Busy Sunday morning; so after taking a nap under my new hydr..
Added 2023-04-02 23:31:28 +0000 UTCBusy Sunday morning; so after taking a nap under my new hydrangea plant named Helena...I had built up tension I needed to let out. My makeup is like 10 hours old here lol...hope you don't mind. Being trans is filled with extreme emotions daily; a woman calls you "gorgeous" in passing, another looks in distaste. What got me today and what happens often is a gentleman in AA who used to converse with me back and forth only says "hey" to me when he used to actually "engage in conversation". He wouldn't even look me in the face. A few weeks prior I caught him gazing at me during a meeting; he quickly looked away and has never been as friendly ever since. This morning I felt so beautiful; now I kinda feel lonely. Who cares?! Emotions can be disciplined; here's my load boys 💋💋💋 Filming with models this week: Summer body needed in 60 days lol.
