I thought I'd take a nice bath, relax and give you guys an u..

I thought I'd take a nice bath, relax and give you guys an update and some thoughts on my Anal only journey so far 🛁 8 days Update!​ ​ Well... the short version is Im sooooo horny! 🙈 haha I would say I normally have a high sex drive but damn! I feel like iv been so close to cumming but I havent from anal only penetration yet and each time we fuck I feel like I get a little bit hornier and then that arousal stays with me I alllll day! ​ ​ I do feel like that build up in arousal each day might be what I need though to take me over the edge and eventually cum from anal only stimulation. Theres been times where I felt I was really close to cumming but it was almost like I couldn’t get over the edge. I think I might be over thinking it though and that might be whats holding it back, Idk. 🤷🏼‍♀️​ ​ You all know I love anal already but so far I'm definitely craving it more than normal! I'm guessing that probably comes down to the fact I'm hornier than normal though and I know thats the only kind of sex I'm allowed. For example, the past 3 days we’ve had morning anal sex and usually Jax is the one pulling my panties down and waking me up rubbing his dick on my asshole. But each morning its been me waking him up grabbing his dick and rubbing it agains my asshole myself! ​ I'm also finding that because I'm not cuming everyday like I'm used to, I'm in this constant state of arousal and its levels above anything I’ve felt before. Its not just like just not having sex for a week and being horny, its like still having sex 2x/day but not cumming so its much more intense. When it comes to ass fucking or play though, I do feel like this heightened arousal makes my asshole relaxes way easier which makes anal feel incredible. So, im finding that even when he's fucked me hard in the morning and I'm craving it again by mid afternoon I'm able to go again without it feeling overly sore! I'm assuming thats either down to the fact I'm more relaxed or maybe something to do with me being so horny I don't actually care if its tender haha​ ​ I’d be lying if I said I havent had an almost uncontrollable urge to touch my pussy, especially when he’s fucking me! I love feeling submissive though so when we’re fucking its actually a huge turn on when he’s asking me how much I want to touch my pussy, telling me things like “you better not touch that pussy” and restraining my arms.​ ​ Cumming with him in my ass and rubbing my clit has recently become my favourite way to cum! It feels so much different than a pussy only stimulated orgasm! I actually think that when I have done this recently before April I’ve actually had an anal orgasm, its just that I’m using my clit to edge me over. That said though I want to be 100% sure and have an undoable anal orgasm so I really want to see if I can do it with out touching.​ ​ Wish me luck for the rest of the month and any tips for cumming from anal only from you experienced anal fanatics are always appreciated 💕