I’m honest with all of you, I feel so sad and sometimes even anxious 🤯😢 because I miss it so bad to have time to do art, porn and also writing texts. I miss my work so bad that I even can’t find the right words. And I hope every day new, that now the time has come that I’m able to run here everything with more routine. So I hope you all stick with me a bit longer and trust in the process of the next days/weeks and that everything turns out how I wish that I can finally back full time 🫣❤️
Btw I also hope to get my smaller boobs back and with this my piercings - but it’s so hard to stop breastfeeding 😱👉👈
Good evening my dearest
How are you?
I hope your weekend was also very nice and you could enjoy the sun like me ☺️
Maybe you saw it, I was before the weekend tattooing. And I'm so excited how it looks healed but already know I love my white cloud ☁️ (In two weeks we make the other side)
And I feel so honored to have such good friends who are talented tattoo artists and are willing to leave their comfort zones for me and give new things a chance, like with this tattoo ❤️ He (the artist) normally only do black tattoos 🤷♀️
And anyway I notice how I feel better and better again in my body. Because even if something is still missing to the "old" I notice how I like at least that now already again.
And even if I'm actually not a fan of numbers in this topic, I know it interests some. At the moment I am still 8 kilos away from the "starting point". But I always wonder if I want to be so skinny again (or if I will find a middle(way) from the now and then) and also how much my breasts currently weigh more, what do you think?
But what is clear, on my legs and also belly I still has to do a little something 🤷♀️ but mainly legs without losing my butt 😂
Let’s play again - if you want to get a few very delicious snaps from my octopussy - like 10 posts and write me a message with a review (like a Google review)
The best two will even get a Polaroid send by post from me ☺️🥰
Would you trust my craftsmanship ☺️?
Our future guests have to 😉 I am so happy to finally have a guest room/bed to welcome and offer my friends from abroad a cozy sleeping place 🥰 but only you all know how I build it 😂🤷♀️
Good evening my dears
Today I asked on IG in the story "guess what" and I was "shocked" how many think I am pregnant again 🤣✌️ but I think you all know that this is certainly not the case and will not happen so quickly. Now my body and I are allowed to become/be one again (maybe even forever).
Even if the little cricket is the most beautiful and greatest thing in my life, I am honest: Being pregnant and everything that goes with it physically, is not something I miss or even liked very much.
Therefore, "guess what" - we are moving.
I write this with a laughing but also a crying eye. Because as you know I love our current apartment, the view and also just the memories that are here.
But even though we didn't want to admit it at first, it's just too small with the cricket. Especially when you consider that I work from home and really love to photograph.
Because that's hardly possible anymore 🙈☺️ stuff from the little cricket is lying around everywhere and everything bursts at the seams.
And I'll be honest, we actually wanted to look for something new fir at the end of the year (when cricket starts to walk). But then we discovered a real diamond 🙈 for me it was like in Lucerne to have found a little piece of Berlin, or rather a big piece.
And you know, Switzerland is insanely expensive all the more we were happy that we really found an affordable big apartment.
And I can hardly wait what I can set me there everything to photograph and show you everything ❤️ what I can already tell, it is an old building apartment from 1910, very high rooms and even if the view from the rooms is no longer so perfect, the more perfect it is from the roof terrace ❤️ not only the pilatus as now but also the lake ☺️🤷♀️
Are you excited with me?
And swipe to the last photo to see why my belly is red 🤣 (do you think the last one is a good IG photo)?
Soft mum body
Somehow it’s a bit hard for me, since I still have to wait to really workout because of the surgery 😣 hope you like this shape as well 🙈☺️ So at least you have something from the situation 🤷♀️🥰
Good evening my dears
I am sorry from the bottom of my heart that I was so inactive here, but I got sick again without warning which slowed me down a lot.
And I am honest above all it has taken me mentally very much and does still. To realize that my body has mastered the whole pregnancy and birth perfectly, but afterwards somehow fell into a little exhaustion hole is hard. Especially because my body is like my best friend, my beloved team partner for life and until now has always been the one in my life on which I would put 100% and also trust. Therefore, I just had to process everything slowly.
And I hope you all don't hold it against me.
On Monday I will be operated and hope that after that it will only go uphill 🥰.
And I hope you're happy that tomorrow finally comes a new video - I'm looking forward to hearing from you whether I'm a milf or not 🥰🙈
Of course I hope you all are better than me and you enjoy life to the fullest 🥰
Feel kissed from me ❤️
