Friendly reminder, don't forget to like my posts! It let's me know what you guys wanna see more of 😊
Also a BIG OLE
Thank you to everyone who hung out from stream last night!!!!! You all warm my heart and soul... and pussy lol so dang much. I will never be able to put my appreciation properly into words. I freaking cherish you guys and all our times together on stream so so much
Man oh man these past 2 days have been super rough. I was doing better all of last week, finally! I was so productive and got so much done. And then slowly this week, it's like the anxiety just crept back in. I felt a lil off on Monday, felt better Tuesday and Wednesday though. And then SMACK Thursday, yesterday, I woke up crying. With so much damn anxiety. Everything over stimulating. Even just my partner trying to comfort me and touch me felt like too much. I knew there would be set backs in how I feel. And that healing isn't linear. But man, I did not expect it to really slingshot me around with how I'm feeling. Today was a rough start, I laid in bed when I woke up and spent a long while crying and trying to just breath. It was like I couldn't catch my breath. I couldn't tell you exactly why I was crying or give you specific reason, other then anxiety and just feeling like shit. Im still being transparent, so if you read through all this thank you 💗 and if you relate to anything I just said, my heart goes out to you. You're not alone though. And there are better days. The rough ones suck. So much. But there is much damn light still left to experience and see. So much sparkle left to discover. So im going to try my damndest to look forward to that, and to look forward to seeing you all online tonight. But im sending big giant hugs to everyone today, cuz I need them, and maybe you do too 💛
Also I took a dang edible last night and wowie my ass is dragging today 😂 just tired and groggy. Anyone else get a "hangover" from edibles? They make me groggy the next day. In addition to the terrible cotton mouth I always wake up with lmao I thought it would be nice to treat myself but alas, I still like my jager bombs better.
Hello and happy Thursday! I shall be streaming tonight on chaturbate 😊 so I hope to see you there! Oil tonight and some shiny twerks and shiny titties are in order 😉
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to celebrate humpday... (honestly to celebrate any and all days) here is a lovely cum that i most certianly enjoyed and i hope you do too.
a cum a day keeps the... horniness at bay?lol
Happy Monday! Did everyone have a good weekend this weekend? I had a productive and lovely weekend 😊 I think the time change messed me up a bit though and man I'm tired today! So today has been a low energy day. Which is okay! Not every day can be productive and high energy. Gotta take the days as they come lately, it's all a part of the process. Of healing, of getting back to myself, of accepting myself. All of it. I still did everything I needed to do today. So that's more then enough 💗 no frills kind of days are a okay 👌 gotta be at peace with how the day is
So... I may have worn my underwear inside out all day lmao but my booty still looked pretty decent! So I consider it a win still lol
I wanna say thank you for last night's stream too. It was BEYOND nice to see everyone and just so fucking lovely to catch up. I miss you all more then words can say. I appreciate everything. The chats, the love, the support. It was so fucking nice. I cannot express it enough or properly. But wowie am I grateful for you guys and this community. Thank you. I can't wait to be back to stream regularly 💗 which is me being back Monday! And Thursday and friday too 😁 and picking up either Wednesday or Tuesday during the week too (haven't decided which day I like best, so it's interchangable). I can't wait to see what new adventures we shall get up to 😈 first night back was already a a double cum night lol it shall be fun
UPDATE!!!
the update youve all been waiting for, the short and sweet version.
heres the longer version : https://youtu.be/_b19nuDQ52Y
this is why ive been absent. if you have any questions or want to talk about it message me <3 thanks for being here everyone and extra thanks to those that watch.
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🚨STREAMING UPDATE🚨
I will be BACK online, streaming on chaturbate on
FRIDAY
NOVEMBER 5TH
I will be back to full time streaming, starting off with 3 days a week (Monday, Thursday, Friday)
And then alternating Tuesday and Wednesday until I figure out which day works best for stream. I've always been torn between Tuesday and Wednesday, and never know which day is better so we're finally gonna decide and settle on a day lol. So those are the two switch days while I get back into the swing of things 😊💗
But I hope to see you on Friday! Its gonna be a dang party. I will also be posting an update video as well, answering the question I'm sure you're all wondering "where the heck have I been, and what the heck has been going on". So that will be out either Thursday or Wednesday as well.
I look forward to seeing you all on stream and being able to catch up with you!
It's Monday! So first off happy Monday, I hope you all had a great halloween. I spent it cleaning and playing a bit of animal crossing. Was a good day! Did you guys dress up? (If you did please share your costumes lol) today has been a good start to the week so far which is lovely. Also peep my other post for some good news about this coming Friday
Happy Saturday! I was trying to "feel myself" today and got to take some natural light pictures... it may have been in front of the window that opens right up my neighbors house. But oh well! Lol these pics made me happy, hopefully they make you happy too 😁 do something nice for yourself today! That's the one thing I'm going to do today for sure. Something for me
So I did a thing today and took.... actual freaking NOODS. today is the first day I feel substantially physically better in about 5 weeks. Which sucks, but man. It's nice! Hope you enjoy the fruitful yield of a good mood 💗
Hello! I switched up the blanket in the cam room ro get a lol different vibe going. I really liked the vintage kinda 70's feel. I also have a full ass bush to match right now 😂 maybe I'll keep it and just come back all "gropvy" ✌ I'm hoping to be back to stream very soon! Just waiting on my body to heal up the last lil bit. Everyday it's like I'm sitting here thinking "any fucking day now..." so all of my appendages are crossed that well have a groovy and out for this work stream soon 😉 I miss you all too much for words
Today is a revist of a fav mini vid I made. I would love to make more of these. The peace and just overall contentment I felt at this point in my life was GRAND. I want to get back to that point. So here's to this creative lil clip and the feeling it contained, and also to that feeling coming back 💗
https://onlyfans.com/98627469/daydreamur_gurl
I actually got up and got dressed today! The bed was made after this. I actually felt kind of nice today? It was lovely. And it was a chilly fall day. So I got to wear a crew neck sweatshirt over this and got to bring out my fall jacket! I think the temp was only 57 today. Finally felt like fall. I hope you all had a good friday. Today was the first day I actually really felt okay in quite a while. A peaceful okay. Sending the at peace feeling I found today towards all of you 🌈💗
Here are the first nudes I've taken since I streamed last.
I have a bag of chips on the bed, Tylenol on my night stand and a kleenex just chilling and MESSSSSYYY as fuck mirror. But it's real, and it's me. And I'm still alive and my body is still kicking 👌 and honestly those are the only things I can ask for right now!
I'm popping on to apologize for my absence. I havent been on onlyfans, or on snapchat much. And I have not streamed in about a month. I know I've said it's due to health issues that are out of my control. And this is still true, I had hoped to be done with them by now and back to streaming. But things have prolonged, and just been honestly miserable the entire time. I have another doctors appt tomorrow, to hopefully get the all clear, but I have had stuff going on still health wise, so im keeping my fingers crossed but am a bit hesitant. I havent been able to take nudes, or film content this entire time I've been out. Which SUCKKKKSSSSS. I'm struggling with my relationship with my body due the fact I CANT do these things right now. I will again soon! But just sucks at the moment and is really frustrating. Literally every aspect you can think of, has been affected by this unfortunately. I'm okay! Or I will be 💗 and I will explain! I just haven't worked up the courage to make a YouTube video about it yet. Very soon, im feeling more comfortable talking about it. I miss you all so so sooooo much. I'm so sorry I'm struggling so much right now, and am unable to do the things I normally do. But I am here, and im not going anywhere. I will be back soon! As soon as physically possible. Thank you for giving me the time to heal my body and rest my soul for a bit too. It is very tired and hurting, I'm doing my damndest to nurse both of them back to peak health! And will, it just takes time. Sending you all my best and sweetest wishes, I can't wait to see and chat with you guys soon 💛
- with limitless love
Day
Ps here's a rainbow I saw, it was soooooo vibrant and beautiful. What a vivid and lovely surprise it was out of the rain, I barley ever see rainbows here.
Just a reminder the week of videos is coming up SOON!
If you're wondering how I'm doing, I'm getting by. This past week has honestly been really really hard for me. I'm healing, physically and mentally. I will be letting you guys know what's been going on soon. I'm just at a point that I don't know really how to talk about it without getting upset. So as soon as I'm able to compose myself I'll be posting an update on everything. And on life in general. But just know that I will be okay 💗 and things will get better! And I will be streaming and be here more, coming soon. I hope everyone is enjoying the start of fall. I know the kitties have really been enjoying it and Light has been enjoying sitting outside a lot. Fall is my favorite season, both because of weather and HALLOWEEN (duh!). But im having a really hard time getting into the spooky spirit this year. Last year I had all my decor up, was planning content and costumes. And I know this year the lack of energy is because of health things, but it still sucks to not feel the joy of spooky season this year. There is still plenty of time to get there though! So hopefully the spook will come around soon. I miss you guys so much. But happy friday 💗 I'm sending everyone the best wishes and best energy I can possibly muster ☀️
I've been having a rough go about lately. So I apologize for lack of posts! Health takes priority at the moment and I just really need some time to heal right now. So im taking a bit of time to do that. I announced it on snapchat but no here. So just a heads up, due to unforeseen health things I won't be streaming for possibly the next week or week and a half. BUTTTTTTTTTTT I should have a majority of it taken care of by then. And I should be able to stream regularly from then on out. So after this break, we'll dive into halloween most likely 🎃 I'll be dressing up for stream every day and streaming more as well. So we'll be back, finally, to normally scheduled streams. No health issues, everything under control and taken care of. After quite a while, streams have been wonky for a about a year and some change now. There has been a few consistent weeks in there off and on, but life has really just sucker punched this last year. So im excited to finally be able to be back after this, and know that I can be back full force. Whole heartedly this time, with no looming health things or life events like moving and such. Thank you everyone for sticking around and still supporting! And I can't wait to be back full time 💗 also, if you made I through all that, I will be doing a week of videos on here as a thank you! Just for being here. I'll be posting a video a day this coming week starting monday (9/27) So get ready for that too. I hope you all are well and doing the best you possibly can!
Happy Wednesday! I've spent the last day and soem change watching the Harry Potter movies with my friend. She was going through a shit ass drama filled break up, and she had never seen the Harry Potter movies. They were literally the perfect distraction. We made it all the way through the 5th movie. I never freaking realized how long each individual movie was. Hot damn! But it was a much needed little escape for her. So it makes me really happy to know my house is a safe place for friends, where they feel comfy and at peace 😊 how are you guys today? Good? I hope so! The sun is out today, and it's actually kinda hot. Starting September off with nice sunny weather lately, it's been lovely. Actually been going on some walks lately too. On the days I'm feeling okay of course, but the past few days have been good! So fingers crossed that maybe I'll just be feeling better lately.
happy friday the 3rd! i hope everyone is having a great start to the month. ive got some new vitamins and supplements and am hoping they make this month a lil easier then the last! heres to good and awesome september <3
Today I woke up feeling good? I say that tentatively because it may change at the drop of a hat but I feel good. Which is good! Taking everything 100% 1 day at a time right now. But today is a good one. I'm making it down as such. Even if its only 313pm lol I hope it's a good day for you guys too. Hopefully the sun shines, and maybe the weather is nice. And that ya get to eat something yummy for dinner tonight. I'll be online later, so maybe you'll be able to tell me about all the good things if you stop in 💗 I love and appreciate you guys, and am looking forward to being online later! Hope to see ya on this good day today ☀️
Hey all!!!!! I've been a bit MIA lately due to feeling realllllll shitty. I think I got sick somewhere along the lines and spent earlier in the week trying to feel better. My energy levels have been zapped! And it's been brutal just trying to have enough energy to stream. But I made it through for 2 streams this week! And am hoping to be online this weekend too. I've been to doctor a bit lately trying to figure it all out. Have another appt next week which should give me some answers and peace of mind. So fingers and toes crossed for that! I hope you all are doing great and have something fun planned for this weekend 💗 I was gonna sleep in till at least noon today but yet I woke up around 1030 and didn't go to bed until almost 3? I need more sleep! I guess I shall sneak a nap in somewhere lol maybe you guys can get a nap in too. Happy Saturday my peeps 😁
It has come to light today that Onlyfans will not be allowing sexual content... starting on October 1st. Nudity will still be allowed, but apparently no genitals or things that are "offensive". This stunned and shocked me since onlyfans has been used primarily for sex work since Day 1 really. And now that everyone uses it and knows what it is, they're kicking sex workers off the platform. I'll be finding a new place by October 1st to post my streams and other videos and content! I will still keep onlyfans, even if just for titty pics and booty pics and journal-esque entries like I've been doing. So it'll still be personal but alas, we will have to search for a new platform. I will be doing research and asking opinions of the next month and some change! Streams will still be normal of course, so im not going anywhere. Just switching platforms. If anyone has any suggestions on platforms or sites they are comfortable using definitely toss those recommendations my way! Otherwise I'm thinking I'll be making my own site maybe? It might be worth it at this point.
Streams have been so so lovely lately. We met some awesome new peeps, had some old time regs stop by 💗 gotten to chat with so many awesome people. And just hang out and actually have a bit of a more normal stream schedule! Which has been awesome! I miss streaming all the time. Speaking of which I'll be back online tonight and Friday 😁 so stop in if you can! It'll be fun. We'll be sure to do some awesome sexy stuffs. I've been up and down lately with how I've been feeling physically, only because I've been super tired! Besides that I've been well. And I've been good mentally which is lovely. Feel like the sun is shining a bit brighter lately. I hope you guys feel that way too, or at least feel that way when you come and visit me ☀️
look at this dang cutie... i mean Light @days_light, not me but im alright too lol this is jsut a cute snippet of our stream we did the other night! well have more coming up so be sure to hop in my streams and not to miss our couple streams! hope everyone had a great weekend! mine was nice, got quite a bit of cleaning done so it was productive at the least.
