Hahahahahahaha Me yesterday morning and then at night Honest..
Added 2021-12-15 17:17:22 +0000 UTCHahahahahahaha Me yesterday morning and then at night Honestly I am at a loss No matter how much I try to promote nothing is working for my art. It’s fucking my head the fuck up. I can’t get a present for anyone I care about for Xmas, don’t ever buy food anymore bc it just hurts too much and my self medicating is v expensive and I can’t afford it anymore. I’m scared. I haven’t been in this bad of a financial situation since I started painting. I can’t live on $600-$800 a month, that’s what I’ve been making and my savings is depleted. I’m so fucking tired. Just needed to get that out again because just another morning waking up without a sale, it’s absolutely crushing to my self esteem, whatever is left of it. I’m not even gonna ask for anything on here either, everything seems super pointless right now. I just hope you guys have a good Xmas. Thank ylu for being here it means the world and I’m sorry I’ve been such a downer lately but such is life rn and it is Okay to feel how I feel. It’s not wrong, fuck people who shame others for being depressed. Idk when The cloud will lift. But pls soon. I can’t handle this anymore 😔
