I have 3 photoshoots in the next 2 days and I am so excited 🤩 Don’t worry I’ll be vlogging and taking advantage of photo ops quite a bit. Get ready! 🚀 PS this is a throwback from my very first runway show I ever did. March, 2008. I was very scared 😄
2021-04-15 21:43:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Fresh fade 😈 prepping for a weekend of photoshoots. Are you ready?
2021-04-14 00:26:20 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Monday 😎 strappy set if you missed them in the messages yesterday 🤍
2021-04-12 12:42:40 +0000 UTC View Post
Morning ☀️ body aches and chills have subsided I am a-okay 👌🏽 Here’s a little self reflection... One look back at the version of Claire I’ve evolved from. This shoot is so significant to me because it’s the last shoot I did before not only shaving my head, but starting my sleeve on my right arm and adding a tattoo to my face/skull. The contrast is extreme if you only know me on the outside at face value. But, if you know me well, you’ll know that what I’m doing now has never been so significant or absolutely true to myself. Now, when I sit and look at these photos, I smile so fondly. I LOVE the Claire that carried me this far. I love that this photoshoot took place in my old neighborhood, where I owned a house for seven years. I love that after this shoot, I drove past my old house, and stopped and looked at it. That place that I called home. Reflected on how everything had changed. And...I felt peace. I felt okay. For once I didn’t start crying instantly. For the first time in years my gut wasn’t flipping. I was okay. Life...you never know where it’s going to take you. No matter how hard you plan. No matter how hard you try. No matter how perfect you try to make it. Let life do it’s thing. Don’t resist. When I drove away from the house I called my first home, I finally felt like...hey, this is okay. You’ve made it through all of this. And you’ve still got so much time left, and so much more to do. Keep going my loves. It does get better. 🤍
2021-04-11 12:22:18 +0000 UTC View Post
You still up? I got my covid vaccine today my Claireians 👽 I am stoked but 12 hours in I’ve got body aches and some chills and nausea so I’m being a big baby and watching movies cuddled in my bed with the pups until it passes 🥺 Promise I’ll be back soon to chats 🤍
2021-04-11 06:04:48 +0000 UTC View Post
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2021-04-09 14:17:43 +0000 UTC View Post
And this is the ultimate goal, by the way 💚
2021-04-08 21:47:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Look what I did I made a Twitch channel!! Then looked to see what it takes to stream an Oculus Quest 2 and was like 😯 but it’s okay I can handle this. 😂 Hang tight while I figure out this chromecast and budget for a PC because looks like that needs to happen sooner than I planned 😵 either that or everyone’s about to watch some thrilling Switch content. Animal Crossing ftw 🎮
2021-04-08 21:42:04 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning my Planet Claireians 👽 I hope you’ve enjoyed the new photos as much as I have. Turns out there are 60 shots total instead of the 29 I originally thought 💀 I’m not sure the best way to roll them all out so if you have ideas or preferences, let me know! I have a few medical appointments this week, including today, but will be on as much as I can to keep up with messages. Hang in there 😎 I have several more shoots on deck in the coming weeks and a few other cool surprises as well. It’s fun to build 🛸🪐 so thanks for being here ✨
2021-04-06 12:52:07 +0000 UTC View PostNew blog hot off the presses 🗞 https://www.clairecesarz.com/blog/ch-ch-ch-ch-changes- 🎶 Music: Feel Musician: LiQWYD
2021-04-04 14:56:02 +0000 UTC View PostGood morning Planet Claireians 🪐 first set from the boudoir shoot dropped in your messages last night. If you’re new here and missed out, drop a comment below and I’ll get it sent out to you today 😘 stay tuned the best is yet to come 💫
2021-04-04 13:35:13 +0000 UTC View Post
Hi. I told you patience pays off. The shots are in. My final shoot before shaving my head. Check your messages for the drop later tonight. Leave a tip here and I’ll add a little bonus to your set ☺️ First time ever doing a photoshoot like this and it was...amazing 💫
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2021-04-02 02:30:26 +0000 UTC View PostA little improv from yesterday when I had a couple hours to myself 🎶 heads up: random dog barking in parts of the video because they’re so demanding 😎 I hope you enjoy 🖤 I’ll be back for chats tomorrow! What have you been watching lately? I just finished See, Defending Jacob, Calls and Servant on Apple+ AND I also watched the new Godzilla v. King Kong today which was pretty epic 🦖🦍💥 Have you seen any of them?
2021-04-01 04:41:01 +0000 UTC View PostTook a little break this week but I’ll be back tomorrow for chats ☺️ Thank you for your patience!
2021-03-30 02:50:20 +0000 UTC View Post
Patience pays off...sneak peek of a shoot I did right before chopping all of my hair off and shaving and tattooing my head 🔪🖤
2021-03-27 10:46:23 +0000 UTC View PostI used to be scared. Scared to speak up. Scared to stand up for myself. Scared to do what I want. Scared to pursue my deepest interests. Scared to try things that seemed exciting but intimidated me. Scared to sing. Scared to try acting. Scared to reveal my writing. Scared to perform my music. Scared to express myself through all sorts of art and photographs. Scared of what other people thought of me. Scared to speak my mind. Scared to be myself. I have no more time for that mentality any longer. I’ve evolved as an entirely new, stronger, and experienced version of myself. More than I ever have been before.
2021-03-25 17:03:31 +0000 UTC View Post
Just a little selfie session ☺️ my hair is naturally so dark I’m so excited! And yes I am still rocking the Mando sweatshirt 🖤
2021-03-25 16:59:34 +0000 UTC View Post
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2021-03-25 16:57:42 +0000 UTC View PostThank you for your patience. Thank you for still being here even though I haven’t been as active in chats lately. Thank you to the angel donor on here who helped me with Rue’s vet bill. You know who you are. Behind the scenes I’m focusing on getting my finances in order. Once I’m done with my taxes I’ll have a better idea of where I can move to next... I hope you are having a good day today. Hang in there, it’s almost the weekend 🧡
2021-03-25 16:53:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Who played this back in the day and why do I want to so badly again and why did I sell it to GameStop for like $5 hahaha 😩
2021-03-24 22:04:22 +0000 UTC View PostFull Beat Saber video. Working on the songs in the new update. This is Into the Dream. Meant to do hard mode but...oh well 😅 expert it is... Full HQ video also available up on my YouTube channel: https://youtu.be/hX2uOXppMNE
2021-03-24 06:56:01 +0000 UTC View PostHere’s a Beat Saber video I recorded tonight. Kinda a lame camera angle so my bad. Still gotta add the gameplay content to it but sneak peek because you get exclusive stuff when you hang out with me here 🙃 new update is kind of crazy and I need to keep working on getting my stamina and speed up.
2021-03-24 05:49:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Hi loves an little update for you 🖤 new filming gear arrived so we’re making progress. Had another little blow up with my mom today. It zaps my emotions and energy and I’m working on improving that. Tomorrow is my dad’s birthday so I’m trying my best to keep my emotions in check so he has a good day. I’ve been practicing: Beat Saber, some monologues, and consistently being kind to myself. The last one is always the hardest for me. If you’re in America...is there anyone else here who still hasn’t even received their tax return from 2019 (not a typo), their $600 stimmy from Jan, and now the most recent one? Like. Lol. On top of losing all work in 2020, up until the end of the year and trying to get my CURRENT taxes done...and I’m still not caught up from a couple years ago. AND I hire a tax accountant. I wasn’t eligible for covid unemployment assistance either because modeling is NOT as lucrative as you think. In the least. And a divorce happening in 2019 as well? That’s gonna mess things up a little. I’m just frustrated. I’m sad. It’s hard to stay positive sometimes and I don’t like talking about it. I’d rather just stay quiet and focus on reframing my thoughts. But tonight I couldn’t even distract myself with exercise. Beat Saber was a total bust. So I guess I’m going to work on filing these tax papers and sending this form to my local congressman so he can look into why I’m still waiting on my money from 2019. I’ve always been an independent business woman but sometimes...sometimes this shit is hard. And I’m so sick and tired of seeing everyone going on vacation. I feel trapped and my mom hasn’t gotten the shot, I haven’t gotten mine yet. Like...I just want to leave. I just want to get out 😩 I’m secretly planning trips in my head. I really miss California. I promise I’ll be back and happier soon. As always, just keeping it real. Hang in there my dudes and dudettes and whatever else you’d like to be called. The night is darkest just before the dawn and if you know that quote you win some more cool points.
2021-03-24 05:39:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Hi sorry I’ve been absent it’s been a really emotionally taxing week living with my mom. My ring light finally died but my new one should be here tomorrow or Tuesday 💡 this picture is like meta or something because we have little Claire in the background and evolved Claire in the front. Also I would like to note that yes, two of my clothing racks now occupy my parents living room. So anyway I should probably try to get out of here soon and give them a break 💫 Fit: @dbberdan Makeup by me, no filter, no FaceTune.
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2021-03-20 14:40:00 +0000 UTC View PostWhat’s your current living situation like? Is it ideal? How are you? Tell me what you’re currently working on and working towards 🤍
2021-03-20 14:37:42 +0000 UTC View PostCan I just talk for a minute about one of the most favorite moments of my life? Living in Istanbul was out of this world absolutely amazing. Half a decade ago ago I got to walk for @raisavanessa one of the most badass designers in Turkey. This night is one I will never, ever forget. I can’t explain to you how much I miss the runway. And I’m going to be honest with you: I can feel deep inside that I still have many runways to walk. But I just am not sure in what capacity it’ll be. I’ve changed my appearance so much now...but I love looking back on this Claire. Her life is so much different now, but still so amazing. Holy shit do I love being alive, friends! And DAMN do I love the runway!!! 💫 Casting by the amazing and legendary @onerevezofficial @yakupbicer 🇹🇷 video by @wantthefashion ❤️
2021-03-18 22:09:33 +0000 UTC View PostGot another Beat Saber round uploaded! Not my best run but getting my accuracy on point. This is hard mode to Imagine Dragons “Believer”. High quality run on my YouTube channel but as always you get to see the content here, too 😎 debating on getting a green screen or just waiting to go all out and paint a green wall once I have my own place 🤔 decisions, decisions...probably gonna hold out to do the green wall though 💚
2021-03-18 14:20:41 +0000 UTC View Post