I don't know yet if I can sleep well today 🙈🥺 so please send me all your good thoughts and hopes. Especially regarding my insta.
so today just a little screenshot of the video all my resubscribers got 🥰
If you want it too, feel free to send me a little tip and you'll get the video 😉 (the amount is completely up to you ) but I'm happy about anyone who sends me a little joy with it, in this silly time 🥺
For a Christmas smile..
Who will be online today? Because I will post a few things for all the people who are alone (or in company and nevertheless online) 🥰❤️
Good evening my dearest people 🥰
And just thank you for being here and spending Christmas with me ❤️
I hope so much you all had a wonderful but slightly different Christmas as we did, so far.
Dennis and I have only been home and we haven't seen anyone.
Which is really the greatest gift ever for me. Because ever since I can remember, holidays and especially Christmas have triggered me a lot. Somehow it's just something that no matter how hard I work at it, I can't change. I don't like superficial or "duty" meetings, just like I don't like that it's always about consumption and a "norm", and somehow that's what makes so many people unhappy.
So it's the best thing about this pandemic, to be able and just spend "normal" days over Christmas without social pressure. And I like to make people happy or rather make them smile. So hopefully with the pictures and the video I can give all of you a smile ❤️ thank you for let me be a part of your Christmas and be one of mine ❤️
And just out of interest 😊
What's it like for you guys? Do you like this "abnormal" time and the whole contemplative mood?
And here Christmas gift nr. 2
the amazing set from @la_petite_mort
Thank you so much, it’s still such an honour to wear it and feeling appreciated by you as human and also artist/model.
Even more because I’m such a huge fan of your work 🥺🙏❤️
And since you love black and white, of course here some in b&w too 🥰❤️
Good evening
I wanted to give myself a treat today and tie myself. To feel the ropes for the last time in 2020 and let myself fall completely. But somehow it backfired, I felt absolutely not in the condition to fly and also what I tied I don't like at all.
At first I thought it might be the natural rope colour, but it didn't get any better with black. So I gave up 🤷♀️🥺
But I know that's also a bit due to the eyes with which I look at it.
So how and what do you like better?
And of course I hope your day was better 🤷♀️
Good evening
How was your start into the new year?
Mine was wonderful 🥰❤️
And like many people, I started implementing one of my goals today.
Because even though I've already written about it many times, I want to show even more what it means to have bdsm as a hobby and to have to "practice" it.
So here is a little video of me practicing with the whip. 😊 I know for many it looks more like self-punishment. But for me it is not. It's much more of a warm-up or just practice and it's a lot of fun for me 🥰 and connecting with my body ❤️
What do you think? And above all, what do you think of the editing?
I wish you all a wonderful Sunday evening.
Dennis and I had a very cosy day at home, as usual, to finish off the week nicely. Somehow this became very important for us, as we only have a few hours at home together during the week.
And because I know Dennis is always a bit melancholic about the new week on sundays, I always try to be especially obliging.
I often make a delicious breakfast, we go for a walk and, of course, we have a bit of loving time during which I try to take great care of him. Which is really love, because since it's a routine I've really learned to spoil. Something I'm most proud of is my deep throat skills, like you all know and which I've really improved through this routine.
Just like I never drank fruit juice, but because he likes freshly squeezed juice, I've learned to love it too, after a bite of breakfast. 🤣🤷♀️
What do you do and like on Sundays? And did you improved a kinky ability in the last year?
And even though I love it, we of course only film a fraction of our sex life. So I still get excited like a little kid every time we film the whole thing. Like today, and I think we're getting better at that too, even if we never want to move away from amateur genre 🤷♀️
So I hope you all like the little trailer and the video I sended to you 😉
Do you like me as a cat woman?
And here you can see a “funny fact”
Even I’m pretty tall, in my opinion, I have the smallest hands ever. All friends even smaller ones have Lager hands than me 🤷♀️🙈
And who what’s to see some photos in black and white as well?
(The last two photos are light test photos, but I like it somehow 🙈)
Happy Friday to you
it's weekend and I thought it's time for a little game again.
I had fun with one of my favourites toys 😊
And of course took some pictures and even a little video 😊 if you want to see it you can like 10 posts of mine and write me a message with the reasons why you like to be a fan of mine 😊
Beautiful evening my favourites
I hope you all had a wonderful weekend 😊
Dennis and I have started a new series (lupin) and love it... who knows watch(ed) too?
And it just makes me so happy that we manage to create a good mix with all our life’s are. Like filming our sex (here a few behind the scene pictures)
We do it mostly Sundays and just having it to ourselves during the week 😊
Interestingly, I get so often asked how often we have sex during the week and also if we always film it.
So the answer for you all is that we have sex about 3-4 times a week and film a maximum of 1 time 🤷♀️😊 and I think that's important, to have a routine and healthy balance.
Not only that we have it for ourselves in private but also that we film regularly to get better 🙈😊 and I’m so lucky to have such a talented and also passionated cameraman as my partner ❤️
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So to all of you who want to see the improvements and a slightly more special video, check your messages 😉
I got this wonderful message and now I'm wondering which of you would enjoy such content more often?
Of course I can tell you a bit more about it as well if you want. Because the number 420 was not chosen just like that or for the reason of wanting to be "cool" 😉
I’m a real 420 girl 🤷♀️❤️🙈
Me with my sleepy face and some morning thoughts 🙈😊
For me it's really beautiful and I think I'm lucky that I feel so comfortable without make-up as well as naked.
And actually I would love to write about it on Instagram, because I saw a post about it from one of my favourite bloggers. But with pictures I could never upload on Instagram.
And now I'm wondering whether I should also address this in text or not? And above all whether I should address such a topic at all. Because I know that my body is not for everyone what it is for me: a construction site and the home of my soul.
Often I feel like my body shape is too much in the norm to write about the process of self-love. Because #thinprivilege
But the blogger also writes, that it makes her feel good to be so much at peace with herself, to upload a topless picture without Photoshop.
And that social media have also helped her to love herself more.
And it was the same for me, over the years and the variety of things I was allowed to see on social media, I really learned to like my rough edges. Which was hard for me for a long time. For example, my light eyelashes or my "long" belly.
In the same way, pictures and sports have helped me, which I only "consume" via social media and don't do with other people (except Dennis and my best friends from time to time).
So I think it's important that all different people share experiences.
And yet I don't want to trigger anyone, because I know I look the way I do, not only because of what I put in, but also because of my genetics.
So should I just not write about?
