i recently had to travel to another city for a diagnostic radiotherapy procedure, and while i was there, i decided to make the most of my time despite not feeling my best. one of the highlights of my week was visiting the most adorable petting zoo. spending time with mini pigs, lemurs, and meerkats was honestly the most uplifting experience i’ve had in a while 🥹🥹🥹 it really inspired and cheered me up, and i wanted to share some of the photos i took that day with you all.
i tried to keep myself busy every day, even though not everything went according to plan. i managed to go to the movies, take a few walks around the city, and just enjoy some moments of peace. of course, there were a couple of days where i just ended up sleeping through, but overall, i’m glad i pushed myself to get out and do things.
i’m always open with you all, so i wanted to share even the tough moments, but also the ways i’m working through them. it’s not always easy, but little by little, i’m finding moments of joy, and i’m grateful for them. thank you for your support—it means the world to me 🫀
i know it’s been a while since i last posted, and i’ve really missed being here with you all. life has had its ups and downs, and i needed to take some time to figure things out. but during this time away, i realized how much i enjoy connecting with you and creating content that we both love.
i’m not here to make promises, but i’m ready to start fresh. i’ve been working on some new ideas and i’m excited to share them with you. i’m planning to be more present and consistent from now on. i can’t wait to catch up and hear from you all again.
thank you for sticking around and for your support. it means the world to me.
hey everyone, i'm finally back and so happy to reconnect with you all. it's been a challenging journey, but i have some amazing news to share - after undergoing radiotherapy and a series of tests, i'm thrilled to say that there are no longer any cancer cells in my body. i’ll have to go through follow-up diagnostics in a year, but for now, i can return to my hormone therapy, which i need to take for life. this should help my body recover and, hopefully, ease the deep depression i've been struggling with lately 🥺
already, i’m feeling a bit more energized. today, i managed to take a few photos and videos for you, and i’m starting to work on the custom content as well. over the next few days, i’ll be catching up on messages and getting back into my usual rhythm. september is just around the corner, and with it comes my studies, so i’m gathering my strength to dive back into work and university 📖
i’m incredibly grateful for the support you’ve shown me during this time. your messages and thoughts kept me going, knowing that you were waiting for my return. i’m so glad to have such an amazing community, and i hope you’re excited to see what’s coming next. i’ve missed you all and can’t wait to be back in full swing. thank you for sticking with me through everything 💖
here's a little update on what's been going on with me. as some of you know, i'm continuing my treatment for cancer, and right now, i'm in a new phase that requires me to stop taking a hormone that i've been on all of my life. honestly, it's been much harder than i ever expected. without the hormone, i'm dealing with severe hypothyroidism, which is making my depression so much worse. i've struggled with depression my whole life, but now it's really overwhelming, and even my treatment for it isn't helping at all.
most days, i wake up and feel like i can't face the day, so i just try to sleep as much as possible. i end up staying in bed all day and only get up around 8 or 9 pm to eat something. i haven't been able to do much of anything, i haven't been talking to anyone, and i've barely left the house. today, i woke up feeling a little better than usual, so i wanted to take the chance to write this post and explain what's going on, especially since i know some of you have been really worried.
i'm going to do my best to get back into a rhythm and work on any custom requests and respond to your messages, but i can't promise too much right now. i'll be in this hormone-free state until mid-august, and i'm really hoping that once i can start taking it again, i'll feel better and be able to fully return to you all. i truly appreciate everyone who's continued their subscriptions, and i'm really sorry for the lack of content. i completely understand if you've had to pause your subscription, but if you can keep it going, it would mean the world to me, as i really need the support right now.
i manage everything on my page by myself, so i haven't been able to create enough content or give everyone the attention you deserve. even though i've been mostly absent, i've been checking in on your messages, and it means so much to me to see your support and concern. i'm so grateful for each and every one of you. you really are the best audience ❤️ i've missed interacting with you all so much, and i'm hoping to get back into my old routine soon, and maybe even spend more time here, especially since this next stage of treatment should help a lot!
sorry for the delay in posting, i was resting after a long journey. my fourth day started with a horseback ride through the morning forest with stunning mountain views. my horse was the oldest and led all the other horses, constantly taking me into trees and bushes, so i ended up incredibly dirty! but i loved the ride, it felt amazing to be with such a smart animal :)
then it started raining, so we swam in the pool for a bit, enjoying the warm water. i also shot something cheeky for you ;) afterwards, we went to a restaurant, and i had the most delicious brownie of my life!
day five began, as usual, with a swim in the pool, followed by a long train journey home. on the train, we met a very interesting old man who had traveled all over the world and shared fascinating stories with us :)
i’m really happy with my trip; it gave me a chance to recharge and fill up with inspiration. but my vacation isn’t over yet, as i’m spending time with my friend who came from another city. so, i might still be a bit scarce online. don’t miss me too much <3
today started with an exciting jeep tour to some beautiful waterfalls and montane meadows. it was my first time seeing waterfalls, and they were breathtaking! we were lucky to get there early in the morning when there were no other people around, so we could fully enjoy the natural beauty in peace. after that, we went to the montane meadows, which offer an incredible view of the mountains. there’s also a huge swing there where you can relax and watch nature. it’s very calming and inspiring!
next, we had a challenging and long hike up steep slopes to reach another waterfall. it was quite the test, but the view was absolutely worth it. the way back was just as tough, but we managed. when we returned to the hotel, we enjoyed the warm pool under the rain. it was so pleasant and refreshing. once the rain stopped, we explored some new spots and found an amazing clearing in the forest where i took some hot photos. i’ll share them in upcoming posts! 🔥
while walking, we encountered a snake, and my friend is terrified of snakes, so we took a taxi back to the hotel 😅 overall, the day was incredible. every moment here fills me with inspiration. i love the forests and mountains, and seeing them always brings me joy. i really needed this trip, and it’s helping me so much with my depression. i feel truly happy 🥹
today was another amazing day in the mountains with my friends. we started our morning with a visit to the pool, and i'm happy to say that i'm getting more confident with my swimming skills. after a relaxing swim, we set out to conquer a mountain with a funny name that translates to "hamster" 😅.
the hike was challenging, with steep and slippery sections from the rain. i nearly fell several times because of my slippery sneakers and got pretty dirty! but the view from the top was absolutely worth it, as well as the feeling of accomplishment. the entire hike took about six hours, and my legs are really feeling it now.
after a short rest at the hotel, we decided to explore another mountain. however, we ended up getting a bit lost and wandered into a different village before heading back to the hotel without finding the mountain. despite that, the scenery in this region is stunning, with beautiful views of forests and mountains, so i have no regrets.
before bed, we enjoyed another dip in the pool. swimming in the evening is especially nice, with the contrast between the cool night air and the warm water. as soon as i got back to my room, i fell asleep immediately. we covered almost 30 kilometers today, and i’m exhausted.
as always, i'm sharing some photos from my journey! i'd love to hear about your travel stories and see your beautiful photos ❤️
hey everyone! i just got back from the first day of my trip to the mountains with friends. we kicked things off by playing board games in the dark, which was super fun and cozy. then came the long journey by train and car, but the stunning views made it worth it. we saw gorgeous mountains covered in forests, and even some snow-capped peaks in the middle of summer!
after arriving, we went for a hike deep into the forest. the path was quite steep and challenging, but the beauty around us made it all worthwhile. we found a nice spot for a picnic and took a break to soak in the serene atmosphere.
later, we headed back to our hotel and took a dip in the pool. i'm so excited to share that i finally managed to swim! the pool was warm and had a panoramic view that was just breathtaking, especially with the sound of birds singing in the background.
i’m sharing some of my favorite photos from today’s adventures. also, i've set up a small fundraiser to make this trip even more amazing and explore even more places! each donation will be rewarded with exclusive content when i get back home <3
hey guys! i hope you're all doing well 💕 i just wanted to hop on and apologize for my recent absence. i know some of you were worried, and i truly appreciate your concern. i've been dealing with a hectic exam session and some personal stuff, but i'm happy to say that things are looking up! starting tomorrow, i'll be back to responding to messages in DMs, so feel free to reach out. i'm okay, just a bit tired, but your support means the world to me. thank you for being so understanding <3 take care and see you soon!
as i look back on the past year's victories https://onlyfans.com/1033684822/sultedsult i'm also setting my sights on new goals and dreams for the year ahead 🎂 here are some things i'm aiming for:
♡ getting my driver's license
♡ taking sewing classes
♡ pursuing a second degree in psychology
♡ traveling abroad first time in my life
♡ refreshing my wardrobe
♡ spending more quality time with my parents and friends from afar
these dreams require effort and resources, so any contributions made will go directly toward making them a reality 🥺👉👈 your support of course will be pleased with some hot gifts from me 💕
happy birthday to me! 🎁
as i celebrate another trip around the sun in a one week, i wanted to take a moment to reflect on all the amazing things that have happened <3
what a year it's been! in this year i:
♡ beat cancer
♡ started my master's degree
♡ improved my English
♡ started stretching regularly
♡ began therapy for mental health
♡ got braces
♡ helped my parents move to a new place
♡ welcomed a furry friend into my life 🥺
i'm grateful for every lesson and experience. here's to another year of growth, love, and happiness! in next post i want to set a goals for next year!
