millieamethyst posts

A mini vlog rant thing. You know, the stuff I'm so good at.

2023-12-31 05:45:30 +0000 UTC View Post

What are you hoping for in 2024?

2023-12-29 19:44:27 +0000 UTC View Post

I was trying to take a picture to see if my stomach shrank....

I was trying to take a picture to see if my stomach shrank... did my ass get bigger? I feel like I'm so weird shaped. This is part of the reason I haven't done pictures. I feel like I'm so weird looking.

2023-12-18 12:01:19 +0000 UTC View Post

Did you know it's hard to make content when no one sleeps in..

Did you know it's hard to make content when no one sleeps in your house? I guess nap time is non existent and well... I don't have a good excuse for weekends. I keep wanting to do more like real content not just boobs but I'm not interesting. I've been really into sewing and starting up my arts and baking so if you're interested in that we could make a deal lol

2023-12-04 04:40:38 +0000 UTC View Post

Things aren't well, yo. Unemployed and stressed. Fighting wi..

Things aren't well, yo. Unemployed and stressed. Fighting with my family and constantly tired. I had plans for picture sets that I had to cancel about 4 times because of other people or weather, and now it's after Halloween and already snowed so there went those plans. Tried doing the workout videos but I hated them and deleted them. I'm hoping now that my main prop season is done, I can focus on me instead of mannequin heads. Thanks for sticking by the worst content creator around.

2023-11-01 21:59:10 +0000 UTC View Post

So what are we thinking? Should I start up doing content aga..

So what are we thinking? Should I start up doing content again?

2023-10-13 16:51:25 +0000 UTC View Post

Since I'm bad at updates, here's some. We went to the black ..

Since I'm bad at updates, here's some. We went to the black hills and the jeffree star store last weekend. That's pretty much the only thing I've done lately. I haven't really been doing content due to exhaustion. I brought outfits on our trip but of course one day it rained, we drove out to Casper and then directly home in the rain so I got almost nothing I wanted out of that trip. Especially when it wasn't even my idea to go to the jeffree star store and then my husband ruined the whole experience. I'm hoping with Halloween coming maybe I can get something of interest going for you guys. Thanks for sticking around 💜

2023-08-20 01:33:45 +0000 UTC View Post

Why do I buy things like this when I have no outfits to wear..

Why do I buy things like this when I have no outfits to wear it with? A whole shein order and nothing goes together. A dress I got is a complete waste of money, one gives me body issues, the shorts I got made me sad and the skirt I got is cute but I don't have a shirt for it. What a mess.

2023-07-27 04:09:56 +0000 UTC View Post

Should I bring this suit on my vacay?

Should I bring this suit on my vacay?

2023-07-10 22:09:15 +0000 UTC View Post

Why I understand when you guys unfollow - yay another essay ..

Why I understand when you guys unfollow - yay another essay about my lack of content. I think I said on my insta, my husband lost his job, so I've been doing extra hours at my job. I'm trained on an order picker machine, the kind where you wear a harness and go in the air to get product. The problem is a lot of those times the product is a trolling motor and those are heavy as hell. So with balancing on a pallet, 30 feet in the air, trying to pull a 90lb, an expensive motor onto the pallet, I think I've been wrenching on my back and can barely bend. I've been crying almost every day because I can't bend over to reach my shoes, but to lift my leg up high enough to reach them is excruciating. I'm exhausted in all senses. My headaches are more common. I had plans to do pictures today but can barely sit up. As a present my husband wanted to buy me a piercing this weekend but idk if that's still happening. I have a trip in a month I've been looking forward to and was hoping to plan content but I can't make those promises.

What I don't understand - people leaving my sites when I don't post a lot, although it's free. Like if I charged a month and was never on, I could see people being mad. Trust me, I'm mad I'm not on here too. I would rather be feeling pretty, taking pictures right now instead of laying around.

I said I'd try to do workout videos but that seems to have been postponed again. I can do just candid stuff like laying in bed or in the bathroom, it just wouldn't be fancy. I keep trying to think of ways to be more interactive and maybe do videos (but I'm embarrassed) or start a threads (but I'm boring) so idk. Maybe I'll try to vlog my trip next month and you can guess where I'm going. No where exciting in my opinion, but I like to travel so I'm excited.

2023-07-09 14:32:46 +0000 UTC View Post

What do you think of the new hair?

What do you think of the new hair?

2023-06-25 15:14:36 +0000 UTC View Post

OK so here's my question, a while ago I asked about workout ..

OK so here's my question, a while ago I asked about workout videos. Then, of course, (I have a generational curse), my back and headaches started acting up. Now I'm feeling better (plus I have a trip planned for August) so I wanna start on my workouts. What's the hot stuff? I don't have a gym membership so if I record anything it's in my room or gross garage. Weights? Squats? More bike?

2023-05-31 23:48:11 +0000 UTC View Post

I think I have a new favorite top

I think I have a new favorite top

2023-05-28 16:08:34 +0000 UTC View Post

Set up my shanty town to tan and do pictures only for it to ..

Set up my shanty town to tan and do pictures only for it to be overcast. Should I still try?

2023-05-28 15:48:45 +0000 UTC View Post

Will I ever cum? Stay tuned for the exciting conclusion. TBD

2023-05-14 15:24:32 +0000 UTC View Post

Damn I need more tattoos

Damn I need more tattoos

2023-05-14 15:17:30 +0000 UTC View Post

You know my deal by now

2023-05-10 23:08:46 +0000 UTC View Post

Honestly, is this cringy and dumb? I wanted to make a tiktok..

Honestly, is this cringy and dumb? I wanted to make a tiktok but I ramble and I feel stupid

2023-05-02 16:29:01 +0000 UTC View Post

Another ramble but I don't get time to do anything you guys ..

Another ramble but I don't get time to do anything you guys would find interesting. I'm in the process of deep cleaning my house in hopes of fixing it up to move, and my health/depression keeps besting me. Most weekends I'm either sickly or just crying all the time. Not to bother you with my problems, but I figured I'd tell you what's going on and why I seem to be posting more memes/complaining on Instagram instead of making anything worth while. It takes everything in me not to delete all these accounts.

2023-05-01 00:46:31 +0000 UTC View Post