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Hey guys. How are you doing?

Oh, yesterday was crazy🤦‍♀️

Yesterday I got in the car at 9am and drove from Detroit to Rochester.

But there was traffic, and since we had to cross the border once, the screening process for that took a long time, and I was getting carsick and pale,

I ended up arriving 30 minutes before the show started.

And the match is the third game 😂

It takes time just to change into the costume, but you have to do other things like making hair and taping! I thought America is an ogre 👹

I'm sure the ogres wouldn't understand why I had to schedule it this way! You wouldn't know what to say, so I calmly got ready and went straight to the ring when I heard the entrance music🙂‍↕️ It was a fun show!

Well, there's no such thing as a good condition day all the time. And everyone has to work hard in the midst of it. Something about the level of toughness again.

Well, this August-September schedule that was set 6 months in advance. I got injured and cancelled 80% of the event. I felt sorry for myself.

I felt sorry for my fans and blamed myself a lot. But nothing came of it but self-hatred.

So I went to rehabilitation many times. But my bones didn't get better.

I became impatient when I saw my arms getting thinner and thinner, and I ate less because I had no energy. I got impatient again when people I met asked me, "Have you lost weight?''

Even so, I didn't want to make a comeback for the tag team title match on September 22. There was no way I could win the belts in such condition. I think even the fans watching me would be worried. I didn't want to do something lame like that.

But I was honestly scared to come back to work even though my arm wasn't 100% perfect... I also thought I wanted to retire and be comfortable with myself already. I couldn't sleep when I started thinking about it and I started crying 😂

I think my mind was on edge more than my body but I managed not to run away.

People will see me as just a tough guy (or emotionless guy) because I don't usually express this kind of weakness anywhere.

That's not true. I, like everyone else, get scared when I have something to be worried about.

Still, I didn't run away from this. I am really proud of myself. I just heard a Japanese song from the airport that made my heart burst into tears 😂

Oh I was really anxious.

But during these 10 days in the US, I got back the feeling of wrestling, the feeling of manipulating the fans, and the feeling between showing myself.

It was planned for this to happen 🤓

I am strong again. I love who I am now. I'm going to beat the best Maki Ito in the ring in next week's title match, too. Don't fuck with me!

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やあみんな。元気？

あー昨日は狂ってた🤦‍♀️

昨日は朝9時から車に乗ってデトロイトからルーチェスターへドライブでした。

しかし渋滞と、国境を1回超えなければいけないのでそれの審査に時間がかかり、私は車酔いして青ざめているし、結局ショーが始まる30分前に到着しました。

そして試合は第3試合😂

衣装に着替えるだけでも時間がかかるのに、他にも髪を作ったりテーピングをしなければいけない！アメリカは鬼だなと思った👹

鬼に"どうしてこんなスケジュールにするんだ！"なんて言っても分かんないだろうから、私は冷静に支度し、そのまま入場曲が聞こえたのでリングへ直行しました🙂‍↕️楽しいショーだった

まあ、いつだって良いコンディションの日はないんだなあ。そしてみんなその中でも頑張らないといけない。何かまたタフさがレベルアップしたと思う

少し真面目な話

半年前から決まってたこの8月〜9月のスケジュール。怪我をして80%をキャンセルしてしまった。自分が情けなく感じてしまった。

ファンの人にも申し訳ない気持ちでいっぱいになって、自分をたくさん責めた。でも自分が嫌いになるだけで何も生まれなかった。

だから何度もリハビリに通った。でも骨は良くならなかった。