Check your DMs for our “first” true fuckery out on the road again. 5 minutes of close up angles of us in my van, I love the way the light looks it’s actually amazing how good I look blue 💙 We have made it to CA. So glad you are all with us as I know this week in particular has been hectic. 💥
🍂🍃🍁 I’m not perfect, this is true. I’m not perfect and neither are you We both have secrets that we keep Some on the surface, others more deep I’ll keep yours safe even if you don’t tell me Bury them under the lies you try to sell me The story isn’t really the point after all is it? Just an image in the minds eye of the ones who have to hear it. Love through the process, the secrets, the pain. It brings me sadness that secrets can be so filled with shame. We’re all human, imperfect, some loud and some plain. Doesn’t mean we shouldn’t all be kind and love one another just the same. 🍂🍃🍁
I surprised my Sugar by stopping by in between some photoshoots I had near her area. I hadn’t been with her since before I left for CA, and I hadn’t gotten to fill her in yet on all the craziness, my health stuff, and all the juice as well. I called her and asked if she was home… of course it was meant to be, she had just been thinking of me too! So I went over to have a 💨 session and catch her up, but I am more of a visual person myself so I figured some I would just show her! The viewing party of the clown porn my God and I created got she and I so turned on we couldn’t help but start to fuck around ourselves! She tastes so good… the dialogue is hard to hear over my moans and horn honks, and the amazing music we were previously vibing to, but what I will say, is my favorite part was licking her pussy and asking “This is how I like my clit licked and played with… do you like this?” And then she answered succinctly in saying she liked up and down stimulation, so I began doing that and was tasting her sweet juices in no time. She squirmed and laughed and almost as if it was an oops, giggled her praise “Sorry, I just cum SO easily….” 🤤😉💥
Releasing 3 old sets today, in the spirit and essence of Halloween 💥 I’m curious to see who likes which set most, so after releasing these I’ll do a post with a poll. Indulge me, with your response. Xx 💋
I hope you didn’t forget about the footage we took at East Jesus amongst the installations 🖼️ and recycled art. 😝 I have a lot of new subscribers so if you want to know backstory on this particular day, just scroll through my feed and read some captions, watch the Bombay Beach Ruins footage pinned to my wall if you haven’t already, and know this video and that one were shot the same day. Answer the poll about if you can have multiple orgasms or are one and done- just because I can have multiple doesn’t mean I always do either! But back to East Jesus! We walked Salvation Mountain and then played at East Jesus during the day as well. When I say we walked what I mean is that I got walked, on my leash, and then I got fucked and filled with his divine, and delicious cum. Good kittens get to drink from the fountain and get filled until they are overflowing 💦 I was a good kitten that day, and I earned every drop.
I wanted to show you the smallest snippet of a bunch of amazing content I got with my Sugar. 🥰 She always takes such good care of me and I of her when we connect. Check your DMs for the video as we strip each other, and play with one another at the pool at the Airbnb I was shooting at. 💙
I’ve been a busy lady per usual… had the pleasure of shooting and the photographer was kind enough to let me have @sugarbean777 come over and play with me by the pool afterwards. That sexy time along with others with her is coming and cumming this week 💋 for now enjoy the only BTS I took from my last two days of traveling and then shooting after clowning around some in CA. I have such a packed schedule this October with lots of content creation with my favorite ladies and gentleman, along with lots of photoshoots as well. Excited and also feeling very grateful. And a lot better since I was on my deathbed only two weeks ago. Thank you for your well wishes and continued support as I navigate life, my body and health and all the things. 💜 Sorry I still suck at working a camera myself.
This 13 minutes of fucking madness and debauchery is located in your DMs. I know Halloween is approaching but I do not need a reason to dress up, down, be sexy, silly OR clown around! I hope this tickles at least one of your fancies, because it sure did tickle ours. We recorded this and were so excited to watch and edit it that we did it directly afterwards and had to stop and have sex again to our own content because we were getting so turned on. Gimme a honk if you like it too! Including but not limited to, strip tease, blowjob, doggie style, my lovely self getting fucked with my legs behind my head, rimming, and a creampie finish. We shot the finish in POV also but it looks so good at this angle so we made an executive decision. If you don't like clowns, maybe I can change your mind...
I don’t do enough ode’s to God. But this divine masculine being has held me up in more ways than one, and I willingly give myself to him. A lot of people can create content, they can fuck, they can even be semi alright in relationship, but it takes a certain type to be with me in my entirety, with my power and magic, my intermittent health flairs and my nomadic, adventure seeking lifestyle. AND fuck me right all the time, AND create with me 🤤🥹💋💥 Feeling fortunate to have someone who stayed literally right by my side or at my feet while I was in the hospital. That may seem like common sense but you’d be surprised what people are and aren’t capable of. So I thank the Gods, for giving me my own to help me through the darkness. I needed someone physically here, and it’s nice that that prayer was answered ❤️🔥
November 10, 2021. Some of you may remember this set. I didn’t disclose this at the time, but I was just on the upswing of the second to worse case of Gastrointestinal problems I have ever had. Since these last two months have proven to be the most consistent months of negative impact, I wanted to open up further about my health journey. In late July 2021 I ended up in the ER for severe abdominal pain. It took two weeks of recovery before I went back to work as a therapist. Within two weeks of “back to the daily grind”, taking on my full client caseload again, and putting my own needs on the back burner, my health rapidly declined again and I ended up having to step away from being a therapist altogether to then just focus on myself. I bought another smaller van and decided to hit the road and live off my savings. When you work so much you save too since there is no time to play with your money. I hit the road, going wherever I wanted, planning a route through multiple states, and visit friends and nature I wanted to. This was taken at @kriztelyn ’s house, only months after my rapid decline. I was 112 pounds when I should be 125-135 healthy, but despite how thin I was I felt amazing and had stepped back into my power after being rocked physically, severing from my relationship where I was getting no support, breaking a lease and moving, and trying to work through all of this then realizing… working myself to death, even in a helping capacity, was going to help no one ultimately. So I stepped away. I’ve always modeled, for nearly 20 years, all through every other job and career. As I hit the road, photographers in areas I had never been, or them unaware that I would be in their area, started contacting me randomly to shoot. I was blown away by how when I focus on taking care of yourself, the Universe always provides. Since then, August 2021, I shifted into full time modeling and content creation. I only book and work with people I want to or have the capacity for. My health is discussed with those I know closely as when I travel to my connections I’m burnt, and need to be taken care of as I can’t always take care of myself. I currently am being taken care of full time, which is needed and necessary so I do take the time to worship and thank my God Eternal. This last 2 months I have been severely ill 3 times and ended up in the hospital overnight after an ambulance ride once, all due to my GI problems. When something is internal and outside of my control it can be scary at times. I am so grateful for my bounce back in between, and the energy I get from creating for you all. I’m pretty thin right now too but know it’s out of my control. People don’t know my circumstances and jump to false accusations, I just also didn’t want to burden the masses when I thought and felt at the time that this page was meant for only the fuckery and the good times. Life is a wild ride, the balance of good and bad, pain and beauty, happiness and suffering, is what makes it so juicy and incredible. Thank you all for following me, and if you read this to the end leave a comment saying so and I’ll DM you something special… since this was a fucking NOVEL and I appreciate it if you actually took the time to read it.
Back to the Salton Sea, to the Bombay Beach Ruins. We had extra time and energy, and I sure was thirsty out there… it was SO hot with no cloud cover. The little bit of breeze was welcomed when it came. So was my God Eternal when he did! 😉 Here’s a 7+ minute video of our excursion at the Diva Station. Where I suck his cock like I love doing and take most of his load down my throat but… not all .🤤 The mixture of my siliva and his cum, divine. I wanted to continue to use it as lube and fuck him through to another orgasm (since God stays hard for me, always making sure I’m fulfilled). But we had to feed ourselves then venture on to Slab City, where I have fond memories with others I’m in connection with (if you haven’t seen my other footage at slab city, request it in the DMs 💋 you’ll see how I continuously up the quality and production value of my content over time). After exploring Salvation Mountain, we went on to East Jesus and finished me off and him again, getting an amazing creampie video at what are now our personal favorite art installations. Still have to edit that footage so enjoy this in the interim, as I gag on the divine, lapping him up like the thirsty mermaid I was. 🧜🏽♀️💥🩵 I realized I’m one of the fortunate ones who can have multiple orgasms, along with my partner as well. It took me YEARS to learn to squirt and some people don’t realize they have the skill of multiple orgasms but they do. I’m curious about you! Can you cum multiple times?
Sunset yoga at Slab City, where we stayed over night to create quite juicy and artistic content for you out at East Jesus among the art installations. This was after being in the ER, going to a 4 day music festival, driving to and hiking up and down Deep Creek hot springs, driving to Bombay Beach and shooting content at the ruins in the heat, and THEN going to slab city, salvation mountain, east Jesus, recording there- and setting up at night. I still had energy so I wanted to utilize it. Movement is medicine, this holds me accountable too, and some of you have requested nude yoga, so I got my partner to record some good angles for you too 😉 Excited for all that’s coming once it gets edited, are you?
Snippets of the festival, as promised today. I know it’s not much but it’s what I think I can actually post, otherwise too many other bodies present. The gold chain outfit, this is the day after I got out of the hospital, when I ran to see New Constellations playing. Such an incredible set, with my favorite people, who definitely kept me alive!! I loved the clown outfit so much I shot with it out at the salton sea and Bombay beach, stay tuned for those sets and accompanying YouTube videos soon too. It’s October! Halloween is my favorite holiday! I’m going to get some clown porn in for you guys!!! I dont need an excuse to dress up but I’ll use one 😝
1) I apologize for the wind! 2) I pulled it together and did a small testimonial re-introducing myself (I know some of you love these 😉). My experiences, of this world and of others, and how I got to the point I am at now. To tie in some loose ends I didn’t mention, I wanted to finish this bio not in the wind but that wasn’t an option, I was asked HOW I got into creating content. I have been modeling for 19 years now. Wild to think that. In 2017 I shot for playboy’s pilot series Naked in Nature, only found on their subscription site. I modeled and did Onlyfans starting in 2017, and have also been posting my more intimate and fuck magic moments. Early 2020 I started my vanlife journey right before the pandemic, and was on the road still seeing clients in therapy but remotely. 2020 was an amazing year for me. After my health flair in 2023, I stopped being a therapist and have solely been a model and content creator. I have my now third van I live in, me and my pussy 🐱 ❤️🔥 I’ve been supported and held up by amazing people, and I’m working to make better quality content for you all, all the time. Things have really shifted for me over the years, and I’ve been tapping into so much power recently, it’s hard to fathom at times. So, the long and short of that is that times are sometimes easy and sometimes hard. I get through them both with all of you, nature, the ones I love and who treat me with respect. In the present, I also wanted to say, the New Constellations set, got canceled half way due to severe weather warnings and lightening. She had just been on stage discussing how hard it was to get there but that they did and were so glad. I think it’s ironic even through it all, there is so much out of our control all the time, like the weather, or physical ailments. What I do know is there is also so much within our control. How we treat ourselves and others, nature, and we get to choose who we fuck with and how we act through circumstances within and out of our control. Responses and reactions. Be kind to each other and yourselves. Never know what each of us have gone through 💓 If you want to see more of what we do, myself, my cat and my God and partner, I have a YouTube channel you can follow.
Remembering my power~ I am alive. I had a health scare but I have made it out. Last time I went to Deep Creek, I got amazing photos that I never recovered until a couple days ago. They came when they needed to, to show me my own magic. Take time to recall the magic in you. It’s within us all, and it’s what I use to harness and create. Check your DMs for the rest of the set. I’m back, and have content coming for you, of the things that were requested. 😉
I am truly sorry for the static recently you guys. I have been going through other major health issues on top of the food poisoning and my body is being rocked with the effects. I want so desperately to do a video post discussing these things but honestly I’m not in the physical space nor do I have the capacity to do so. I just want to communicate openly with everyone here, so you all know I want desperately to create content, shine bright and keep everyone in the know on my life as I live it fully and express love, light and magic. I am with all of you, so know I am thinking of you regardless of my physical health currently. Your financial support and otherwise has not gone unnoticed and is the only reason I am able to sustain, so thank you 💓
I didn’t want to spill the beans, not until I saw how I felt in the moment. I was feeling enough myself to travel some hours away to visit my Sugar Bean last night 🫦🥰 She is a busy lady, but I needed some tending to after my near death experience 😅 When I wasn’t taken very well care of and kept alive by my God Eternal, my Sugar was picking up the rest of my pieces… or wooing my problems away with sweet coos, murmurs and moans. This is a short clips of a 25 minute BTS reel. Excited to edit and get it to you all! I have a lot of male dominated content recently and I love my variety as I know do most of you, so as a gift to ALL of us, myself included, I said “Give me some Sugar!” (Queue Outkast, Heya (yes I’m silly)). Thank you again for your well wishes and other support as I unexpectedly got sick and then recovered. You guys are what make my life possible. Your support is what motivates me to shine bright and continue to give and share my light. ❤️🔥
Throwback to not so long ago when I was doing yoga and practicing self care at some of my favorite hot springs. 💓 Thank you for your patience as I slowly come back to myself after getting quite ill recently with food poisoning. I was about to do a longer re-introduction of myself and dive into some of this a bit sooner but my recovery hasn’t been as quick as I would have wanted. Honestly I don’t bounce back quite like I used to at times. But I am feeling more myself daily and am getting back to building up my strength. Some of you already know this but I had some health issues a couple years ago and things just haven’t been the same for me since then. (I will dive into this and a slew of other things in a video post, soon, I promise 🩵). Feel free to send me requests for old content in the next couple of days and I will send you something if I have it and it ISN’T anal hahaha. And the pre requested things from fans previously discussed are coming just a little bit later due to my unexpected, basically exorcism with that food poisoning. Your well wishes are also being heard and appreciated. Shout out to the fan who sent me money for soup as I slowly graduated back into a non-liquid diet. This is now the second time in a year that I have gotten food poisoning at a fine dining restaurant. It really irks me. Since my health issues I’m way more sensitive and so things hit me especially hard and way faster and easier than anyone I know. This comes to not only physical but also energetic things as well. More to come in the future 💋
I love you guys! Ok, so I just got the gnarliest case of food poisoning ever, but I still want you to see the honey drip! Not even near death can stop this hahaha