Hey y'all. If you're wondering where I've been, I'm gonna te..
Added 2022-05-12 19:44:22 +0000 UTCHey y'all. If you're wondering where I've been, I'm gonna tell you. LOL. I have been trying not to take a straight razor to a main artery (kidding, sort of). With everything I've been going through I had some people get a little too relaxed and feel like they could forget I'm a human being with only so much time in a day. At times it just gets so overwhelming that I completely shut down and can't open messages or even look at my sites knowing what needs to be done and how little time I have to accomplish those things that need to be done. I have taken a step back, am putting my foot back down where it belongs and I will get to everything when I fucking get to it. I know it's impossible for you all to know how hard I work unless you actually spent a day with me, but suffice to say I work 14-17 hour days and then usually can't sleep due to menopause, insomnia and overall mental and emotional turmoil that keeps me awake. SO, occasionally, before I get completely burnt out and die, I take a short break from my sites, but that doesn't mean I'm not still working. I simply manage things differently and focus on filming and creating content while I avoid the internet side of things as much as possible. Tomorrow is Friday the 13th and that's usually a lucky day for me, so what better day than tomorrow to dive into your messages and finally get customs sent out to their owners, etc. (Yes, they are finished I have just been editing and organizing and as I said -- avoiding everyone before I completely lose my fucking mind) In case you didn't already know, my main Instagram with 152,000 followers got zucked for no valid reason. It's in appeal, but that is just another thing added to my plate that I didn't need. I have now had to add more work onto my already overwhelming list that includes creating sites and socials that won't get removed. Ugh. Sigh. FML. Hope you are all well. I'm getting it together, I promise. Just relearning how to deal with all of this shit sober as a mother fucker.
