GOOD MORNINGGGG!!!! Hehe 😜 you can eat candy out of my tiddies 😛
Oh ALSO we jumped down to 7.8% in a dayyyyyy!!!! Thank ylu guys so much for contributing to the last goal, you still can and I’ll be messaging everyone rn who already has 🥰
Ahhhhh!!!! Good morning you guys 🙂 hehe I woke up with a new determination! I used to be in the top 2% on here and then my self esteem went to shit and I stopped posting. My goal for this month is to get back to 5%! So I will be posting everyday! It’s a huge goal I’m determined to do it tho or get close to it! 💪 i am slowly healing mentally and I love OF cause I can go at my own pace, I’m rdy to amp the pace now 🥸 was gonna put these as a ppv message but ayeeeeee 😛 tip if you enjoyed scrolling 🥰
CONTENT- anyone new here I have a TON content wise. From vault folders to separate folders of every month on here!! Music playlists, prints..Contribute to this campaign anything $10+ you’ll be sent a message on here 🥰 or msg me if you know what you want to seeeee 😈
*if I haven’t msged you yet and I owe you something pls lemme know! I’m going thru them right now 🥰
Hi ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹 titties and plants hehe I have 40 now 🤣 that I’ve acquired over a year
But they’re all so healthy and happy and I never thought I would have a green thumb 🥲
How was your New Years you guyssss???
I’m struggling but hanging in there. ❤️🩹 going to try this year to post every single day no matter what
It’s a goal fkr 2022. Not just because I need this platform to help with art supplies, bht that I truly appreciate you guys and want to share my life more 💕
And you guys ONLY get the 20% code for my shop
Enter FLASHLIVE at checkout, if you do want anything
Xx 😘
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Hey hi happy Christmas 🎅. A DAY LATE LOL 😂 I was busy cooking and my dad came over, we had a good time except the last hour where he gave me my present (a fucking bible) and tried to preach to me. I’ve been watching a ton of cult documentaries and his mentality is so similar, it’s scary. And like what the fuck dad, I’m 30 years old trying to convert me still, like just leave me be 😔 I’m struggling v badly right now and a bible is kinda the last thing I would ever find helpful for me right now. 🥺😒
How was your guys xmassss??? I know it’s late but it’s always a surprise to me! 🥰
I have a gift card for my favorite art store and one for my favorite plant nursery, my email is ViralFlowArt@gmail.com and PLEASE let me know if you do get one so I can return the kindness 🥲🥲🥲🥲 🥰🥰🥰🥰
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Im just gonna start posting pics of me i just keep on my phone and dont put anywhere even if theyre stupiid and semi the same lmao
had my first experience with vending at a dmall art show yesterday and only had two days to prep, had bout 3249827389434 panic attacks, and sold absolutely nothing lol its rly hard rn for every small biz, everyone wants to support the big box companies on christmas and i truly dont get it.
Going to try to stay positive tho, but yeah that was def discouraging as hell lol
Hahahahahahaha
Me yesterday morning and then at night
Honestly I am at a loss
No matter how much I try to promote nothing is working for my art. It’s fucking my head the fuck up. I can’t get a present for anyone I care about for Xmas, don’t ever buy food anymore bc it just hurts too much and my self medicating is v expensive and I can’t afford it anymore. I’m scared. I haven’t been in this bad of a financial situation since I started painting. I can’t live on $600-$800 a month, that’s what I’ve been making and my savings is depleted. I’m so fucking tired. Just needed to get that out again because just another morning waking up without a sale, it’s absolutely crushing to my self esteem, whatever is left of it.
I’m not even gonna ask for anything on here either, everything seems super pointless right now. I just hope you guys have a good Xmas. Thank ylu for being here it means the world and I’m sorry I’ve been such a downer lately but such is life rn and it is Okay to feel how I feel. It’s not wrong, fuck people who shame others for being depressed.
Idk when The cloud will lift. But pls soon. I can’t handle this anymore
😔
Heeeeeyyyyyyy 😎
Second day back on track “kinda” lol I’ll always be behind on everything but I’m at an okay 👌 behind place 🤣
It’s been suuuuuuper terrible with sales this month for my art and that discouraging feeling won’t go away, it’s causing me to just leave projects unfinished. I never show my income bc that’s rude but I want to give an idea of the vast difference there is from month to month.
I really appreciate the support SO much you guys, like I wouldn’t be able to survive without this platform honestly. And it makes me sad that I am dependent on it 😔 I wasn’t for awhile and then when it got harder for me to engage on Instagram, the amount of interest in My Art just plummeted. I need a break so bad from social media and just constantly am in survival mode atm.
This 20% discount code is good FOREVER only for people in here
Enter FLASHLIVE when you checkout for the discount to happen 💘
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My ca$happp is $rottenmorgue666 if you want to show support elsewhere (some ppl dont like the 20% cut onlyfans takes, for good reason haha)
Anything helps. I will stay as active and consistent as I can on here 🤍 and I will always offer something in return ❤️🔥
Sorry just needed to rant bc I can’t anywhere else or it won’t look good on a professional level. This is my safe space to let stuff out tho, but I also share awesome things here that I share nowhere else 🤍
the day i got my nipples pierced circa 2014 :P some of you have these pics, theyre in one of my photo vault collections that u can get, i need to organize my shit lol theres TONS of folders that i rly could just combine into one big thing since im not doing SW anymore. Does posting nudes sometimes still count as sex work? lol cause ill totally have days where im feelin myself and want to share the feels heh
I am going to try my fucking hardest to post daily again, i never know how imma feel one day to the next, so im going TO MUTHA FUCKIN QUEUE POSTS mwahahahha i think that'll help with my bad consistency, but i just need to be consistent at queuing lmfao >_______________<
wow, wasnt expecting the love and support that you guys hath dealt uponeth me hahahhhagh, it means SO fuckking much to me and reassures me the people on here are good people who want nothing but the best for me. since camming, ive been struggling with how i view people's intentions, as well as my self esteem. so thank you guys so much for making me feel like its okay <3 heres circa 2018 pics, because i thought they were semi cute :'3 i messaged every perso who helped with the goal so lemme know what you would like in return :')
okay so first pics ive taken of my tiddies no joke in like a month LOL who am i? :O
big fiasco happened with my psych withholding medication from me for a week and a half, i was left p much crippled and it was all bc of a misunderstanding on THEIR part. i cant wait to get surgery so i can not have to deealllll with these psychs. ANYWAYS back on track got my meds an hr ago and will be live on IG. I am the most broke ive been since like two yrs ago because of this set back and rly need your support, so anyone who tips over $50 will get something awesome from me (be it print, my art, etc, whatever u choose) I will be eternally grateful :')
MY PLAN FOR ONLY FAAAANZ
Im still going to keep it, but im going to streamline it more with my art, i want to musterup the self esteem again to do some naked painting videos n stuff. For now ill post a bunch of saved lives i did, i wnt to still be relevant and existing somehow, while i try to figure out how to communicate again with people. Since i stopped drinking like i think MAY!?!?! my brain is totally a different brain, i have to pretty much relearn how to talk to people and be social, because i relied on alcohol as a social crutch for 12 yrs. its why i havent gone live at all in foreverrrrrr, people scare me now lol
enjoy this saved live tho from IG :P
Aaaaand part deux 🥰 imma def try to be more active on here nude, non nude or whatever the fuck I feel like! Use this platform for everything not just pronnnnn
because I care so much about the fact that you guys are heavy supporting me still and it means so fucking much to me 🥲
Anytime I’m in a dope shower I have to record something 🤣 part one 😎😎😎😏😏 jusss meeeee takin a shower heh
I hope you guys have been amazing, I finally got an adhd test and MEGA confirmed so I’m FINALY on medication for it and it’s like my brain feels so much more clear the fuck 😅
I don’t even know how to naked anymore 🤣🤣🤣 but for real, I feel like such an alien inside my body from my jaw pain, I can’t wait for whenever the fuck I can get surgery I need for it so I can feel normal again 😭 I’m so sorry I’m such a terribly onfanssserr lol but everyone still here supporting me I can’t EVEN tell you how much that means to me 🤍🤍🤍
Dont think i posted these, and more haha >:} just been so busy had to meeet a SUPER HELLA deadline for a Youtube Collaboration i got the opportunity to do!!!!!!!!! :D :D Here is the link, its set to premiere at 11am GMT tomorrowwww!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gN87HyErr7Y
I had gnarly makeup for it but the video came out rlyyyyyyy blah so i redid it wiff my curly afro hair and no makeup bc fuck it hahahah but it took me 15 hrs to edit (I will never get the hang of Premiere pro lol) it ait even fancy but i hope you guys watch when it comes on! Its relaxing heh <3
I can’t keep up on here anymore 😔 but I’m still trying cause I need to, you guys basically support my art, on the supply end and I wanna do whatever I can to give back, but sex work is something that is very hard for me to do now. I can’t be in the spotlight of any kind (especially an objectifying one), it really messes with my head now. 😔 It’s why I don’t go live anymore also. Sex work gave me MASSIVE trauma that I’m just now learning how to manage, but one of the things I need to do if I want to heal is to stop entirely. But I won’t be able to pay for my art supplies anymore 😢😢🥺
So I found this site and notice alotttt Of artists having donation platforms because of this reason. Art supplies are so pricey, especially the things I need (untinted paint, high end varnishes, pigments, all so brain hurtingly expensive) it’s hard to keep making a living with it unless there’s some outside support.
Ko-fi.com/ViralFlowArt
You can donate to that link however much you want!!! Through PayPalllll or stripe! I will be personally thanking you as well and if it’s anything over $50 send me your address and you’ll get something from me 🥰
Im at another chapter in my life and I wouldn’t even be at this place if it wasn’t for your guys love, care, and support. Thank you so much for being in this with me for 12 fuckjng years now almost haha Jesus Christ
I’ll still post on here a bunch of vault stuff because there’s new peeps that have subbed (thank you so much btw 🥲🥰) so I want you guys to feel you’re getting your money’s worth. I am v blessed to be in this position I am now of having unlimited creativity and outlets to express myself, I hope I can continue 🤍
Ko-fi.com/ViralFlowArt
A bit nippy 😂😎 I was cold heh
How are you guys? I started an online art class and have been consumed by it haha
My birthday is on the 19th! I’ll make a new post with some info’s n stuff I just woke up 😅 but if you wanna contribute to this goal I would be so thankful 🥲 it’s gonna go right back into my art haha I haven’t been able to save bc I just am so deeply in love with my paints I can’t stop my spending habit lol it’s an investment in my happiness 🤍🥲
Morning tiddy 🥰 sorry for my absence I’ve been working towards getting a structure put in place for my art, I’ve been my own boss for over a decade and have zero discipline on a work schedule, even tho they’re hard as fuck for me right now to be consistent with until I get surgery but yay! Trying to take good steps forward with my life to get back into the mental state I was in before my pain started to get worse
I hope you guys have been amazing 🥰🥰 thank you from the bottom of my heart for bein here and supportin me for me 🥲🥲
Waiting in a detective office right now to go get this motherfucker of an ex put away, so here’s some pix while I wait 😌 thank you guys for bein so good to me 🥰 if you cash app me anything (I had to spend 200 on art supplies yesterday 😬) I will make you something 🥰 $rottenmorgue666 is my cash app 🤍
Took some in between outfit pix when I was changing into different stuffs I made and put up for sale 😎🤓😏 everything is still in my shop and I’ve got a couple dude size t shirts up there so I figured sayin somethin here 😊 they smell like the lotion I wear lolz
Viralflowart.bigcartel.com. 💛❤️💛🖤🤍