Unedited pussy, first time shaving in forever. It was nice to feel good for once in the midst of all this scary health stuff so thought I'd share with anyone who wants to hype me up with compliments ♡
btw new usernames for IG, Ca$$app, Venm0, YouTube etc are all northwestfreckles outside of Twitter which is northwest_river♡
Little update from a River. If I owe you a custom, let me know if you are okay with @gothamber performing it on my behalf, she's graciously offered to complete some customs I owe to help take off the weight from my shoulders since I can hardly lift my head let alone film. She has a lot on her plate already so if you haven't seen her content, please go show some love and support her! She does clown, looner, vore, bubblegum, ddIg, drool/tongue, ahegao, bdsm, & more! She is a lifelong friend who really deserves all the love, she puts so much effort into her craft and is so freaking sweet.
Health update: it's rough. It's looking like a few things going on... my immune system is failing, my organs are struggling, and possibly something in my brain affecting my central nervous system. I am disabled to the point of needing assistance with basic living. I'm seeing dozens of specialists, and am hoping I'll have some answers or at least treatment trials soon. I'm losing weight for my hip surgery and looking forward to getting that asap to minimize my most extreme pain so I can focus all efforts on my other debilitating illnesses. I'm trying to apply for disability, which at best can take months and at worst take years. It's very stressful and I'm having a hard time accepting my current state of existence. I'm unable to reply to messages quickly but doing my best with help of friends. I'm so thankful for everyone who has been here supporting me through the last few years on this journey. I know my declining health is something many of you have witnessed from the beginning, with all of you gifting me so much understanding and uplifting support. It's not fun being sick, I've spent my entire life since I left home at 15 working as hard as I could to build a future I could be proud of. I want more than anything to be healthy and be able to follow my dreams. For now, I just have to focus on my health, get to all my doctor appointments, and find to find some sense of normalcy in my life outside of medical offices. I love you all so much and am beyond thankful for the friendships that have grown through me making content. Thank you for everything, you really kept me going through my darkest hours. Hoping there is some light ahead now ♡