ππ³ I think that caption explains it all

ππ³ I think that caption explains it all
2022-10-05 01:48:13 +0000 UTC View Postππ³ I think that caption explains it all
2022-10-05 01:48:13 +0000 UTC View PostBush update! π³ I can no longer see it, no matter what I angle I turn to π so its up to you guys to tell me how it's doing
2022-10-05 01:47:28 +0000 UTC View PostGoing to speak it into existence β¨οΈ Today WILL be a good day βοΈ
2022-10-01 19:17:00 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Saturday everyone!!!!! How are you all doing today? I straight up died last night π₯² I took my iron supplement before I ate food and felt absolutely terrible. I had the room spinning and even just going up the stairs felt hard. Buttttttt I tried to sleep it off! And feel better today thankfully. I fell asleep at like 10pm and got very broken up sleep buttttttt it was still sleep! And today I will eat properly and take vitamins WITH food. Jesus, I feel like my body is just so so particular with everything since being pregnant. I literally cannot wait to be done with all this and have my own body back. I'll have a whole new appreciation for it I think How was your friday evening? Hopefully much better then mine! But fingers crossed today is a damn good day β¨οΈ
2022-10-01 19:15:51 +0000 UTC View PostHow does curvy AND pregnant go together? Bam! Here we are, hips, waist, and a tummy lmao I didnt think the curves would stick around so prominently but they did!
2022-09-29 20:55:07 +0000 UTC View PostPregnancy lil update? I'm about 29 1/2 weeks! Sooooo the iron im taking is kicking my butt a lil, and today I had the spins and had a good ole cry about it π its better to let it out then keep it in! So I got all the emotions out, and then ate some food to feel better and made myself a cup of coffee. I ended up feeling okay for a little bit, thankfully! Got some very small cleaning tasks done around the house, and then felt terrible again. So here we are π€·ββοΈ Gonna keep at it until I finally feel better! Anyone have any experience taking iron? When will I feel bettteerrrrrrrrrrrrrr lol
2022-09-28 02:56:43 +0000 UTC View PostTo the curious peeps, my titties now leak π₯π But I've had people ask me if I have actual milk I'm yet, and the answer is no. Only leaking! And this is how much it leaks lol only a few drops. The full milk thing doesn't happen until after baby! If you wanna be specific, this is colostrum. Which is actually more nutrient dense and thicker then regular milk π Fun facts of the day lol Also another fun fact, my titties are very full and hurt today π
2022-09-26 21:35:57 +0000 UTC View PostI am working hard on taking my vitamins and feeling better πͺ I literally cannot believe how much pregnancy has knocked me on my ass... wowie. Its quite literally been debilitating for me. This is supposed to be a magical time, and I kinda can't wait for it to be over... I appreciate my body doing its best but man oh man I am struggling!
2022-09-26 04:27:20 +0000 UTC View PostSo I had a doctor's appointment earlier this week, and I had a bunch of bl00d work done. I had explained that I was having a hard time lately, with energy and feeling okay. And I got my results back today and I am officially anemic My iron levels were super low. So now I get to take lots of iron per day! As much as it sucks to get news like that, I'm soooo glsd that it's not all in my head as to why I've felt terrible lately. And now I can hopefully feel better taking the proper amount of iron π So here's to finding out what was wrong and fixing it!
2022-09-23 23:20:40 +0000 UTC View PostWill my titties keep growing? Or will they explode? Who knows, but stick around to find out ππ
2022-09-23 19:22:03 +0000 UTC View PostToday, we are thankful for the booty π Lots has changed, but the booty is still here lol
2022-09-23 17:06:51 +0000 UTC View PostI wanted to take a second to thank everyone who has sent me anything off my baby registry π₯Ίβ€οΈ I am absolutely touched by everyone who has thought about me, and baby, let alone those who have wanted to help! You make me feel so so loved and cherished, I can only imagine how baby is going to feel when they get here! Thank you for looking after us (me+baby) and for supporting and wanting to help! I cannot ever EVER say enough thank yous β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ I appreciate you all to the ends of the damn universe and back!
2022-09-19 23:56:53 +0000 UTC View PostThis is the fullest Bush I've ever had in my entire existence And I can barley appreciate it cuz I can see it anymore lol
2022-09-18 22:06:57 +0000 UTC View PostHello everyone π And happy Sunday π How are you all today? I'm doing okay myself, got to see some family yesterday and today! which hasn't happened much lately, so it was very nice. Planning on doing some daily affirmations this week, and to do some things to feel good about myself this week! All of which means I'm going to HOPEFULLY FREAKING BE STREAMING! That is this week's goal, to stream as much as possible π
2022-09-18 22:06:02 +0000 UTC View PostJust a reminder that my β¨οΈYEAR LONG SUBSCRIPTION BUNDLEβ¨οΈ is still on sale! As is my 6 month and 3 month bundle! If you're about to expire, or just want to make sure you don't be sure to check them out! 3 months--$12.72 6 months--$20.96 1 WHOLE YEAR --$35.93 Also you can tip the approximate amount on this post and I'll send you a sub as well, if you'd rather tip that way! (I know the bundles don't work all the time when you're currently subbed too, so feel free to tip here or message me!)
2022-09-17 18:17:28 +0000 UTC View PostLong upcoming post! I know I've been a bit MIA these past 2 weeks. But between struggling a bit physically, even with just "normal" pregnancy things, I think I've truly just been struggling with myself and my self image. I feel like I've had pretty severe body dysmorphia for the past couple of years. (I don't see myself as I actually am, I see myself WAYYYYYY heavier) I tried really hard to get back to myself after a bad relatirelationship, where I felt extremely used and abused sexually. It threw me off in 2020. Which is when I took my first ever break from streaming. I was gone for two weeks and honestly since then, I feel like I haven't seen myself properly. I've had anxiety before every single stream and cried so many tears while getting ready because I had to sit and stare at myself and I did not recognize myself at all. I pushed through, and stream made it abundantly better. You all had been there for me through everything and supported me and loved me and I was able to be there and support you all in return too. Then in late 2020 I had the same person who made me feel entirely used, use me a bit more. I tried to help them by giving then a place to stay because they had no other options and it really made streaming hard. And made me loose my mind honestly, I felt like I went a bit crazy because of all the arguments I got in with this person. After only a couple of month's though, I had the courage to FINALLY stand up for myself and get that person out of my life. For good and to tell them not to come back. I've never cried tears of joy and relief like I did that day Then in the beginning of 2021 I tried to repair my relationship with myself and my body. I had sooooo many positivity posts in here. So many captions of things being better and all that mattered at the end of the day was trying your best. I got together with my current partner at that time as well. And our sex life shattered everything I thought I knew about intimacy. Honestly our whole relationship did. It redefined love and sex and the meaning of it all. I was in a good place, or at least growing and getting to a really good place. And then came the losses I had last year, in 2021. I had 2 back to back chemical pregnancies and a miscarriage at 9 weeks. And it ruined me. It ruined my hormones. It ruined the relationship I worked hard to build back up with my body. It ruined me emotionally. I was so hurt. And I had no idea how to feel better, or how to even ask for help in feeling better, because I didn't know what would help. Me and my partner had the roughest patch we've ever had in our relationship. We had no clue how to navigate the grief, let alone how to do it together and how to support one another. In the long run it brought us closer. And taught us a lot. But we decided we would absolutely wait to have kids and to be very careful from then on. I couldn't handle being pregnant again and I knew that. I came back to streaming afterwards and it was lovely. You guys never ever let me down. Through absolutely every4hijg you all have been my shining light in the damn dark. You make me feel good when I don't think anything else will. And the positivity you bring to my existence is otherworldly. Quote literally nothing brings me more joy then streaming and having a fun night with you all. So any amount of time being away from that, was and is extremely difficult for me. But I streamed a bunch and was so so happy to be back to it. And then BAM. Come March of this year, 2022. I'm still struggling with my relationship with my body. My anxieties are just through the roof over it. So I take some time to navigate my anxiety, both with my body and just general anxiety. And after my break, of course I find out I'm pregnant. Even though me and my partner were careful. Tracking ovulation and taking precautions. This dang baby had other plans lol Of course with my previous losses, this spiraled my anxiety again. Not to mention I was incredibly sick for the first 3-4 months of my pregnancy. Throwing up everyday, and unable to eat most foods. Being so nauseous to the point I couldn't do anything but sit there or lay down. But man. I never ever saw myself as I actually was. I never appreciated my body or how it looked. Or how it kept me going through all of this chaos. But now looking back at pictures I don't even recognize myself. My dysmorphia was so bad, that I didn't even see myself at all. I never ever remember looking in the mirror and seeing myself that way. And yet there is evidence I indeed did look that! And now here I am, my body changing yet again. Just throwing me for even more of a loop. Changing every day, and changing before I get used to the last part that changed. But I need to look at it from a point of gratefulness. My body carried me through all of those impossibly difficult times. It kept going even when I didn't think I could. It has housed me and allowed me to do all the things I've wanted. It has gained and lost weight. And has stretched and grown. It is growing a whole other human being right now. Without me even thinking twice about it! It's just growing it all by itself. It has done so so much and all I've done is stare and point out my own flaws instead of admiring. All I've done is pick and prod everything, every piece of myself until I didnt even recognize what I saw anymore. This needs to be the start of a new chapter. Of loving my body and appreciating all it does for me and all it does for my baby right now too. To look at it in awe instead of disdain. Here's to allowing myself to feel my feelings. But to not allowing them to cause negative actions anymore. To being at peace with my body in all its forms. And to being able to have the privilege of sharing it with you, both my body in itself and my journey as a whole. So here's to less anxiety. More appreciation More love And overall to more sunshine and good feels And to sharing that even more with every single one of you guys I'm going to finish out this pregnancy, and this lifetime in general, by embracing change and appreciating all that is β¨οΈβοΈ Cheers to a healthy body relationship I hope you manage to have one too β€οΈ Thanks for reading and thanks for being here β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ
2022-09-16 09:20:11 +0000 UTC View PostAlso welcome to my anti-stress hot shower extravaganza!!! β¨οΈ But is it the hot water or the nakedness that really helps? π€ Idk, I'll take both Also PS I look high in the last picture but I only wish I was lmao
2022-09-16 03:39:59 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Thursday! A snippet of my life and an update for anyone who is interested β€οΈ If you watch this stuff! Thank youuuuu!!!!! Also there's titties at the end if that helps ππ
2022-09-16 03:28:41 +0000 UTC View PostI got through a bunch of messages today! π But had cramps again tonight π so I didn't make it to stream. I'm not sure if it's just my body adjusting to the new pressure everywhere or what but man! Or maybe it's just a growth spurt. Things tend to only last a few days, so fingers and toes crossed tomorrow I am cramp free! And online!!!! At least I got to chat with you guys through messages today β€οΈ
2022-09-15 03:26:48 +0000 UTC View PostSo fresh and so clean!!! Good way to start out a hump day? π« Ya know, before we get dirty on stream later π
2022-09-14 18:45:25 +0000 UTC View PostMessages and STREAMMMMM tomorrow!!!! I'm looking forward to chatting with you guys β€οΈβ€οΈ I had Braxton hicks a lot this afternoon and didn't want to make them worse so ended up laying in bed a lot of the day π Braxton hicks are "practice" contractions, and can turn into preterm labor. I messaged my doctor and her first suggestion was that I was dehydrated so I drank LOOTTTSSS of water today and ate some food. And have been better since tlater in the evening now, thankfully! Ah the joys of growing a human lol but that was my entire day, being worried π so lots of water before bed! And tomorrow shall be a better day!
2022-09-14 05:44:41 +0000 UTC View PostMy hands looks sooooo small compared to what they're holding π Happy freaking titty Tuesday my peeps! ππ
2022-09-14 05:39:05 +0000 UTC View PostAndhello! Here's me fresh out the shower β¨οΈ Lotioned up and clean! Full front view? Do we prefer titties or booty though?
2022-09-13 02:17:43 +0000 UTC View PostWhen your titty is way more then a handful now ππ
2022-09-13 02:14:57 +0000 UTC View PostAlso wishing everyone a happy full moon π It is indeed a full moon tonight! Is my belly a full moon yet too? Lmfao 27 weeks and counting, one more week until the 3rd trimester and only 90 days left of this pregnancy!
2022-09-11 04:35:06 +0000 UTC View Postwho is up for a good ole dildo fuck and a cum with a good view??? π€ maybe add a lil pregnancy magic too?β¨οΈβ¨οΈ
2022-09-11 03:28:11 +0000 UTC View PostI am up super early today. And I am not a morning person. Coffee and breakfast who? Lol Send me your best, cuz man I hate mornings ππ€
2022-09-09 12:30:30 +0000 UTC View PostIt has literally only been one week since I streamed last! But I feel like it's been forever because I've been so busy and slightly stressed. Between my ultrasound and seeing my dad last weekend, which I already told you all about. I get to help take my mom to court (traffic shit, she had her license suspended for a bit), my roommates car broke down literally RIGHT AFTER I sold my car. Things just kept happening this week! So I have lots of tea to share when we catch up on stream π«βοΈ
2022-09-09 12:03:05 +0000 UTC View PostLate night titties? β¨οΈπ I miss you guys, and am going to try to stream tomorrow evening and celebrate Friday with you all β€οΈ
2022-09-09 06:25:19 +0000 UTC View PostI think my titties just haven't stopped growing lately π€ What do you think? I mean my bump hasn't stopped either lol π΅Can't stop, won't stopπ΅
2022-09-07 17:24:21 +0000 UTC View Post