Here's some more throwbacks for you to gaze upon while I am busy working making new content! That's right, you heard it here first! I am going to be filming most of the weekend!! YAYYYYY!!
This full set is up at @milfdiane
Stay tuned...
So far this week has been amazing, y'all! Here's something for you because I'm in such a great mood!! The full set AND video are available at @milfdiane
Happy Tuesday! I am busy, busy getting back to work and really enjoying it for once! I used to LOVE what I do, but I went through a very tough period when I was drinking and things were falling apart where I started to hate it.
I am getting back to normal and feeling a lot better and once again really loving my job and feeling great about getting back into it! I can't wait to get new content for you all!
Don't forget that the good-good stuff is over at my VIP OF @milfdiane
From "Against Your Will" and available at my VIP OF @milfdiane !
Sorry for my absence lately, peeps. Things have been unreal for me. I lost my dog, my love, my sanity and had a new grandbaby all in a very short period of time. I was on estrogen for my menopause, but that was just making me worse. I have since taken a more natural approach and so far, so good, so finger's crossed! I am easing my way back to work and enjoying it very much!! I will be filming new content VERY soon! I have so much in the works and I'm so excited to share it with you!
I hope you are all doing well. Much love!
Hello, all! Sorry I have been a bit MIA. Last week I lost my pup of 12 years (she was 16) and I had a new grandson. Needless to say, I've been on a bit of an emotional roller coaster!
I will be back to posting starting today! Hope everyone had a wonderful holiday weekend.
Just wanted to say hi and lyk I'm having a new grandbaby Saturday! I will have some updates and videos Friday. It's the only day I will have time. 😐 Tomorrow I need to go clean my daughter's house and help her out. This is her third and she is having some pregnancy issues.
After the baby is born I'll have intermittent days in between helping her afterward since she's having a tubal ligation and can't lift or do anything real strenuous for a week.
Either way, I'm still here and wanted you all to know! Yes, I will still get to orders and messages asap.
I had planned to make a video update about this because I know most of you probably won't even read this, but I am in such a horrible mood that I would say things I shouldn't.
The wind where I live is blowing like a fucking tornado outside my office, my daughter's basement is flooded and she's due to have my third grandbaby next Friday and my life is just in overall chaos lately. Those are just a few of the reasons for my foul mood.
I understand that most of you, in fact probably 99.9% of you, have no idea what us women deal with on a daily basis. When I say "us women", I mean women like me. The women of the internet let's call us. I hate the term "sex worker". It's one of those PC bullshit terms that only makes things worse and tries to lump us all in like we're all the same when we are not.
Although I understand you couldn't possibly know what goes on behind the scenes of what we do and it looks so easy and fun to the onlooker, I am absolutely fed up with dealing with the negativity. If it's not nasty, derogatory comments on my socials, it's whiny and petulant behavior in messages about customs or whatever. Sure, we all deal with negativity on a daily basis, but do you deal with it by the thousands? Probably not.
ALL I have been doing for the past couple of months SOLID is working on getting customs done and getting my life back in order since I made a huge mess of things before I got sober. No, this is not any of your faults or problem, but I tell you this because it means my mental health is fragile and I already have a very sensitive nervous system. AND I AM DOING MY BEST. You might not physically SEE it, but I can assure you that I am.
I always do my best to be all about the customer service, even to the ones who pi$$ me off, but there comes a point when I'm sacrificing my own mental health for a complete stranger who is just being rude and unfeeling and just WANTS.
I will no longer tolerate this kind of behavior and no chances will be given. The block feature is there for a reason and I am trigger happy AF in order to keep my sanity. NOBODY is worth losing my sanity over.
That being said, I am working very hard and getting orders filled and new content made all while also building new sites and creating ways for me to keep my social media accounts from being deleted (like my most recent main instagram taken from me at 152k followers). I run NUMEROUS websites, clips stores and social media accounts all by my little lonesome and there is only so much time in a day.
It all boils down to this; if you don't want to wait for a custom video... don't even come at me about ordering one. You will sometimes have to wait for me to reply to messages for a while. I receive a fuck ton of them and unless you want to be answered by some assistant rather than by ME, you'll just have to fucking wait for that too, occasionally. It's called life and we all have one. Mine just happens to be constantly filled with things to do and it isn't always catering to some stranger on the internet, believe it or not.
NEW RULE:
Anyone on any of my sites who decides their wants are more important than my mental health and leaves me passive aggressive, whiny, needy, bullshit messages about ANYTHING will be blocked from contacting me further. End of story. No fucking second chances.
I'm ONE PERSON doing the absolute best I can and there are thousands more people who understand that and are patient and kind, so believe me I won't miss the few of you who act like petulant little brats when you don't get what you want exactly when you want it.
I will still fulfill your orders and send you links to that and then simply block you again and never worry about dealing with that kind of pathetic behavior again.
Hey y'all. If you're wondering where I've been, I'm gonna tell you. LOL. I have been trying not to take a straight razor to a main artery (kidding, sort of). With everything I've been going through I had some people get a little too relaxed and feel like they could forget I'm a human being with only so much time in a day.
At times it just gets so overwhelming that I completely shut down and can't open messages or even look at my sites knowing what needs to be done and how little time I have to accomplish those things that need to be done.
I have taken a step back, am putting my foot back down where it belongs and I will get to everything when I fucking get to it.
I know it's impossible for you all to know how hard I work unless you actually spent a day with me, but suffice to say I work 14-17 hour days and then usually can't sleep due to menopause, insomnia and overall mental and emotional turmoil that keeps me awake.
SO, occasionally, before I get completely burnt out and die, I take a short break from my sites, but that doesn't mean I'm not still working. I simply manage things differently and focus on filming and creating content while I avoid the internet side of things as much as possible.
Tomorrow is Friday the 13th and that's usually a lucky day for me, so what better day than tomorrow to dive into your messages and finally get customs sent out to their owners, etc. (Yes, they are finished I have just been editing and organizing and as I said -- avoiding everyone before I completely lose my fucking mind)
In case you didn't already know, my main Instagram with 152,000 followers got zucked for no valid reason. It's in appeal, but that is just another thing added to my plate that I didn't need. I have now had to add more work onto my already overwhelming list that includes creating sites and socials that won't get removed. Ugh. Sigh. FML.
Hope you are all well. I'm getting it together, I promise. Just relearning how to deal with all of this shit sober as a mother fucker.
Another hot throwback set from both "before" and "after" is going up right now @milfdiane , my VIP OnlyFans. These are all professional images taken by a close friend of mine. From around 1997 - 2000
This hot set from WAYYYY back when I very first began is up at @milfdiane These pics were taken not long after my 18th birthday! The whole story is with the whole set at @milfdiane :)
My Story Part 1 is up at @milfdiane for everyone to watch. Part 2 is uploading. I will continue with more as time goes on, but these will give you the high points.
Well, so much for telling my story the way I wanted to. The idiots of the world have pushed me too far today, so here you go... @milfdiane for the whole story.
I have been working extremely hard lately, so today I decided I should lay down and rest my bones a little. My whole body hurts and I'm having a difficult day. I want to drink very badly, but I won't.
Another much needed soak, this time in some dead sea and Himalayan salt with some bubble bath. My body is aching y'all. But, I am two days away from 5 months sober AF !! I am proud of that.
Some of you have said you love me as a blonde? I actually like my hair best when I do the ends blonde and the roots brown. What do you think?
Another segment to the black lace teddy set is up at @milfdiane