I’ve been working on showing my ass more too. And these pics..
Added 2024-03-04 15:00:07 +0000 UTCI’ve been working on showing my ass more too. And these pics are just the beginning, the ones coming later are fucking delicious. Anyways, on to why I’m so critical of myself. I was bullied a lot in school. Like the kind of stereotypical bullying you see in movies. Stuffed in lockers and left there for hours. Stuffed in trash cans. I had someone throw a rock at me and it hit me in the head and gave me a concussion. Someone tripped me as I was walking into school with a large project of a Trojan horse I had built and it got crushed. I had my food taken and thrown on the ground a few times during lunch. I ended up just hiding under the stairs a few times to eat my lunch. I always wanted so badly to stand up for myself but when I tried I was too small and weak to have a fighting chance. I would daydream about being a superhero and saving myself. I would escape reality through books. I loved fantasy books about saving the world and finding love in the process. It gave me a chance to be the hero I otherwise wasn’t. So, eventually I started working out because I had grown to hate myself so much. I hated that I was small, I hated that I wasn’t liked. I felt lonely. And so I hated myself, and working out gave me an opportunity to mold myself into someone I didn’t hate. Over the years I’ve grown to love myself. Not just my body but my entire self. I love the parts of myself that are unique and define me as an individual. The same things I was called weird for when I was kid. Share some love guys, you never know what someone else is dealing with or what they’ve been through.
