I know this is a special day for many. However, for me this day is associated with sadness.
I have always envied those whose birthdays were in winter or spring. My classmates always brought candy, and the hero of the occasion was surrounded by a lot of attention, the teachers congratulated the birthday boy and did not give bad grades. But my birthday was in the summer.
July 23, 2006, I turned 11 years old.
I was allowed to invite my classmates and friends home. I opened my notepad and started typing phone numbers, one by one, looking forward to finally being able to play on the computer with my friends, because I had been given two new video game discs. But unfortunately no one came to me.
I remember sitting in the middle of the room and crying very hard, my mother hugged me and tried to cheer me up. On my lap I held a plate of cake with the number 11 written on it in whipped cream.
After that, things began to happen on my birthday that upset me.
My boyfriend even dumped me. Twice.
I haven’t celebrated my birthday for many years, received gifts or celebrated it in a special way.
This year I decided to do it differently.
The place where I feel truly happy and free is the mountains. So this year I decided to go to the mountains and spend my birthday there.
This will be my special trip, my gift to myself.
Surrounded by majestic mountains, clear air and tranquil nature, I will find inner peace. On this day, I will enjoy every moment, giving thanks for the past years and enjoying the new opportunities that lie ahead 🤍
How do you celebrate your birthday? Do you love this day? Share your stories?
Very unexpectedly and spontaneously, strictly female company, I went to the pool and sauna. After the sauna, the girls and I drаnk coffee, relaxed, meditated in the park and talked a lot.
In fact, I have always been wary of female friendships. As far as I can remember, I have always been friends only with guys. Friendships with girls always ended sadly. Mainly for me. Because I find it very difficult to let go of people who become close to me.
But I also realize the importance of finding yourself among other women. Feminine energy is an incredibly powerful and beautiful phenomenon. Perhaps many of you have encountered this energy throughout your life, and understand what I am talking about. Women have the ability to inspire, heal and create harmony.
This is cool.
But this medal also has a flip side - envy, hypocrisy and rivalry.
And you never know what awaits you. In my life it was different. But in the end the friendship always ended. It was difficult for me to realize that our paths could diverge and I need to let the person go.
Now I look at it differently. I wanted to free myself from this fear: “YOU CANT GET CLOSER, BECAUSE EVERYTHING WILL END ANYWAY, THEN IT WILL HURT YOU.”
And now it seems that everything is not so. I just enjoy having other girls or people in my life. I'm learning to socialize. Over the past year I have made many new acquaintances. As an introvert to the core, I can say that I am shocked 😅
At first, I was really worried. I wasn’t used to such an amount of communication, after so many years of being alone. But now I have truly freed myself from the fear that I could find someone and then suddenly lose them. After all, I know that I always have and will be Me.
I just wanted to take a moment to share how yoga has completely transformed my life, especially as an artist dealing with constant back pain. If you've ever felt like your body is holding you back from doing what you love, I totally get it. That was me a while ago.
I used to struggle with back pain every day, which made it really tough to stay creative and motivated. Sitting for long hours working on my art just wasn’t possible without dealing with serious discomfort. That's when I decided to give yoga a try, and honestly, it's been one of the best decisions I've ever made.
Yoga has done wonders for my back. The stretching and strengthening exercises have not only eased my pain but have also made me more flexible and strong overall. It's amazing how much better I feel physically, and that translates into my art too. I can sit and create for longer periods without feeling that dreaded ache. Plus, the mindfulness aspect of yoga has helped me stay focused and less stressed, which is a huge win for my creativity.
But it’s not just about the physical benefits. Yoga has given me a whole new perspective on life. It’s taught me to be more patient, to breathe through challenges, and to find balance – both on and off the mat. It's been a journey of self-discovery and self-care, and I love every bit of it.
I'm so passionate about the benefits of yoga that I’ve decided to start sharing what I've learned through my own yoga classes. Whether you're an artist like me, dealing with back pain, or just looking for a way to feel better in your body and mind, I think you'll find something valuable in these classes.
Come join me and let’s flow together. Whether you’re a beginner or have some experience, my classes are all about finding what works for you and making yoga a fun, rewarding part of your life.
Take a look at your private messages! There's something waiting for you there 😈
Hello 🤍 Fun fact about me: I don't know how to use maps at all. I don't understand the direction that maps or navigator show me. You know how people have dyslexia or something like this? I feel same thing when looking at a map🫠 Therefore, I very often get lost in the city and make a lot of efforts to understand in which direction I should move.
Today I got lost again, but usually I have at least some small hope from the navigator, but today my phone died.
I panicked so much and of course, like any self-respecting woman – I cried. While I was crying and trying to calm down, I remembered a story from my childhood:
Once upon a time, when I was a little girl, my grandma took me with her to the forest to pick mushrooms. As you might have guessed, I got lost.
Panic overtook me and I began to cry, not knowing what to do. But then I heard the sound of a stream and went in its direction. I remembered this from one program on Discovery or national geographic… It said that if you walk along the stream, you can definitely reach a residential area.
I remember how I found a bush with berries. I sat down and started collecting them, and got so carried away that I forgot that I was lost and calmed down for a while 😁
I picked some berries in my hand, walked along the stream and eating them. And to my happiness, after a while I heard the voice of my grandmа, who was looking for me.
Where I got lost today there was no stream, but there were tram tracks, I also walked along them, and eventually came to a stop where a tram was passing, which could take me to the city center, and there I already understood where I was :)
but I walked around the city 🥹
Have you ever gotten lost in the forest or other places?
I just returned from a magical two-day festival in Warsaw, where we celebrated the enchanting Slavic holiday of Kupala! We ventured deep into the forest, far from the reach of modern technology, and I found myself reconnecting with the serenity of nature. 🌿✨
Kupalle, traditionally celebrated on June 21, holds a special place in my heart. It’s a cherished holiday in Belarus, a pagan celebration that welcomes summer and honors fertility in the name of the goddess Kupala. Over time, it has been intertwined with Christian traditions, now also celebrated as the feast of St. John the Baptist, or Ivan Kupala.
Imagine this: a gathering of spirited youth, adorned with garlands of flowers and grasses, dancing in joyful circles around crackling bonfires. We leaped through the flames, our laughter mingling with the night air, believing that this act would cleanse us of our past and bless us with new beginnings. 🌼🔥💃
One of the most fascinating traditions of Kupalle is the fortune-telling with wreaths. We crafted delicate crowns of flowers and set them afloat on the water, each of us wondering what the future might hold. The wreath that drifts the furthest without sinking is said to bring its maker good fortune and love.
Legend has it that on Kupala night, a mystical flower blooms – the "paparats-kvetka." This elusive fern flower is believed to glow in the dark, and those fortunate enough to find it will be granted eternal happiness. Yet, no one has ever found this flower, leaving its magic as a tantalizing promise in the whispers of the forest. 🌸🌲
These past two days felt like stepping into a timeless story, one where nature's beauty and ancient traditions danced together in the moonlight. It was a truly rejuvenating escape from the everyday hustle and bustle.
And which pagan holiday do you consider the most mysterious? I’m eager to hear all about it!
Yesterday, I spent about 8 hours in the chair to go back to being blonde 🥲😅 Who with me for a long time here know that I've had this hair color before. Now I felt like making a change again 💕
I enjoy changing and looking different. I can't stay in the same look or state for long. This applies not only to external changes but also internal ones, and even changes in the home.
For example, I constantly rearrange my apartment or update some items: blankets or pillows, dishes, wall art, or a rug in the bathroom. It really has a significant impact on my mood and confidence. Any changes bring freshness and new perspectives into my life, so I can't live without them.
Internal changes also play a huge role in my life. I never stand still. I'm always eager to develop new skills. Self-discovery, working on emotional intelligence—these are all forms of internal growth. With development comes a reconsideration of my own beliefs and values, which also leads to profound changes.
Combining external and internal changes can create harmony and help a person become a better version of themselves. Remember that every step towards development, whether external or internal, brings us closer to our goals and helps us become more confident and happier individuals. 🤍🫂
By the way, a fun fact about this set: @nataliarandle and I shot a lot of content that day. I came to her from Poland and booked 4 studios 🫠😁 And this was the fourth shooting in a row. We were both so tired and took photos with our last breath. But I think it turned out really great 🥰Now this is one of my favorite sets. I also took extra shots for my calendar 2024. Who has a calendar with these shots?
To say that I'm incredibly tired is an understatement. But it's a pleasant tiredness 🫠
This weekend, I visited a tattoo convention in Krakow to introduce my back tattoo. Despite we not winning in the any category with my tattoo artist, it was still an incredible trip!
It's so nice to be among tattooed people. I always feel the atmosphere of creativity and passion for art that prevails at such events.
At the convention, I mеt some nice guys. We quickly found common ground, laughed a lot. I haven't felt so comfortable among strangers in a long time. We discussed art, life, cracked many jokes, and my stomach really hurt from laughing 😄
We enjoyed spending time together so much that we spontaneously decided to drive to the Czech Republic Zoo together after tattoo fest.
To visit a zoo was a fantastic decision! Because it wasn't just a zoo, it was a real safari. You could drive through it and observe the animals up close without leaving your car. They roamed freely on the huge zoo grounds with picturesque alleys and everything they needed for their comfortable living there.
I'm generally not a fan of zoos, circuses with animals, dolphinariums, etc. But this place looked really good.
I stayed for two more days to spend time with the guys. Generally, I'm a terrible introvert and find it very difficult to connect with people. I usually take any opportunity to be alone, but now I'm truly grateful for these wonderful days, experiences, and the opportunity to expand my social circle in such a warm and friendly atmosphere.
Finally! Our set with my girl @shameless_sg is already waiting for you I'm just in love with these photos. I think we look so hot together 🌶️ What do you think? 🥰
On the list of goals for this year, a mandatory item was a trip by car, and a ride along the serpentine roads to the playlist that I had compiled in advance, especially for such a trip. To achieve these goals, I chose Albania, and I was right.
Traveling through Albania was an unforgettable adventure, filled with the beauty of nature, mountain peaks covered with green forests, picturesque valleys and crystal clear rivers.
I rented a Volkswagen Tiguan and went on my first trip by car.
On the first day I decided to go to Theth National Park. 7 hours along picturesque roads and I reached a small two-story wooden house surrounded by mountains, which I found at a booking office. I spent my first night there.
I walked a lot in the valley, meditated on a waterfall, wet my feet in a cold mountain river and simply enjoyed the clean air and stunning views of the surrounding nature and mountains.
Next, I planned to spend the day at Lake Komani and kayaking, but at the last moment kayaking was canceled. Therefore, within 30 minutes I found on the map the picturesque tent town of Gjipe on the Cote d'Azur, with the turquoise water of the Adriatic Sea. There are 7 hours of travel ahead. I really wanted to be there by sunset. Luck was on my side. I met the sunset on a wild beach, and the sky was painted in fiery shades 🥹❤️
I spent the night in a tent under the starry sky. Falling asleep to the sound of the surf and the smell of pine trees, tired but happy, I felt complete calm 🤍 I woke up at 5 am to watch the sunrise. At such moments, I feel my heart fill with energy and desire to explore this wonderful world.
I spent the day on the beach and just relaxed, swam in the sea and looked at the fish that constantly swam near my feet.
I had a great weekend.
Every trip always brings me back to my roots. And the memories will always warm my heart, and the desire to discover even more amazing places and experience new adventures ❤️
Hi guys ❤️ Do you have a сhildhооd memory that you often recall for some reason or without any particular reason? Perhaps I have already shared this memory here, but I want to share it again.
Every summer, my grandma and grandfpa and I would go to the village. I loved spending time there. I didn't have any friends in the neighborhood in the village, so I spent almost the entire summer on my own. But I was never lonely.
One of my favorite activities was catching frogs and observing them. I was a very curious сhild and always found something to do by observing nature. Perhaps that's why my love for nature is still with me and is reflected in my creative work to this day.
I remember that day well because of an unusual frog.
My grandmа and I were sitting on the porch of our old house, waiting for my dad. He was supposed to come from the city and bring me some sweets. I think I was about 4 or 5 уеars old. We didn't have phones back then, so I waited for my dad, listening for the sound of approaching cars.
Sitting on the porch and waiting my sweets, I leaned over and noticed a bright green frog. I wanted to pick it up, but my grandma stopped me and said, "No, don't touch it with your hands, it might be poisonous." She explained to me that it could be dangerous because of its color.
I don't know why, but that evening and that situation are filled with warmth, tranquility, happiness, and a sense of serenity.
Once I told this story to my best friend, and she said to me, "Let's go to your village." We took the car and went to the house of my memories. And, 24 уеars later, I am sitting on that same porch. It doesn't seem as big to me anymore, the forest across the way is not as dense, and the swamp where I used to catch frogs has almost dried up.
Memories of playing outside with friends, of first adventures and discoveries, of boundless imagination and creativity — these are a source of inspiration and strength for me. By cherishing all these moments, we can find new goals and directions in life. We can use these memories to create our own fairy tale and make each day special.
May these memories fill our hearts with warmth and inspire us to be happy, no matter how old we become.
I have always loved to draw, like any ссhild. But I never considered it as something serious. In addition, drawing was often suppressed by parents. The arguments in their favor sounded something like this: you need to study, you need to enter a good university, you need to find a good job, etc.
At the age of 18, I mеt a guy who painted. At that moment I wanted to correspond to him, “to be in the subject”, to be on the same wavelength with him, and I began to draw too.
I experimented with different techniques, materials and styles. I drew with pencil, watercolor, acrylic, did calligraphy, liquid acrylic, markers, spray, oil, liners.
What can I say ? I am in constant search. Just during the time I lived in Poland (3 years) I came from liquid acrylic technique to collage. I seek inspiration from various sources, and also try to develop my skills and creativity through constant self-improvement and openness to new ideas.
As my creativity changed, my values and beliefs changed, and I myself changed. I have always believed that art should evoke emotions in the viewer and force him to reflect. That is why I chose the theme of space, it has always been interesting to me. This is a huge layer for imagination, and immersion in oneself, the search for answers to the simplest, but at the same time complex questions.
Let me remind you that I have no art education and have never taken any courses or training. I am a self-taught artist. That's why I'm focusing on collages now. Collage helps me express an idea more precisely and narrowly. Behind each work there is an idea, meaning, memory, my lived experience, sublimated into creativity or a reflection of something important to me.
I have collected for you a small selection of photographs showing the path I have taken in creativity. What do you think?
05/20/2024 Guys! I finally passed my driver's license test. I'm so happy. You know how long it took me to achieve this and how important it was for me. Now it's all over and I have two driver's licenses hahaha
Thanks to everyone who supported me, we did this sh*t!!!! 💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼
I made a little hot set for you 🥹🥰 It’s a small thing for you, but I will be very pleased if you support me and make me happy on such a wonderful day Check your DM 😘
05/17/2024 Yesterday, despite my bad mood and lack of desire to do anything, I decided to have a good day, do something that really makes me happy.
One of the guys here on OF also decided to cheer me up, he just sent me a little tip for flowers and coffee. Thanks a lot. It's such a small thing, but it makes me so happy.
In the morning I went to the park, drank coffee and ate a bun. Then I went and bought myself flowers. I chose peonies because it is now in season. They smell wonderful. Returning home, I collected my thoughts and drew a little. By the way, what do you think about my new painting? I will briefly describe the idea and meaning: "Let’s watch football»
*Work that is meant to bring your focus to the matter of surrealism in the routine events in your everyday life. Everything that is happening around us is a result of unbelievable coincidence. Remember that football that you kick is formed from the atoms who were born on ancient stars.*
Afterwards I edited a video for my Instagram and did a little work on the computer. I love to cook, so yesterday I made cheesecake and cauliflower steaks. I took a hot shower and worked a little again. I did a face mask and meditation.
Before going to bed, I again caught myself feeling anxious, but I tried to conduct an internal dialogue with myself and calmed down a little. I always remind myself that we make choices every day. We choose who we want to be and how we feel. If we cannot change the situation, we can always change our attitude towards it.
Overall it was a good day. Thank you for the many kind words, for the flowers and coffee ❤️ hugs
05/15/2024 In a quiet room filled with dense darkness, I feel the turmoil of my inner world of emotions. It's as if a black veil has enveloped my being, wrapping it in its cold embrace. Even the brightest rays of light cannot penetrate through this veil, and I feel immersed in an abyss of emptiness.
My thoughts get tangled in this darkness, like lost souls seeking an exit but not finding one. I try to sail away from this feeling, but it pulls me back like chains into the depths of my own oppression.
At times, my emotions fluctuate between hopelessness and despair. I try to find support within myself, but it seems unattainable, like a star in the heavens, too distant and unreachable.
This inner world is like a labyrinth of dead-end paths, where each turn leads to a new dark void, consuming my energy and will to live. I struggle with these demons inside me, but they are like ghosts that offer me no rest.
Yet, in this darkness, there is a spark of hope—a thread of light that pierces through the cracks in my soul. It reminds me of the possibility of change, that even in the deepest darkness, one can find light. And I try to hold onto this thread, fragile though it may seem. After all, I have emerged from there many times before.
Depression is like a journey through a storm, and I don't know when it will end. It has been with me for ten years now. What if it's always like this? What if I'll be sitting in this darkness for the rest of my life? What if I'm just deceiving myself?
Over the past few days, many new people have appeared here. So I would like to get to know each other a little. I would be glad if you also tell me about yourself, you can just write to me in private messages 🤍
My name is Valeria, that's my real name. I am 28 years old. I was born in Belarus, in the city of Minsk. I lived here until I was 25. In 2021, I moved to Poland due to repression and a difficult political situation in my country. I am going through the difficult path of an emigrant (those who have moved should understand me), but despite the difficulties, I love Warsaw, and I really enjoy living here.
I adore traveling and try to do it as often as possible. One huge advantage in Poland that I can highlight is cheap flights around Europe, making traveling much easier here than in Belarus.
I have a degree in economics, specializing in information management, but I have never worked in my field of study as it doesn't interest me. I spent a long time searching for myself (which is a separate topic, but I would like to share it with you in a separate post).
I am an artist. I paint pictures in a cosmic style. My paintings are constantly transforming, and I am seeking my unique style. Currently, I combine oil painting with vintage collage. A bit of surrealism, modern art, and retro futurism. I would also like to talk about transformation in art; it's a fascinating and long journey that is an integral part of my life.
I love taking photographs. Wherever I go, I always bring my camera. I mainly photograph nature, architecture, and sculpture. I'm not very fond of photographing people, but sometimes it happens.
I love reading books, I'm interested in spiritual practices, psychology, esotericism, and anything that catches my attention. I try to think broadly and be open to the world. And I have two black cats :)
I have been a Suicide Girls model since 2016. I run my OnlyFans, but in a slightly different format from other models. I don't create pornographic content; I try to showcase aesthetics and feelings, the beauty of the female body, its lines and curves.
I see the world through art and try to convey it in any way possible - through paintings, photography, and text. I also try to communicate with you. I don't have a manager; I reply to all messages myself. I'm interested in getting to know you as a person and individual.
Here, I share my stories, thoughts, talk about my travels, fears, and the problems I face. I want to show real life, the life of a simple girl from Belarus who just wants to be happy, like all of us. Perhaps many of you will find yourselves in this.
It's kind of just an "erotic blog" hahahah 😝 That's the name one of my follower gave it a couple of years ago. And I really liked it. "Erotic blog" sounds cool and I think it completely reflects what's happening here.
I also create exclusive sets and videos only for OnlyFans, backstage from shoots for SG, and many heartfelt conversations 🤍 I hope you enjoy it here.
Today marks the 79th anniversary of the great victory and the end of World w*r II. I don't know how it is in your countries, but where I come from, this day is celebrated every year as a holiday.
It's always a day off on this day. In the city, there are militаry vehicle parades, concerts, militаry music, fireworks, and most importantly, very long and elaborate speeches about how we should remember and honor the memory of those who fought for our future and prevent history from repeating itself.
It makes me sick.
I can't stand listening to these hypocritical speeches from these people whose hands are stained with horror and who allow history to repeat itself.
Hypocrisy is a subtle game in which a person hides their true essence behind a mask to please others or achieve their goals. It's like a dance on the edge, where every move is well thought out, and every word is carefully chosen.
Those who immerse themselves in the world of hypocrisy lose touch with themselves. Each new mask becomes increasingly opaque, and the true "self" is lost in the labyrinth of lies. In the end, hypocrisy destroys not only the trust of those around us but also the individual themselves.
True beauty lies in transparency and sincerity. Only by opening our soul to the world without masks can we find true happiness and harmony. Hypocrisy, on the other hand, leaves only emptiness and disappointment within and around us.
5.05.2024 Yesterday I had a nervous breakdown. This is a “cry from the heart” post P.S. I’m not complaining, I’m just sharing my feelings, emotions and thoughts with you.
I perform many tasks daily. I do all the work myself. For example, I have two of my own model Instagrams. One creative Instagram, on which I consistently make video reels 3-4 times a week. To make a video reel, I first need to shoot these videos. Therefore, at the same time, I draw and create content, film it all on camera and edit the video. Every morning begins with me studying trending music, trending videos on Instagram, liкing and commenting on other artists, and being social active because this is important. I answer messages and sort through mail.
I also have TikTok, 3 online galleries, SG, Twitter, Onlyfans and fаnsly.
I rеspond to all messages on all my platforms myself, I do not have mаnаgers. That is why I can answer you for several days, due to the fact that I am simply tired. I know that 90% of modеls have mаnаgers who соmmunicate with fоllоwers. And sometimes it really makes things easier. Because it is very difficult to rеspond to hundrеds of messages a day...
So….Yesterday I already felt on edge. I was very tired and understood that I was about to get hysterical. And the last straw was that I saw a girl who made her product very poorly. She is an artist who makes very interesting collages, but they are not very neat. Makes them for sаlе. One small collage measuring 5x8 cm cоsts 120€!! Do you understand? I can’t shоw you this for obvious reasons, but believe me, it was done so ugly and dirtу that I was shocked. I understand that this is handmade and we are not robots, so there will always be shortcomings in the work.
But really?
And you know what's the funniest thing? She has a sоldout !!! I'm just shocked.. why? Why do I spend so much time creating quality content, a quality product? I try as much as possible, but I get minimal efficiency from it. And someone does everything „on the fly” and is successful... In 5 months I sоld only thrее paintings... My number of followers hasn’t grown in a year, I’m still standing still... every day it upsets me, but I continue to work. But when I see people like this achieving success without putting in any effort, I don’t understand... I just don’t understand what’s wrong with me? What am I doing wrong?
I love my work, I am grateful to myself that I can earn money doing what I love, but it can be difficult... When I don’t see feedback from you here either, I get upset. I try really hard and my motivation is your feedback... you help me and my content become better.
04/28/2024 The last two weeks have been absolutely crazy 🫠
First, I went to a tattoo convention in Frankfurt. For three days I was terribly tired, mentally and physically, my social battery was discharged to zero.
The road to Warsaw was very long: - I wake up at 6 am - transfer Frankfurt - Dortmund (my train was an hour late 🫠) - my flight was postponed by 2.5 hours, endless waiting at the airport - then the Gdansk-Warsaw transfer, where my train was also 1.5 hours late. I stood on the platform, terribly tired, it was 2 degrees Celsius outside, it was snowing, I was chilled to the bone, and my back hurt terribly from the weight of my backpack.
I returned to Warsaw only around 2 am and walked home from the station, because there were no available taxis. NICE 👍🏼
The fatigue was so strong that I didn’t even brush my teeth, didn’t take a shower, and went straight to bed. The next day @shameless_sg arrived in Warsaw and we had 3 days of intense filming and work ahead of us. We didn’t even walk around the city, because we were creating content and selecting photos from morning to evening. To be honest, my brain was so tired and stupid that I confused the words in places 😁
After @shameless_sg left, I rested. I took sleeping pills, turned off the phone, put on earplugs and just slept.
Now, having gained a little strength, I’m ready to edit and select all the material that we shot, and soon a lot of cool content awaits you 🤍 I hope you like it
time flies so fast... A month ago I was looking forward to a trip to Frankfurt, albeit not for vacation, but still. Before I had time to come to my senses, the sunset was already escоrting me home to Warsaw.
I had a great time at the tattoo convention (I came to help my friends) and didn't really walk around the city. It was nice to be surrounded by tattooed people like me. I saw other artists and get inspired by cool works. But I could never love people. Every time I understand that it is more and more difficult for me to believe in goodness and justice. It's becoming more and more difficult for me to believe in miracles or magic.
I'm 100% introverted. I can't be around people. I always feel better alone. Perhaps not even because I want it, but because people often hu.rt me. Over the years, I've learned to deal with it less emotionally, but every time it happens, I repeat to myself, “here we go, it happened again.”
Here at the convention, interacting with people, I clearly feel this again and again. It's easier for me to be alone.
These are the thoughts for today. But overall I had a great time. Took some cool photos that you can see on my Insta, collected a bunch of stickers (I collect them) and got a lot of art inspiration. Thanks Frankfurt.
good morning, guys! I have my driving test in 3.30 hours.
I'm terribly worried. Breathing becomes difficult... I Today I'm taking my practice exam.
The practice is that when I mееt with the examiner, I first have to show him of the fluids under the hood of the car. I must tell him where this fluid is and how to check its level.
Then, I have to tell him about the headlights and dimensions, show where they turn on and check all the light bulbs.
Then I get into the car and get ready to drive. This is also part of the exam. We then perform two maneuvers on driving area : -this is driving backwards -and overpass.
Then, if I do everything correctly and without mistakes, we leave for the city. The exam in the city lasts about 40 minutes. In the city, I make U-turns, parking, and the examiner looks at how I feel on the road, how I read the road signs. I'm very worried.
Even though I drive, I still don't have confidence in myself because when I take an exam I feel increased responsibility and it makes me nervous.
To calm down and tune in a little, I will do breathing practice and meditation. I really hope that today I will pass the exam and finally get a European driving license ❤️
Hi guys! I have great news 🖤 @shameless_sg is coming to visit me in Warsaw And this means only one thing! There will be a lot of new content 🖤
I recently returned from Barcelona. I'm trying to get into mode. Tomorrow I start working hard 😁 and I want to share with you my plans for the near future. Tomorrow I will answer all messages 🤍
Tell me how you are doing, let's chat tomorrow 🖤🖤 hugs to everyone
I like spontaneous decisions when I traveling. Almost all of my travels are not subject to any planning. Pure improvisation :)
The day before yesterday we left our home in Barcelona to visit a neighboring town called Sagaro. I will say right away that the city is very beautiful. With amazing nature. Walking along the embankment, we sat down to smoke a joint overlooking the sea. And then my friend says: - “There, behind this ridge, is France, can you imagine?” “Maybe go to France for dinner?” - the second one answers. Everyone burst into laughter and, of course, supported this idea. But it was as if we didn’t take it seriously.
When we approached the car to go back, the phrase was heard: “we only live once, so we need going to dinner in France”
The nearest city was about 70 kilometers. An hour later we were already sitting in a cafe on the embankment in France, in a city called Banyuls-sur-Mer
The drive back to Barcelona is about three hours, and literally in a minute we decide to drive these three hours in the other direction to Andorra. In literally the same couple of minutes, we find a hotel on booking and book it. Three hours along the mountain serpentine and under the starry sky that accompanied us, in a small red Audi A1, terribly tired, but happy we arrive in Andorra. Sitting in our room without things or clothes, without toothbrushes, without chargers, we laugh and discuss this situation: “how did we get here?”
We wanted just going for a walk around a neighboring city in Spain, but managed to have dinner in France, and are going to bed in Andorra.
This was the coolest decision. Andorra is a wonderful, small country, very beautiful, surrounded by mountains. The most interesting thing is that this is a country without customs trade and everything is much cheaper here, even than in Poland. The next day, after breakfast, we walked a lot, looked at the mountains, laughed and had a great time.
In the evening we returned to Barcelona and as soon as I touched my head to the pillow I immediately fell fast asleep ❤️
This is such a cool and spontaneous trip we had. Do you have stories of similar spontaneous trips? Share with me in private messages ❤️
