMs earlier for those of you that can't want and want the full thing! 💕
I swear there isn't a period of an our or so in the day that passes where Jax doesn't put his fingers in my ass haha its as normal as snuggling or give a hug now! If we're lay on the sofa watching a movie he'll have his arm around me with his finger in my ass, when he hugs me sometimes he puts his finger in my ass or I can be casually washing the dishes and he will come up behind me, grab my ass and put a finger in there! I think he has a bit of an obsession but its all good because I love having him inside me 💕 No mater which hole it is or what part of him it is haha
Oh and also... do I have any subscribers here who work with cameras or who know their way around a camera well? We have the Canon M50 and for some reason it just randomly blurs from time to time and we can't workout exactly what causing it 🤷🏼♀️
Which video do you guys think we should make first...
✨Attempt to get my 12 inch dildo as deep as I can in my ass
✨Ass to mouth video. Bare in mind I don't show my face so Ill have to either workout the angle or wear a blind fold x
Im still proud that I got this right in to the last bead the other day! To think its not even been a year since I first took a dick in my ass properly I think I'm making some good progress 💪🏻This is only the start of my anal adventure, who knows where this is gonna go haha 💕 Help me get this post to 300 likes and Ill post some of the video 💕
We're definitely kickstarting anal only April off the right way! 💪🏻 I’d just my finished my workout this morning when Jax got home and said... "you're not finished, you still have your anal training to do!" haha
My asshole was still really tender from taking that huge bead plug all the way last night but when he stuck his tongue right in there and ate my ass, I instantly wanted it filling back up! And even though it was a little sore at first when he slid his dick deep in my ass and warmed me up it felt amazing 🤤
He pounded my ass on the bench pushing deep and making sure I felt every inch before he filled me up with a hot creampie 🥵
This one was really fun to make I think we'll have to make more content in the home gym!
💌 I sent the full premium version of this to your DMs earlier and you can also check your messages for the full plug video I sent on Friday if you wanna see what my ass took yesterday before it got this pounding!
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Subscriber Question 💕 from my “ASK ME ANYTHING” thread. Question from @u12425520 ...
✨"What are your 2 favourite anal toys that you can’t live without? Can you give us a link to them?“✨
Hmm… I wouldn’t say there are any anal toys I can’t live without. I really got into playing with toys because Jax wanted to see me use them then I kinda fell in love with it because I love seeing him get off while I’m doing what he says! I love anal play with toys and will always have toys in the bedroom but nothing even comes close to the real thing! No matter how big the toy is or what shape, etc. nothing beats feeling the real thing inside me. The warmth and fullness of his big thick dick or even his fingers and the fact that its another person just makes it soooo much better and I adds the psychological component of knowing someone else is feeling it as well, if that makes sense?
However, I do still love toys and I’m so glad Jax got me into them so if I had to pick my 2 favourite toys that I have so far I would have to say…
✨MY ANAL DILATORS ✨
These where an absolute game changer for me. I don’t class them as a toy though really, more of an anal training tool as we don’t use them for playing. Jax got them to train my ass for longer and hard anal sex and they worked so so well! When I got them I would just keep them in for like 30-60 mins while watching TV every night and each week I worked my way up to the bigger sizes. They made anal feel so much nicer and just trained me to be able to relax my ass way better. I don’t use them as often now but I would recommend to anyone training for more anal.
✨MY GLASS PLUGS ✨
I never expected these to feel as good as they do but i think because they are so smooth the way they slide just feels different than any other toys. I expected them to not feel great as they are obviously solid but they feel amazing, I actually have a bigger one coming in the post haha I’m also planning on making a video with these today! I got the glass plugs from Ali Express but I can’t remember the exact ones to send you a link sorry! Any glass toys are gonna feel similar though.
All that said though I don’t really have a favourite toy. The toys we use varies based on what we feel like at the time. It’s usually based on what Jax whats to do to me haha if we’re playing with toys he’ll usually just say get the toy box and he will just pick 2 or 3 toys he wants to fuck me with or see me use for him.
Heres the link to the anal dilators I have: https://www.amazon.co.uk/Women-Men-Beginers-Best-Gift/dp/B08ZN6GPJV/ref=sr_1_35?crid=2BOMDR9C5J8UK&dchild=1&keywords=amal%2Bdilator&qid=1617360477&sprefix=anal%2Bdi%2Caps%2C158&sr=8-35&th=1
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Anal Only April is here! 🙈
So I’m sure quite a few of you already know from my reddit posts that I was planning on trying anal only for the whole of April and after a few of you suggested it I thought the idea sounded like a fun experiment!
Anyone who's been following my journey so far will know that I’m still quite new to all the freaky anal stuff and I guess I’m quite new to anal all together but now I’ve really got into it it’s like I’ve opened up a whole new world of pleasure!
I know I don’t shut up about it but I think everyone should give anal a real try! I say this because I was pretty closed to the idea of anal ever feeling really pleasurable until I met Jax but once I committed to really giving it a serious go it kinda blew my mind! I never imagined it could feel anywhere near as good as getting fucked in the pussy and even sometimes better! Its incredible!
Anyway… since anal only was suggested I thought why not give it a go. I didn’t actually know anal only was a thing until a few of you on Reddit told me about it! Like some people literally go anal only long term which I think is crazy haha I love all the attention my pussy gets too much and I know I couldn’t live without it!
But… I do like a little challenge so lets give this a go! Since its the start of my anal only month I thought I'd give my honest thoughts about it from this point, before trying it then I'll do the same at the end…
I think the thought of it is hot! As I’ve said in other posts, with the sub/dom dynamic we have in our relationship, as far as I’m concerned, all my holes 100% belong to Jax. That thought really turns me on and the idea that he’s in complete control of my orgasms and sexual pleasure really gets me off.
In the past we have gone periods where he’s denied my orgasms for a few days but he was fucking my ass and my pussy during that time while making me hold my orgasm. It was so hard not to cum considering I’m used to cumming everyday and I always cum multiple times every time he fucks me. It was super intense but it was also really hot! I felt so submissive the whole time and when he finally let me cum my pussy felt like it was gonna explode and I was cumming for ages.
So, even though thats not the same thing I feel like its gonna be a similar kinda experience, the denial of touching my pussy and anal only stimulation is going to be interesting.
I do always cum when he fucks my ass and recently I’m a bit obsessed with cumming with my ass full but its always with clit stimulation as well. So even though I always feel close to cumming from the anal only stimulation, I always use my vibrator or fingers to take me over the edge and its gonna be interesting to see if I can cum from anal only with no other stimulation.
Honestly, I know I would never go anal only long term, I feel it would be a waste of how good he fucks my pussy haha but I do love the idea of that urge and frustration to touch my pussy and the denial while really appreciating the pleasure of anal so I’m really interested to see how April goes!
Wish me luck haha
I’d also love to get some suggestions for what kind of anal content you think I should make this month in the comments! camera angles, positions, toys, etc. 💕
I’m not kidding when I say my holes belong to him and I want him to fuck them however he likes whenever he wants. This isn’t just a fantasy created for onlyfans, if he says “bend over the bed I’m gonna fuck your ass” then I smile and assume the position.
Toys are always fun but no mater how good a toy feels nothing beats riding this! The real thing alway feels 10x better! Even if my legs were on fire here haha
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I absolutely love the way this angle looks on film so I'm definitely gonna make some more anal riding videos soon especially since my legs were super fatigued on this one from working out in the morning 🥵 haha but this is a clip from the full length anal video I send out yesterday 💕
Sometimes he likes to just watch while I prepare my asshole for him and I love it. The feeling of warming it up with my fingers knowing that it wont be long before his full length is deep inside me! 🤤 Honestly, I really don't know how it took me this long to realise how good anal play feels! I encourage everybody to give it a try, male or female. It feels amazing!
Subscriber Question 💕 from my "ASK ME ANYTHING" thread. Two questions from @mistermonster18 ...
✨"What's your favourite way to get off when Jax is not around?"✨
This might sound crazy but I never cum on my own! Since I met Jax a little over a year ago we've fucked almost every single day, multiple times most days and the days we didn't were usually because he'd fucked me so much the day before so I was too sore.
Bare in mind we met not that long before lockdown so we've spent most of our time with each other since we met so I literally have a huge dick to fuck me when ever I want haha. So yeah, I honestly have no need or desire to get off on my own, Jax is so obsessed with making me cum so I'm more than taken care of haha I'm a very lucky girl.
I also really get off on the thought of my pussy belonging to him, like when he's fucking me sometimes he asks me "who does that pussy belong to" and things like that and I love it! I guess it ties into the fact that I love being submissive for him so its almost part of the kink that I don't touch my pussy or cum without him.
✨"Do you have group sex fantasies, or maybe even talks with Jax? If so, how do you both feel about it, and would you be willing to let other people into your bedroom someday?" ✨
We've spoke about threesomes before and how potentially it might be something that we do in the future but honestly its not something i'm super keen to do or even something that massively appeals to me. I can see how it could be hot but right now I'm having so much mind blowing sex and doing so many things I'm enjoying with Jax and a big part of it for me is because of the way I feel about him. So for me right now it's just not something I'm in a rush to do or feel I need to do x
If you want your question answered, just comment on my 💕ASK ME ANYTHING POST💕 and I will get to it! x
Fuck, fuck, fuck this video is hot! 🥵 If you havent got the full version yet you definitely should! I sent it to your DMs earlier today! You can see I struggle a first with the thickness but I ain't no quitter and Its not long before Im slamming my asshole on it while gagging on his dick! 🤤
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Just listen to the sound of his dick hitting the back of my throat while my ass is taking that dildo!
Our sex life really feels like a fantasy! While we was looking back at these pictures and editing last nights clear anal dildo video this morning Jax's dick was rock hard and my panties where soaked! We had to stop halfway through to go and fuck because it was just too much! haha
Well you guys voted for anal with my clear dildo so we made it and omg it was hot! You can seen how big this dildo is and Jax just had me take the full thing in my ass while I gagged on his cock! 🥵
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I’m gonna do some editing tomorrow and send it out but I just could wait to share some screen shots! 😊
Subscriber Question 💕 from my "ASK ME ANYTHING" post yesterday...
Question from @alicboxgud1 “I’m trying to get my wife in to anal more. What tips can you give for beginners? I've tried all kinds of lubes, anal ease, plugs and beads. She still quits after I get the tip in”
Okay so… Bare in mind that this is just my experience, I’m not necessarily saying your partner should do the same I can only tell you what has worked for me…
When it comes to getting used to anal and making it enjoyable for the person taking it, It’s all about being able to let your ass relax. Even if you start with something super small like a finger, if your partner can’t relax then it’s still going to be painful. Although it can feel a little uncomfortable when you first ever have that feeling of a full dick in your ass, anal shouldn’t be painful.
So thats where I would say you need to start, make sure you’re doing everything you need to do to help your partner relax.
I know that might not sound as exciting as rough anal from all these different positions and all the adventurous stuff but if you build up slowly and your partner can relax its going to be an enjoyable experience and I found that as soon as I realised how enjoyable anal can be, thats when I wanted to work my way up to doing the freakier stuff.
What you don’t want is to feel like partner is just enduring the whole experience. Thats no fun for anyone and it’s just going to make anal harder.
So with that in mind, here are the things I’ve found helped me relax and helped me really enjoy anal when I was just starting out…
✨Foreplay! I love getting my ass and pussy eaten so doing stuff like that really helped get me super turned on beforehand and helped me really relax. You’ll know your partner better than I do so do what you know they like to get them really turned on first and make it about them. Again, I know that might not sound exciting for some but trust me, if you get them really enjoying anal like I do it will be worth it in the long run!
✨Having a glass of wine or two really helped me relax so if your partner drinks, that could be helpful, at least it was for me the first few times. I don’t do it now but I’d had a few the first time he fucked my ass properly so it might help.
✨Starting with something small like fingers or plugs. I found that if I wore a plug for a little while Jax ate my pussy, that helped me prepare my asshole a little.
✨Me being in control to start! I also found when I was starting out it was way easier for me to put toys in my own ass than if Jax was to do it for me. I trust Jax 100% but its just different when I have hold of the toy, I know where everything is, I know the pressure, I know when to push or pull out, etc. Now I’ve trained loads Jax can take full control of the toys and its fine, I can relax but I had to work up to that. So having your partner in control of the anal play at first and incorporating that into your foreplay might help them relax more.
✨Another thing is not worrying about having a potential accident. I was always a little anxious about that and having that in the back of your mind is gonna stress you out and stop you from being able to full relax. When Jax told me he didn’t care and wasn’t worried about it i stopped worrying about it and that helped me fully relax making it way more enjoyable. And we havent had any crazy messy accidents yet.
Outside of that, I know I’m repeating myself but I can’t stress enough how the key is relaxing. It really is a mind set thing and if your partner is anxious or kind of already thinking “this isn’t going to work” then it probably isn’t and even if you do get it in with that mindset, its likely not going to be enjoyable.
Again, this is just my experience but I felt like once I got the full thing in the first time and got past the initial uncomfortable part, it felt nice and it made me feel like “ah this is actually really nice and not bad at all”. Don’t get me wrong it didn’t feel amazing like it does now, I think that comes from practice and being able to relax more now but it wasn’t painful and after that first time getting the full thing in and removing the anxiety that is going to be super painful, I was able to relax and start to really enjoying it.
And to also answer @u19558683 question “what kind of lube do you use?”
I just use water based lube. We got some silicone based lube and some numbing kind of lube but I don’t like them, they don’t feel great for me personally and they don’t help either in my opinion. Water based just feels the most natural and does the trick perfect for me.
I hope this helps a little 💕
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💕ASK ME ANYTHING THREAD 💕
* check the QandA album for answers *
I get lots of questions about anal, how I became submissive, how I got so into anal, what it was that changed when I met Jax, how he convinced me to do more anal, tips on anal training, etc.
So… I thought it would be a good idea to make a little Q & A thread here. A place where you can ask me any questions you like, get to know me and Jax more and I can answer them for you in detail.
I get the majority of these questions on reddit but I want to make the detailed answers to these questions Onlyfans exclusive really! The issue is is the comments section on OF isn’t the best!
So what Im thinking is you guys can ask any questions you like in the comments and then I’ll answer them in separate posts throughout the week!
Just ask your questions in the comments and I’ll make a post answering it in detail for you! Note: I want to answer them all properly in detail so I wont always respond right away. I want to be able to sit down and give you a real answer rather than just a quick response on my phone so just be patient 🥰 I’ll do my best to get to all the questions x
✨ASK YOUR QUESTIONS IN THE COMMENTS SECTION OF THIS POST✨
To kick start the AMA and for anyone who’s interested I thought I would post a little about me, what I'm into and how me and Jax met…
So... We're a real couple with a VERY active sex life and with sex being a huge part of life and our love for trying lots of new things we decided to make an Onlyfans and share it 🤷🏼♀️
If I had to describe what I'm into I'd say I love being submissive, something I only discovered after I met Jax. I just love being dominated and pleasing him, I really get off knowing he can do what he wants to me whenever he wants and he makes full use of that! so I'd say I'm true sub.
We absolutely love all things anal!
Ass fucking, ass stretching, anal training, deep anal, anal toying, Jax eating my ass, me eating/playing with Jax's ass! Just anything that involves fucking or playing with my ass!
Which for me is a little crazy because I wasn't into anal at all before I met Jax! But since becoming so submissive and getting so turned on by him doing whatever he wants to me, I've become a bit obsessed and fallen in love with anal!
Outside of that we're both very openminded and we just love anything that involves fucking, trying new things and pushing the boundaries little by little, whether that be trying different kinks, bigger toys, or anything in-between!
Thats pretty much just a quick overview. Anything else you would like to know about us, sex related or otherwise just ask away in the comments or DM me and I’ll be happy to answer! 🥰
I have also added a little about how me and Jax met below for anyone who is interested :)
💕HOW ME AND JAX MET WHY WE ARE ON ONLYFANS💕
I met Jax on Tinder a year ago when I was really inexperienced and innocent. Before we met I was lucky if I came once during sex, I thought it was just me and I was hard to make me cum but fuck was I wrong!
When he pulled his dick out that first night I’ll be honest I was kind of nervous, he was so confident and he fucked me so hard I was really overwhelmed. I hadn’t felt that full or been fucked that way before, the way he was pounding me was so intense but I couldn’t stop cuming! it was mind-blowing! I came like 5 times and my pussy was sore for days after! 🥴
I was instantly addicted and since that first night things have just gotten freakier and freakier. He’s got me doing things I would never imagine before and I’ve become so submissive for him that letting him using my holes however and whenever he wants has become an everyday part of my life.
He’s made me want to do the freakiest things, remove all limits and he's got me absolutely addicted to anal, as you can probably tell 🙈
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Fuck this clip is so hot! Who saw the full video? 🥵 Is it a little weird that I get turned on by the struggle? Especially when I'm there in the moment taking his full length but even when I watch it back. Just watching myself take it deep while he pounds me and remembering that feeling of him stretching me out! It gets me so hot 🥺
One of the things I love about getting pounded in a dominant position like this is not just the feeling of feeling helpless and just submitting to him, but the feeling when my asshole has no option but to just fully relax to take all of him.
Its like it unlocks another other level of anal pleasure that you only get when you full submit and just take the pounding!
Anyway, I hope you enjoy this clip 😊
Oh, also, look at that booty 🍑 If anyone knows of a way I can somehow clone myself so I can eat Jax's ass while he fucks mine, that would be great 🤤
Ive had my little patch for a while now, who thinks I should trim it off for a bit of a change? 🤔 I cant decide so Ill go with whatever gets the most votes