I saw a cute video of tigers and ended up googling how much tigers weigh. Once I achieve my goals I’ll be heavier than any tiger but all piled on to my 5’2 frame
2024-09-27 08:27:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Look at how the light is hitting my love handle 🥰
2024-09-27 07:53:37 +0000 UTC View Post
This is what happened to my T-shirt at the gym yesterday. Too uncomfortable to put it inside my pants but I’m getting some plus size maternity pants soon so that will help to avoid my gut hanging out in public. It’s very early and I’ve already put away 4000 calories in the form of a shake and triple cheese omelettes on toast. My first breakfast was really good and now I’m trying to decide what to eat for my second one. Might have some ice cream while I think about it.
2024-09-27 07:19:47 +0000 UTC View PostNeed lotion to be rubbed on my belly please. I’m too lazy to do anything myself cos I’m so beyond stuffed lol
2024-09-26 23:36:27 +0000 UTC View Post
I did it. Got to 10000 but I’m not ready to stop yet
2024-09-26 21:34:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Took myself out to a Mexican restaurant to cheer myself up. Passed by the gym on the way home and sat at the smoothie bar drinking protein shakes till my gut started to stick out at the bottom of my XXXL T-shirt. I did get exercise because there was a waddle from my car to the gym and back. People were staring at me and I just smiled.
Passed by McDonalds on the way home to get some fries. I’m eating the pasta directly out the pot because it’s easier and i want to avoid making too many dishes. It’s a big pot so I should be able to lick it clean like a good piggy. I’ll be hitting 10000 in the next few hours, since the day started with cheese burgers and mass gainer shakes. I was delighted to find out I can use my belly as a table for my shakes. So much to be excited about.
Turned on my phone this afternoon. Opened the longest message ever from a very angry client/boss totally losing his shit. I didn’t even read it but it ended with the word “COMMUNICATE”. First time he’s shouted at me in a text lol. fuck him. Won’t let his asshole behaviour ruin my appetite. Time for another shake. I’m making pasta and fries with cheese and sauces
2024-09-26 17:11:04 +0000 UTC View PostFinally finished an acceptable first draft of the depressing film I’m editing for my client: So relieved that I can relax and do a proper stuffing without all the pressure and irritation of needing to finish such a mammoth task. Yay. About to eat four cheese burgers.
2024-09-26 14:28:15 +0000 UTC View PostOn 1st October I’ll begin my first serious challenge. 10000 calories for 10 consecutive days, to celebrate getting 10K likes here. I’ll be listing all the food I eat and sharing footage of me chugging shakes with 2500 calories per shake. I don’t really care if I get fired cos you’re making sure that I’ll never go hungry again. I’m about to blow the fuck up.
2024-09-26 11:36:24 +0000 UTC View Post
Wish I looked bigger but I’ll try to fit some more. Still got a long way to go before I’ll be done with the first draft
2024-09-25 21:11:53 +0000 UTC View PostSo I found a corset/waist slimmer thing recently from my skinny days. Comical how small it was. I couldn’t even fit it around my thigh.
2024-09-25 19:26:19 +0000 UTC View PostThe chicken was amazing but never enough chips. Need to make my own again
2024-09-25 19:05:22 +0000 UTC View PostNando’s chicken and chips on the way. Yay
2024-09-25 18:15:37 +0000 UTC View PostSeems like instead of quitting my job like I planned, I’m just going to let myself get fired by choosing gluttony and extreme hedonism over being an upstanding professional. I got a warning on Friday and a desperate plea yesterday to send a first draft. Didn’t succeed with that.
Today I did the mature thing. I’ve turned off both of my phones and I’m staying offline. I’m going to push myself to finish the first draft today and I’m more determined and focused than ever. I even cleaned all the crumbs and sauce from my desk so it’s less chaotic.
I’ve got this.
Sorry that I keep posting about my “real life” and not the fantasy you signed up for but I think we’ll all be pleased with the outcome of this transition phase.
I’ve been working for my main employer for 5 years. When they hired me, I was lean, fit and strong. Perfect for field work in 2020 when I worked on tons of covid related news and films. Too active to gain weight that year, I doubled down in 2021 and by the end of the year, was demoted from a full time job to part time, with less responsibilities, as they tried to accommodate my need for desk work and allowed me to work from home more often. No longer fit for field work or for typing with two hands, they cut me a lot of slack cos I still have good skills.
It’s now reached a stage where working from home is close to impossible on some days because I go so hard with stuffing and shakes that I pass out from being stuffed and then wake up and repeat the cycle. Less than ideal conditions for productivity.
Anyway, I didn’t plan to write an essay but seems this just happened. Time to earn my last pay cheque before the inevitable takes place.
It’s been interesting juggling a vanilla job with trying to please an increasingly insatiable Bellissima but I predict the chapter is about to come to an end.
But don’t worry. I’ll still be working for other clients and running my vanilla own projects so I don’t get bored.
I’m aiming for 70% hog life and 30% “normal work”.
As my fans, supporters and worshippers, you all deserve a lot more from me and I need to sacrifice this long term job for a greater good.
I made fries and they were the best fries ever. Feel so talented lol. Had them in rolls with tons of butter ans a little bit of ketchup. So yummy. Home made food is the best
2024-09-24 21:29:27 +0000 UTC View PostClient called me today to find out what’s happening and when can they expect to see the first version of the film I’m editing for them. It’s not going very well. On the plus side, I’m about to order enough food for a family of 8 and I’m going to try to eat it all while I do my next marathon at the computer. Yay.
2024-09-24 15:11:16 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s dark outside and I haven’t slept but have such a strong craving for breakfast. Pancakes, fried eggs, bacon, sausages, fries, beans, cheeses, strawberries and a berry peanut butter smoothie
2024-09-24 00:00:34 +0000 UTC View PostHad the surreal experience of editing footage for an athlete today. It was taken at a cross fit event and she was showcasing all these amazing feats of strength and stamina while I sucked on my calorific shake, slurping up thousands of calories in under a minute. I’m still competitive, even if I’m no longer climbing around like a little spider or throwing punches lol. I just like to compete against previous eating or chugging records.
The client liked the video but sadly I didn’t get to finish the main job for my main client. I’m gettitng clarity in my mind in terms of direction so that’s a bonus. It’s so difficult but I think it’s time for me to eat cum sleep then I can get back to work with a renewed sense of vigour. Hope you’re all having a good start to your week. Wish I’d had the foresight to be in front of the camera more when I was thin and sporty. As much as gaining and being a feedee is practically my whole life now, it’s still surprises me that I’ve managed to gain fat and keep it. Earlier attempts in my life didn’t work out but now it’s happening. Amazing. Yay.
Turns out I need to keep bicarbonate of soda and vinegar in the house cos the pipes/bends not coping well with volumes.
Sorry for sharing too much information but need to vent cos it’s been stressful. Everything will be okay. Just feedee problems.. been googling for ages and trying various solutions. Sigh… hope it’s all resolved soon. The crazy thing is I didn’t lose my appetite at any point.
Rubbing out some burps so I can fit more. I know I sound full but there’s always room for more.
2024-09-22 22:11:02 +0000 UTC View PostFeels so good knowing I might explode tonight
2024-09-22 21:59:39 +0000 UTC View PostA rare whole minute where I didn’t belch or burp 😂😂 still got 8 more burgers, some burritos, lots of shakes and ice cream on the menu for tonight
2024-09-22 21:51:29 +0000 UTC View Post
These fit but only after I cut the feet off lol.
2024-09-22 18:52:56 +0000 UTC View PostPasta, sauce and cheese. Ice cream and chocolate. Lots of snacks. I’m enjoying my favourites now
2024-09-20 18:37:41 +0000 UTC View Post
Working from home today. I'll keep the camera and mic off again during the zoom meeting later. The client is not happy with my lack of progress.
2024-09-19 11:30:31 +0000 UTC View Post
The more I belch while cumming, the more my little pig brain associates being gassy and bloated as the ultimate in pleasure and hedonism. Oh how I love these cycles of gluttony. Just made myself cum while still dripping wet from my bath. Couldn't stop belching. I made a video so I can see my belly hang from behind while I play with myself. Gaining makes me so horny.
2024-09-18 23:23:05 +0000 UTC View Post