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Not sure if I ever added these here. This was a AI “reface”...
Not sure if I ever added these here. This was a AI “reface”. I uploaded several pics and it popped out these remakes. I can’t express enough how much I urge you to become familiar with AI, how it looks and speaks. We are going forward at a rapid speed with its evolution and it’s becoming harder and harder to see the genuine from the programs. I’m having a few accounts a week pop up across the platforms as impersonations, which I am reporting but also realize it’s kinda futile. The only comfort I take is knowing I’m not the replicate of myself.
2023-05-21 15:24:55 +0000 UTC View PostI’ve been trying to upload since yesterday afternoon but it’..
I’ve been trying to upload since yesterday afternoon but it’s so slow. Yesterday the guys came to adjust the satellite to try and get a better signal but I’m kinda thinking it seems worse. I’m sorry I am so bitchy in these, especially when I just want to be something light and easy to listen to. I am definitely feeling better this morning after a good sleep.
2023-05-21 14:13:50 +0000 UTC View PostI have to apologize again for my few posts the last few days..
I have to apologize again for my few posts the last few days. I haven’t been feeling very good, I’m still sad and bruised up from my cat situation, and exhausted from the trip. I feel like I got home and immediately have been making up tenfold for being gone. I’m struggling a bit right now emotionally/mentally but I am working on things to try and pick me up. I haven’t gotten into weed since being back and I’m not sure if it’s helping or hindering. My sleep has been a bit better but still dragging my ass all day. I do think I have some cool pics to show here that I won’t elsewhere but haven’t had much of a chance to really judge/critique them yet. For tonight, I have been going through my old phone and found some very ancient pics of me. Back when I very first started taking selfies.
2023-05-20 04:06:28 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning! I apologize for my lack of posts over the last..
Good morning! I apologize for my lack of posts over the last couple days. If you saw my Twitter you’ve seen I had a very rough situation at home, our family cat was killed by the neighbours dog in front of us on Saturday night. Then Sunday we all just felt so bad/sad. Monday I had to pull myself together to partake in this girls trip to Vancouver we had planned. The flight was really rough, we had thunderstorms. Took the sky train to downtown and made it to the hotel. I was so exhausted, so sore, and still sad. I hope I can rally my attitude or at least fake it enough for the sake of everyone else
2023-05-16 13:53:19 +0000 UTC View PostI do this when I’m frustrated. There is never a shortage of ..
I do this when I’m frustrated. There is never a shortage of wood that I can split and 10-20 minutes if this and I am back to calm.
2023-05-13 15:11:10 +0000 UTC View PostAI finally got hands looking kinda normal. This is a huge le..
AI finally got hands looking kinda normal. This is a huge learning curve for it ☺️
2023-05-13 06:05:43 +0000 UTC View Post
My arms and upper chest are so sore right now lol
My arms and upper chest are so sore right now lol
2023-05-11 21:47:33 +0000 UTC View Post
The hour before my foxy mug pic I posted on my other socials..
The hour before my foxy mug pic I posted on my other socials lol I feel like I’m the most ridiculous person 97% of the time and the other 3% is me gently telling everyone else how ridiculous they are haha I’m sorry 💐
2023-05-10 14:36:26 +0000 UTC View PostPhew one vodka spritzer leads to just about an hour of rambl..
Phew one vodka spritzer leads to just about an hour of rambling 😂 I’m sorry for everything I said probably
2023-05-09 00:27:31 +0000 UTC View PostKinda in love with this ai version of me. She looks so tough..
Kinda in love with this ai version of me. She looks so tough lol
2023-05-08 04:30:34 +0000 UTC View PostI’m moody. It’s hard for me to say that without typing lol a..
I’m moody. It’s hard for me to say that without typing lol after it though, because even when I feel like this I usually still find it funny. Do you laugh at your own misfortunes? I’m finding it very hard in therapy to tell my traumatic stories with a straight face. I’ve heard that people use humour as a coping method; yet it seems wildly inappropriate to giggle while recalling the things I am. In any case I am drained today. I’m going to try and somehow swing this post back to reminding everyone to act more like Jesus, as was the lesson in one of my last vids. When one disregards their biblical knowledge/bias and goes back to their most basic comprehension of who Jesus was. What are the traits that come to mind: selfless, blind acceptance, giving of one’s entire being, sacrifice, compassion, feeding, cleansing, repairing, healing. You can take any suffering person and give them these things; of which cost very little and change their entire quality life (even if just for a brief reprieve), provide hope, and the feeling of being important in this world.
it’s our ego, and our pride that stops us from being as good to the world as we can be. Bitterness, resentment, conceitedness, judgment. Those aren’t Jesus qualities and they have no benefit whether you’re religious or not. Most adults don’t know how to ask for that kind of care; or even realize they’re missing it because for better or worse just about everyone out there seems extremely selfish to me. Men, women and everyone in between. We seem to be a very self centred society and everyone is mostly miserable that way. I am happiest when serving others over myself and it’s no wonder that as those who I focussed that attention on before (my k I d s/their dad) have developed their own little lives and I have no where to put that energy I am feeling a bit lost. I really really really like taking care of things. People and pets. In 2021, I had a breakdown and was admitted for 8 days into a crisis centre. The first day there they just let me sleep. But they checked in on me through the night, and I’m a light enough sleeper to notice when they cracked open the door. It reminded me of what I did/do to all my family every night before I go to sleep to make sure they’re settled, sleeping and no one needs me. The next morning they had breakfast ready and waiting for me, had my pills ready to go with water, and one of the care workers squeezed my shoulder as they walked by. I remember bursting out crying because of the realization that these were basic acts of care, yet felt like I couldn’t remember the last time it had been for me. One of the most important things you can do as a human is just take care of other ones. Food/comfort/kindness; you aren’t above anyone else. No one is.
Sometimes a solo campfire is all you really need
Sometimes a solo campfire is all you really need
2023-05-06 01:42:51 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t really see my lack of a dishwasher as something to b..
I don’t really see my lack of a dishwasher as something to be discontented with. I kinda like these moments where we can challenge how much we rely on easy living. When I moved from remote town BC when I was 17 to big city Manitoba (2003) I got a little flip phone that I would buy minutes for at 7-11. 2009 I lost it at the dog park. I enjoyed being phone-free and stayed that way until after I had kids and decided it was better to have one for emergencies. In the fall one year the air conditioning gave out. Going into winter it was not a priority to repair. Winter turns to spring and as things often do other issues became the focus and the decision was made to just stick it out through the summer with sprinklers and freezies and water guns. All windows were open allowing any breeze to flow freely through the house. The animals in the barn had a pool and a huge fan blowing cool air through; a little more luxurious than the humans. Maybe my mind is so busy and that’s why I like my outer world to be a little more simple.
2023-05-06 00:01:22 +0000 UTC View Post
My dishwasher is broken and that is because it naturally kic..
My dishwasher is broken and that is because it naturally kicked the bucket. So I’ve been doing dishes by hand for a few weeks now. BUT now there is a serious situation with the kitchen pipe that has caused a crack and slow leak. So my kitchen sink is also out of commission. This is my life now lol
2023-05-05 04:17:18 +0000 UTC View Post
My “ innocence test “ results (innocencetest.com)
My “ innocence test “ results (innocencetest.com)
2023-05-01 18:28:18 +0000 UTC View Post
This is the skinniest I have ever been in my life and I will..
This is the skinniest I have ever been in my life and I will always have that squishy tummy. I’m 5’2 and currently 107lbs. I used to hate that about my body. My mother and grandmother were always on my case to wear a binder after I gave birth to reduce it. I remember wanting the bamboo material one because it was more breathable but it was way more expensive and I felt guilty for splurging on it. I wanted to delete this one because of how my stomach looks. I bought a body slimmer/shaper the other day (if you don’t know what that is it’s a one piece undergarment that looks like a very short tight mini dress. Its very small but has incredibly tight stretch. So if you suck in all your guts and try your best you can squeeze your body into it, it reduces a few inches of waistline, and one whole size in clothes). There’s a viral body shaper on Instagram that everyone is buying for outrageous money but they are literally squeezing the breath out of their lungs, and crushing their ribs for the sake of getting into this thing. They only show the before and after. I have not seen one video of anyone demonstrating what it takes to manoeuvre yourself into it. Then they’re wearing it all day!! I’m going to try doing a vid of the one I have. Legit what it looks like to simply get it on, and then how I manage to get through the day. I’m already uncomfortable. Beauty trends are so gross.
2023-04-28 17:15:52 +0000 UTC View Post
This is like the 8th time I’ve tried uploading this! I kept ..
This is like the 8th time I’ve tried uploading this! I kept closing the tab in the midst 🤦🏻♀️
2023-04-27 17:41:50 +0000 UTC View Post