So last Tuesday I noticed that I had a blind spot in the lower right corner of my eye, just a black spot full of nothingness. I was going blind in my left eye and had no idea why.
Wednesday, The blind spot was slightly bigger. I went to a number of eye doctors including a specialist, I found out that I had a detached retina I needed emergency surgery ASAP.
Thursday was yet another day of me running back-and-forth from doctors, getting an EKG, and just prepping for surgery. The blind spot once again was bigger, it wasn’t the corner of my eye anymore but almost the center of my vision.
Friday the 29th I went in and got my surgery, I was terrified this is the first surgery I ever had in my life and it was on such an important place, my eye. As if getting a surgery on your eye wasn’t scary enough, I woke up in the middle of the surgery and was awake till the end, I felt them stabbing at my eye, Commenting, and throwing around medical terms. The surgery went well and I went home, I was in so much pain.
Friday, October 30, my birthday, I got to go back to the hospital again and get my bandages off, I wore a happy birthday pin which made the doctors and nurses both laugh at my sense of humor and also feel bad for me at the same time. By no means was it an amazing birthday, but I’m very grateful that I have my sight back and that I had such supportive friends and family around me.
My eye is currently healing and still in a rough bit of shape, so any posts I make I will have an eyepatch/small bandage on. If I waited about a day later to get my eye checked I could’ve had permanent blindness in my left eye, luckily it did not make it to the center of my eye. With some time the blind spots I have will disappear. ❤️🩹
Thank you to all my followers who were still so supportive of me and checked in on me! ❤️🩹
Welcome to my new subscribers that I recently got 💕 since I am a psycho that means as of November 1st it’s Christmas time! So I’m going to try and post some elf stuff after I heal ❤️🩹 next post will explain what that means!
Update! New hair (AGAIN), I got my first pair of Dr.Martins bc my friends man gave me a discount for my BDay! Oh yea and I’m a manager now at my job 🖤😌
Since some of you are still asking why I’m not doing nudity, I will update AGAIN. I don’t do nudity anymore because I was blackmailed by an ex and it got back to my family, I was asked while living in my current place to not do “that stuff” also my partner would appreciate me not doing nudity either. So out of respect for both, I don’t :) so please don’t try and bribe me to do nudity because I’m not. Thank you for understanding 💕
I’m alive :”) luckily. So my life got really hectic AGAIN. Just my bad luck 🥰
so I went from having an infection in my body, to dropping $500 to fix my car THEN after my car was finally fixed, I got in a bad car accident :”) my car was totaled and the guy didn’t get in trouble bc he was an off duty cop. So yea I’ll be trying to post more again, thanks to everyone who stayed subscribed and knew I’d be back ♥️ You guys are the best ♥️
Welp. Update on my life! My car just took a massive shit :”) it cost me $511 to fix, battery AND starter went. So this time my offer is different! I’m offering custom (male-female) videos and pics in private! If you want more info DM me! Also if you feel like just tipping that’s awesome too I love you guys 💕
I made a lot of progress mentally today and I’m proud of myself ♥️ Remember it’s important to always put yourself and your needs first, it’s not selfish it’s self care ♥️
Just a friendly reminder to stay safe everyone, 4 of my friends have COVID :( remember to wear your masks (and properly), wash your hands/sanitize, and practice social distancing 🥲💕
So bare with me on the Easter post for tomorrow guys, it WILL happen but give me time. My nana took a stroke and is in the hospital so we’re handling that :”/
