Halloween 2021 - Currently not active or reading messages/co..
Added 2021-11-13 09:24:52 +0000 UTCHalloween 2021 - Currently not active or reading messages/comments here, I have tried a dozen times to change my bio to say this but the site won’t let me. That is why I do not advertise or advise new joiners. The site now said it would remove my profile if I don’t post I don’t want to be deleted I want to return in some form. Next week all my possessions are being moved out my house I’m sure I’ll be really low then but right now my mind & heart are completely shattered over something else I always get back up again but this has hurt me more then ever before it’s going to hurt a long time. I still pray for a resolution in my favour every day… I’ve lost 12lbs in weight the last 3 weeks it’s not a good way to lose weight but it has been making me a little more confident body wise though still hasn’t shrunk my boobs much yet which is annoying I’d really like to drop back from K to HH so I can wear more sexy styles. I’ve lived on my own nearly a decade losing my house and having to return to my moms is humiliating but I know I am not actively at fault for this I could not help a pandemic. My sister has been a thorn in my sides for so long ruining all my hard work but she is leaving now and I’m free to improve my mothers life & mine. Living in my moms dated dark house is not great & I’ll never be able to bring a man over but it will save me £1000 a month in utilities money I can use to make a better life rather then the pocket of a landlord. I am researching surgery deeply at the moment to give me the body I want and to ensure the confidence to take pictures that show my body more meaning better work prospects but we’re talking £30,000 plus which is not something I have at the moment but I’ll try hard. If anyone was considering it please don’t tip here remember it takes 20% off and then as I’m in England it converts down from dollar to pound. Right I’m off to pack boxes, hug my heart better & cry a lot more, tell myself I deserve to be loved & then move forward x
