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been a stressful 2 weeks so sorry for the absence 🫶🏻 i started a new job 1 day a week and legit cried for the last 3 hours straight because being around ppl and noises was so overwhelming… then the rest of the week i was kinda like Howl when he literally has a melt down and turns into a puddle of goo. just felt so incompetent as a human being i can’t begin to explain it. but then i worked again this week and it went great!! immediately followed by a tough day of babysitting where my niece cried all day and i again felt incompetent as an auntie and just broke down. BUT yesterday when i was going through my chores, i was like ‘oh i may be Cinderella scrubbing the kitchen floor right now, but isn’t this a great way to show my Fansly that even when i’m suffering and need to shower and miserably scrubbing the kitchen floor, the ass still is pokin?’ so i turned off the overwatch streamer i was listening to and recorded this for a minute while i sat all alone with only the thoughts in my head which was tuff. happy friday 💕

like i don’t know how i actually had ~eNerGy~ this morning but i hopped in the poool and will maybe do a tiktok w a video i shot but y’all get to enjoy me drying off in the sun after for now :3

good mental health day [after some rlly crappy ones] ‼️ you know what that means ‼️ content and dm responses ‼️ i am also actually lifting today in my room [lil kettlebell stuff] so expect actual fitness content :o wow

also wore this set that my older sister got in the freakin 90s to the river yesterday and i rlly liked it until the bottom turned into a diaper because it fit so weirdly

in case u haven’t noticed i’m feeling better today so posting everything i took during the darker days 😅 i crocheted this top for my sister though and i’m obsessed, already have ordered yarn in my colors to recreate it :3

they should invent a losing overall body fat due to stress and depression that doesn’t involve your butt shrinking as well

ended up busting my butt on a new resumé and computer work the rest of this day and i already know i didn’t get it which i was sad about for a little bit, but part of me is happy to have the extra time as i do now to work on my mental health. this week trynna work on transferring all my fanhouse sets onto here for the lowlow just so there’s something extra for y’all to get in these times when i’m strugglin

just outta the shower, hair unbrushed, but i haven’t forgotten about the sweet tips on the last g-string post so here are some moooore =^-^= + more to come, but gotta bust out a job application real quick while i still have energy 🫡 brb

and today cool toned everythingfor my cousins baby shower, boy obvs. but only y’all know my undergarments were also cool tones 🤫 panties to be shown later

all black everything from last night [including my socks as shown] i am a warrior and my scars are both mental as well as the marks left on my tummy after wearing jeans for 6 hours ☹️

me ft depression room from this week

and some booty cuz y’all r here for that not my sob stories

and of course as soon as my content picked back up tragedy strikes and i’m afk again ☺️ y’all i don’t know even how to function right now, but i’m gonna try my best. because the sad truth is that nothing about life stops for you when someone else takes their own, however it just feels disingenuous to smile and take hot pics as if nothing is bothering me. had a week to begin to adjust to new antidepressants, to figuring out wtf is going on to my health, to life without someone who i thought would be a central figure of my family’s future.. idk. sending love today

tried to cold plunge in the ocean with fwiends earlier today but every time i feel the receding wave dragging against the back of my shins i get scared and have to back out >-< lmk if anyone has any tips

getting a lil sun in the garden ☺️

gna put a couple on insta but y’all know u get the full photoshoot ☺️

pics from today pt. 2 just hot as fuck sitting at my desk right now wishing i had a fresh young coconut to drink 😩 literally what am i gonna do when it turns to summer and i’m in the west-facing second-floor room of a passive solar house, with a massive window on the western side?? send condolences and/or fans my way, pls

pics from today pt. 1 i got a new outfit for a newww cosplay shoot but sadly didn’t fit ]: so i took it off and proceeded to pout on the floor

ugly pajama fits 🤝 concealing ur dump truck ass

yakwdotwii [y’all already know what day of the week it is] and in case the words are too tiny to see, it’s tuesday ☺️ fun fact - it’s bad luck to wear day-of-the-week panties on the wrong day!! something you will neeever catch me doing 🙅🏻‍♀️

raise ur hand if u love a good thigh high moment 🤚🏻 and uhh maybe tip if u wanna see more :p

taco cat socks provide increased :3 vibezzz

still haven’t had a chance to wear this in the hot tub for some shots but i wanted to show it off again like ughhh it’s really a piece of art for the chronically online girlies like me 🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻

standard saturday afternoon cleaning my room activities :3

the easter bun-ny has arrived ☺️

got this suit specifically to do a shoot for y’all 😚 hot tub maybe??

what’s better - putting a jumpsuit on or taking it off?

my mom told me to go for a walk in the rain yesterday, didn’t realize she’d have to stop to turn a burn pile, proceeded to get drenches

brain might be sick but this ass don’t quit

happy wednesday eveninggg 🥰 still adjusting to the harsh reality of turning 27 on sunday tbh 🥲