05/15/2024 In a quiet room filled with dense darkness, I fee..
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In a quiet room filled with dense darkness, I feel the turmoil of my inner world of emotions. It's as if a black veil has enveloped my being, wrapping it in its cold embrace. Even the brightest rays of light cannot penetrate through this veil, and I feel immersed in an abyss of emptiness.
My thoughts get tangled in this darkness, like lost souls seeking an exit but not finding one. I try to sail away from this feeling, but it pulls me back like chains into the depths of my own oppression.
At times, my emotions fluctuate between hopelessness and despair. I try to find support within myself, but it seems unattainable, like a star in the heavens, too distant and unreachable.
This inner world is like a labyrinth of dead-end paths, where each turn leads to a new dark void, consuming my energy and will to live. I struggle with these demons inside me, but they are like ghosts that offer me no rest.
Yet, in this darkness, there is a spark of hope—a thread of light that pierces through the cracks in my soul. It reminds me of the possibility of change, that even in the deepest darkness, one can find light. And I try to hold onto this thread, fragile though it may seem. After all, I have emerged from there many times before.
Depression is like a journey through a storm, and I don't know when it will end. It has been with me for ten years now. What if it's always like this? What if I'll be sitting in this darkness for the rest of my life? What if I'm just deceiving myself?
