07/16/2024 Yesterday was a good day. Very unexpectedly an..
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Yesterday was a good day.
Very unexpectedly and spontaneously, strictly female company, I went to the pool and sauna.
After the sauna, the girls and I drаnk coffee, relaxed, meditated in the park and talked a lot.
In fact, I have always been wary of female friendships. As far as I can remember, I have always been friends only with guys.
Friendships with girls always ended sadly.
Mainly for me.
Because I find it very difficult to let go of people who become close to me.
But I also realize the importance of finding yourself among other women.
Feminine energy is an incredibly powerful and beautiful phenomenon. Perhaps many of you have encountered this energy throughout your life, and understand what I am talking about.
Women have the ability to inspire, heal and create harmony.
This is cool.
But this medal also has a flip side - envy, hypocrisy and rivalry.
And you never know what awaits you. In my life it was different. But in the end the friendship always ended.
It was difficult for me to realize that our paths could diverge and I need to let the person go.
Now I look at it differently. I wanted to free myself from this fear: “YOU CANT GET CLOSER, BECAUSE EVERYTHING WILL END ANYWAY, THEN IT WILL HURT YOU.”
And now it seems that everything is not so. I just enjoy having other girls or people in my life.
I'm learning to socialize.
Over the past year I have made many new acquaintances.
As an introvert to the core, I can say that I am shocked 😅
At first, I was really worried. I wasn’t used to such an amount of communication, after so many years of being alone. But now I have truly freed myself from the fear that I could find someone and then suddenly lose them.
After all, I know that I always have and will be Me.
