Sports bra + sweats = comfort clothes. I need someone to unzip me... any takers? ๐
Go to the last slide to see how the tumor on my neck looks! The skin is so red and burnt ๐ซ it will get worse before it gets better but I guess I can be thankful its not blistering & peeling now!
Enjoy these old pics cuz I haven't shot any content lately lol but that will change very very soon. Life updates: I've been with my family for the past week. They came from out of town to stay with me during my last bit of radiation. Which leads me to... im done with radiation! I had my last treatment a few days ago. Im still tired as fuck and in a bit of pain that will only get worse for the next month(ish) until the radiation stops working. Apparently its like antibiotics in the sense that it builds up in your body and continues to work for a while even after the treatment is over.
I went to the beach a few days ago, a museum, an aquarium, and some beautiful famous gardens in the following days. It was fun but I have been exhausted every day lol. However im extremely thankful to be able to even have these beautiful experiences.
I hope everyone is okay and thank you for everyone who has & continues to check in, even when im slow responding! โค
Been lax about posting lately! Sorry guys (& the few lovely ladies who also sub to me. โค) Honestly just not feeling myself too much recently (pun definitely intended ๐) Waiting to start feeling like myself again and be able to shoot content that I love and am proud of. I have low energy and some physical pain & discomfort, which makes me not feel like doing anything, which in turn makes me feel depressed because I feel like I'm not accomplishing anything worthwhile. Then that manifests in other ways and its just a vicious cycle. This is occurring in multiple areas of my life, not just onlyfans/content creation! I don't talk about mental health much on here but I feel as if this is important to express. If you are dealing with mental illness, you are not alone โค people care! I care! Anyway, im dealing with both emotional AND physical issues right now, and im not gonna lie, it has really been affecting me.. even moreso than I tried to prepare myself for. Just goes to show you can't plan for everything! So yeah. Im hanging in there though. And I know I'll get through it, regardless of how much it sucks right now. For the few of you who have asked to be updated about my radiation treatments.. I completed my 20th one today โค ๐ช I have 5 more to go. And yes, this is a big part of why I haven't been feeling 100%! I know it will get better soon and I'll be on the road to recovery. Sooooo THANKS FOR LETTING ME SHARE ๐
Had to repost this bc my media was processing for 2 days? Lol I miss these already! But im sure the new owner is enjoying these panties more than I did โค important message below โฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธ Somewhat random/irrelevant thought I feel the need to express: its so disappointing when I spend a while talking to a sub & getting to know them, then I go to check in or message them and see "deleted user." ๐ I know my fellow content creators can relate to this! I understand stuff happens and there are a million possible reasons for someone to delete their profile... Life changes, girlfriends/partners/wives, financial and budgeting issues, porn addiction, "post nut clarity", or just simply wanting a change. I do get it. Everyone needs a break sometimes. Maybe even a permanent one.
I guess what I'm saying is that there are a lot of you I've had the pleasure of getting to know on a more personal level. I love when that happens, but hate when someone disappears afterwards! It's really cool to be able to relate to you guys on another level here, it adds SO much to the overall experience. The sexy dirty stuff is a lot of fun, don't get me wrong. Thats why we're here after all. ๐
But having people message message me often just to ask me how I'm doing, or what I did that day, and to be able to do the same with them- its really just amazing.. and that, more than anything, makes me feel like doing onlyfans is "worth it." Some of you have been following me from the beginning (which is only a few months lol but still!) And it makes my heart happy when I see your names in my notifications! Its awesome to have such kind, loyal, caring fans. I am a lucky girl. Even if you just started following me, and might be too shy to say hi, this is your sign! Id love to chat so we can get to know each other a little better. I appreciate all of you and you all matter to me. No matter how long you've been here, how much money you've spent, how often we talk. Every one of you counts and you are all the reason why I don't give up on this. To reiterate, you make it all WORTH IT โค
TL;DR: If you're a fan (or a creator actually) who deletes your account.. and wonders if anyone notices or cares... WE DO! I promise we notice, and we miss you when you go, but we're grateful for every moment you were here. So keep shining and keep giving us something we can use to reflect our own light โจ you're important! Think about it- we literally couldn't do this without you! It would never work. So thank you for being here ๐
PS forgot to add: its a wonderful feeling when a sub ive connected with reappears with a new account after deleting their old one! This has only happened a couple of times but every time it does, i feel very happy and flattered that they've somehow remembered me and found their way back ๐๐๐ onlyfans has honestly enriched my life. Never thought I'd be able to say that I've gained anything more than money from here, but I was wrong. Confidence, excitement, new goals, a wide variety of relationships, AND money. I mean seriously... who can complain? ๐๐
Ordered this sheer dress specifically for a custom someone asked for... then they deleted their account.. any takers to help me make sure this won't go to waste? ๐
Wanna see me get extra flexible WITHOUT the panties? Tip below & ill make you happy today โคโคโค biggest tipper gets a surprise video sent to their DMs โฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธ
Thigh highs ๐ there are over 40 pics in this photoset, tip under this post if you want to see the extra spicy ones! Tip any amount you want, the higher the amount, the more revealing the pics... ๐
Forest nymph(omaniac) ๐ณ unlock to see 20 photos of me getting completely naked in the comfort of my own private backyard โค(yes my face is in the photos/videos!) it was so much fun and the weather was perfect! ๐ ๐ค there are also two clips: one of me flashing you from the front, and another of me flashing you from the back ๐ hope you have as much fun with this as I did!
My next post will be of me taking it all off in my backyard.. you won't wanna miss it โค I worked on some custom stuff today when I got home, a few of you are about to have some spicy DMs ๐ถ ๐ถ ๐ถ
Is anyone else having problems uploading photos/videos? This site makes me want to scream at least every other day. The video just says "processing" and the bar never moves ๐๐ค
I made a 5 min video in this outfit (or lack thereof) and this toy. Yall know i don't like to spam PPV in the DMs so if you're interested in seeing it just tip $5 under this post and I'll send it to you ๐ also theres a short/softcore preview clip in this post! Its the last slide so make sure you see everything.... โค