I have a new video for you guys tomorrow π₯Ήππππππππ
Im so excited to release some new content for you all!!!! Its going to be fantastic!
And a sneaky sneaky, i have had a good talk with my mom. And i think ill be able to stream this Saturday πβ€οΈ finally some baby free time!
Does my butt still look okay? Lol β€οΈ
UPDATE:
Ive been moving shit around the house the past 2 days and im TIRED
I also scrubbed half my floor on my hands and knees with a rag and big bowl of soap and water! So woooo for cleaning! Gotta love it.
My mom didnt even offer to take small human at all this week. Im fed up and done asking, im not gonna beg someone to help me when they clearly dont want to. Its not worth the stress on me or small human!
I also started doing some offline work this week aside from cam stuff. I havent been creative since i moved really... and ive taken some time to do digitial design again π₯Ήβ€οΈ and im so happy!
If youre interested in my designs, let me know lol ill share π€£ but im finding a groove again a little bit. Im happier. Small human is happier. My wallet is not lmao but fingers crossed i will be able to stream Wednesday or thursday this coming week! πβ€οΈ
BIRTHDAY SUIT for the birthday present opening!!!!
i miss you guys soooo much and i just wanna say a huge thank you to those of you that sent me something. you all bring so so much happiness to my life and never fail to make me feel loved. thank you with my whole heart <3
Happy monday everyone! β€οΈ how is everyone today?
I am focusing on ebbing and flowing lately. I want a schedule more then anything. But i have zero reliable small human - care right now. And parenting and motherhood in general is all about being adjustable and going with the flow. So i gotta ebb and flow and change with all the changes. I cant be stuck on trying to stream just fridays. We will get a little bit here and a little bit there on other days throughout the week β€οΈ so heres to trying other days for stream again! π
I feel more like myself, in my body at least β€οΈ
Happy friday!
Im still attempting to make small human care arrangements so I can make up birthday stream. But i just dont have a solution right now where i can plan things well in advance.
Literally nothing after having my baby has gone how i thought it would go π« i thought id have a lot of support family wise. And it started that way and has turned into nothing at all really. Its hard! But im determined to make something work β€οΈ
Hi there! After 5 + years of streaming and working this girl finally has a usable desk! ππππ
Like i can shut my cam room door and work now.
I think this is going to change things a bit and enable me to get some work done β€οΈ
Im trying everything i can! I literally took my close doors off and moved everything in here so i can get my desk in the closet π€£π€£π€£ and just have extra space now instead of a closet.
Giving it a good go! π
Today I existed
Thats it. Usually i would say days like today were a waste of a day. Not much got done. My baby was needy. I had a migraine mid day from not drinking enough water.
But im going to have a different outlook and say today i just existed. I met my needs and my babys needs today. And being just enough is still enough π
Remember that today for yourself too
Friday evening update :
I had a jager bomb.
My small human is sleeping peacefully without me.
I bought a maxi skirt for myself.
And i cant wait to wear it without panties π
My plan is to get back to feeling my sexual self... and no panties is the best way lol
So ive been thinking
WOULD ANYONE WANT TO DO A PRIVATE OR SCHEDULE PRIVATES
i am having the hardest time getting online lately and i know its literally just getting online thats hard π₯Ί but if i had something scheduled with someone i know ill be there and wont be nearly as anxious.
Also i could then have an excuse to stream after cuz why not? Or before depending on schedules β€οΈ would anyone be down?
I want to find my groove again and i think this will help
Comment here or message me or email me or anything youd like lol
Hi everyone π thanks for giving me a little space after fridays fiasco.
My plumbing is now COMPLETELY fixed!!!!! πππ no more issues. No bandaid put on it, it's actually fixed. My mom figured out her damn car seatbelts π« and i spent yesterday meal prepping so this week can be a successful week β€οΈ
If you made it this far in this caption, ill see you on stream tomorrow π
But basically our fucking plumbling backed up again. The plumbers showed up without a call after i submitted a work request. And theyre currently bashing holes in my walls to try to rix our plumbing... i just cannot. Im trying ti ride the wave of life and not complain or say "i just catch a break" but fuckkkkkkkkkkkk. And also while im typing this my cat threw up AHHHHH IM GONNA SCREAM
πππBIRTHDAY VIDEO DEAL πππ
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Youll get 90 videos! All able to be β¬οΈloaded
There are twerks, finger fucking, fuck machine, blow job, cums, teasing, literally everything!!!!!
Heres a taste of the videos β€οΈ
Help me treat myself and you for my bday β€οΈπ₯Ή
If anyone wants to spoil me, i could use some new titty holders and retail therapy π₯Ή
I havent bought anything for myself in soooooo long oh my gosh. It would be so nice to treat myself to something β€οΈ
My favorite picture ive taken of myself in a long time π₯Ήβ€οΈ hi guys π
I have the house to myself for a few hours today! So im taking pics and catching up on some messages!
Hello everyone!
I am writing from the depths of what i think is postpartum depression. But we are here. We are okay! Im just stuck with unreliable baby care! Which results in unreliable streaming. And streaming is the only thing i have right now that makes me feel like me... at all.
I was just thinking today, how can i give to others (aka you guys) when i dont even have anything left for myself at the end of the day? Ya girl is doing a terrible job of taking care of herself. So today, after my baby fell asleep in the car, i sat in the car and waited. I looked at the nice blue sky and took som deep breaths.
Last night after not being able to stream, i got a terrible migraine. And my baby must have felt the vibes cuz it was the worst night weve had in a long time. He woke up almost every hour inconsolable. Just wouldnt stop crying. Im not sure why. Hes fine today. I know some little ones are more difficult then others and tbey just need different things. But wowie.
I am doing my best as a mom. And as a human. And i gotta refill my cup! But i need time with you all to refill my damn cup!
This week im trying a different combo of vitamins i have. Gonna do a skin care routine every day. And maybe take a walk. Hopefully i will have more of myself to share with you all! Birthday show is still happening!!!!! But ive just fallen a little deeper this past week.
Hormones are fucking WACK after you have a small human guys lol what the actual fuck is even happening π€£ thats how i feel 99.9% of the time! Heres to a better week this coming week. Aka starting tomorrow!
Hello my peeps β€οΈ happy humpday! β¨οΈπππ
How is everyone today? I got the all clear to work friday AND saturday this weekend and next π₯Ή it is the only birthday present i asked for
COME AND CELEBRATE!!!!!! ππ
im going to be online that saturday as well β€οΈ
So we will have a 2 day celebration.
It us much needed after these past couple of months, all i asked for for my birthday was to be able to stream! So here we go for 2 days in a row πππππππππ
If you want to spoil me more then just hanging out with me heres my wishlist link π
https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/1D93Z7PVAIUO4?ref_=wl_share
Ill open presents on stream the 26th! So ill be saving them until then π buttttt you guys just coming to hang out will be so so special in itself!
Happy mothers day everyone β€οΈ
Hope you all got to spend it with a special mom in your life! Yours, a friend, a relative, anyone who helped raise a small human or birthed one!
I got to feel a little special today and ate some delicious food π¨βπ³π€ so im happy π€£
Was a good 1st mothers day!
It doesnt take much to please me these days.
And happy sunday as well!
Currently in my small humans room... with my small human
I was literally sitting naked in my stream room about to stream and my mom called me and the first thing i heard was baby SCREAMING in the background. Like bloody murder, like he was hurt. And my mom said he choked on a bottle and it scared the fuck out of her and him, and she cant console him. He was screaming soooo much. I thought maybe he was allergic to something cuz he had apples for the first time today, and i FREAKED. So she brought him back and i literally met them at the car door as soon as she hit the brakes.
I think he forgot how to drink from a bottle and just is really attached to his parents :(
Which makes things really hard. But holy fuck.
I literally had a break down and a panic attack as i was waiting for my mom to drive him back over here
Im just glad hes okay.
But fucking post poning stream yet again
What else can fuckinf happen??? Jesus