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2023-12-22 03:27:55 +0000 UTC View PostStream started at 12/22/2023 12:46 am oiling up and cleaning up! What do you want for Christmas? #white #fishnets #cindymoon
2023-12-22 03:17:39 +0000 UTC View PostCharging phone some during shower and coming back on. š„°ā„ļøšā„ļø onlyfans hides the real number of viewers so Iām sharing the summary. Playing a onlyfans model for research purposes. ššµļøCheck the time duration and viewers between picture 2 and 3. š¤ If everyone tipped $5 I would have made my goals. Give me a merry Christmas the next time I go on, okay? Donāt be a Scrooge. ššš āļøš (I donate to refugees and help single mommies and that means u do, too. ššā„ļø) #cindymoon #christmas #onlyfans
2023-12-22 00:07:40 +0000 UTC View PostThe audacity to say he cares more than I do was one of the craziest things he ever said to me. This bitch doesnāt even help me walk the dog. Heās done it twice in 4 years. No dates. No birthdays. No anniversaries. No help. No holidays. No vacations. No lunch in new restaurants or even breakfast in bed. ???? Going live. What the actual fuck is going on. Everyone knows mainstream media has been biased and there are more honest groups and people on social media reporting honestly. I canāt get through to him and I donāt want people like him to exist anymore. I canāt get through to him. I used to feel bad cuz his dad is a deadbeat but I donāt have the energy or image to love or educate him out of whatever reality heās in. It needs to be another whxte man. I donāt know what he wants from me. You want to be a black man?? Whatās going on here??? Youād rather be a brown or black man??? Being a 6ā6 white man isnāt good enough for you? You think itās easier and better to be black??? Wtf do you want from me? Complaining about being a tall white man to a female person of color for a pity party is just stupid. Just shut the fuck up already. So stupid. Going live.
2023-12-21 23:19:26 +0000 UTC View PostIf you live in South #Florida would you rather drive your own car to #Orlando or take the new Brightline train? If I drive on my own I can bring a suitcase or two and Iāll have my own transportation but I wonāt be able to answer messages and Iāll have to pay for parking and risk getting into an accident If I take the train itāll be faster but Iāll likely be limited to 1 suitcase and will need to Uber around but Iāll save money on parking and is less likely to have an incident since itās on a track. The last time I went and stayed at a hotel they charged 40 a night for parking so Iām asking people with more travel experience which they would rather do. 99 each way on train means about $200 for round trip Flights are out of question rn
2023-12-21 22:49:56 +0000 UTC View PostIām probably gonna go live for a few minutes to check in
2023-12-21 22:25:20 +0000 UTC View PostThank you for the top 1.9%. I really appreciate you guys for always uplifting me. I promise to keep going. ā„ļø
2023-12-21 21:36:35 +0000 UTC View PostI am going through the craziest shit right now and I donāt understand why heās doing this when it would only benefit us both if he would just help out or bring me peace. I canāt even breathe. I canāt even focus or relax. I want to focus on work but heās making it completely impossible. I donāt even recognize myself anymore. He called me anti-semxtic for protesting against gxnocide last night along with calling me a heartless sociopath that only cares about myself. (There are lots of wonderful Jews also protesting against gxnocide. ) I definitely donāt even care enough about myself and should. Itās like he has no interest in knowing or accepting me and idk what tf is going on. I care too much about other peopleās welfare and heās saying I donāt. ⦠He says he cares more than I do. ⦠and that Iām just this parrot that wants to be popular (as if this is the easiest most popular thing for me to do???) , that Iām just regurgitating false information about Gaza from influencers who are liars (bro, wtf) (this is literally the unsexiest most unprofitable, unpopular, unorthodox, most unprofessional and most caring thing I could possibly do as a sex worker. Iām sharing and boosting actual people from Gaza and credible journalism sources. I donāt know how you could say something like this to me. I share and comment on articles and I have a fundraiser for the refugees on my IG and heās calling me a heartless sociopath. ) Iām the ceo of a refugee journalism site and Iām somehow useless and heartless??? He keeps saying that I donāt actually care about peopleā¦. When I seriously feel like I am doing the absolute most that I can while heās busy on all these dating sites and antagonizing me and all of his other exes. I just couldnāt take it anymore. The constant gas lighting and villainizing me when I ask for help is just astronomical. For no oneās benefit. He is never my peace, I canāt rely on him and he wonāt do anything to help me make A team money even though Iāve helped him countless times. I donāt know whatās wrong with him but he chooses to put the worst stuff in my ear and I just donāt want anything to do with him anymore. I also put on a chxldrenās Christmas movie on last night called Scrooge and there was a 20-30 second scene where there was a black guy playing one of the poor people and he got SO UPSET at seeing A CARTOON BLXCK PERSON. He accused me of putting on a rxcist movie just to make him feel bad.??????????? (Can my white friends watch this same movie and let me know if itās reasonable to get this upset over watching #Scrooge on #netflix ? Iām serious.) putting on Scrooge= I hxte whxte people???? What????????? I love white people. He went on a tirade on how hard it is to be a Whxte man (omfg š) and I just got so fucking sick and tired of his shit. He said That all I want to do is make whxte people feel bad and thatās why I put on Scrooge. I told him itās not a good look and that no oneās going to cry for him complaining about how hard it is to be a whxte man. He keeps getting let go at jobs and he wants to blame it on him being whxte. Itās Fcking ridiculous. He then said I secretly hxte white people and I was just flabbergasted at his gaslighting. Because I had cartoon SCROOGE on Netflix. Itās a fuckkng kidz CARTOON movie. There are poor blxck and whxte people all over the world. He said all I ever want to do is make whxte people the villains and make them feel bad. ITS SCROOGE. Itās a classic Christmas movie. He was mean to ALL PEOPLE DESPITE THEIR SKIN COLOR. There are poor people of ALL SKIN COLORS. Heās spending so much time doing everything but making my life easier and I canāt for the life of me understand why. I feel like I canāt even breathe. Heās holding my content hostage from OCTOBER and says I have shit content even though heās the one who wonāt make me feel pretty and wonāt take any photos of me. I have no idea what the fuck is wrong with him or what is going on but Iām just so scared of even letting him have one more minute of me. Heās saying I hxte whxte people because I put Netflixās cartoon movie Scrooge on tv. How do you get that from Christmas movie Scrooge????? How can you say that to someone you supposably care about? How am I the bad guy rxcist for trying to watch a Christmas cartoon movie??? Iām so Fcking lost and feel so helpless. Itās like this almost every day. Iām being evil and rxcist for watching Scrooge???? What??????????? I had to let all that out. He keeps ignoring my needs but expects me to still be here for him. Iāve given him enough and heād rather lose me than help me and im ready to accept that. Iām mellowing out. Someone gave me a $100 tip today so I am okay and I will be fine. He gets angry at me for sharing but he wonāt stop abxsing me in private and I donāt want to protect, help or love him anymore. I would have given him a family, a house, the whole world but he wonāt even take me on a movie date or let me watch a cartoon Christmas movie in peace. I canāt get through to him. I donāt know what to do. Youāre the one that made sure this relationship failed and I hope you find someone you will actually love one day. Just thinking about you makes me sick. Wtf are you doing, dude. I know itās not normal or sexy to share so much of my life and yea here but I just feel so desperate to be seen and comforted right now. He wonāt listen to me at all and I donāt even know what to do except cut him off. I feel like I owe it to some of you to show what Iām going through and if I ever let someone take me out on a date, i wanted to show you how NOT to talk to me. Iām sorry for those who arenāt used to people being so personal here but I really needed to express myself and whatās really going on in my life. I wish I could love the hate out of people who have been taking in red pill cry baby borderline hateful content from the internet. But they donāt see me. They wonāt listen to me. It just makes me more and more radical. I just want a world where everyone is loving. Itās hard on me that I canāt even make a difference with 1 person in my own home.
2023-12-21 19:35:53 +0000 UTC View PostHaving no job and no time to help me with onlyfans but time to be on a bunch of dating sites and apps and sleep with other people is crazy to me. Iām not dealing with this crazy shit anymore. š Have her take care of you. Youāre just gonna stress her out so bad she drops out of med school, so I feel bad for her. Thanks for sleeping with her on my birthday. Why would I ever give you another chance after that? You can go get hxt by a cxr for all I care. š
2023-12-21 19:00:27 +0000 UTC View PostReal life? š online life? š #polls
2023-12-21 18:53:03 +0000 UTC View PostAny of my fans going to Holiday Matsuri in Orlando? I might go by myself. Iād love to be silent bob or mommy in any friend groups. Iām a recluse and would love to tag along in watching cosplay shows and sit in panels. #orlando #florida #holidaymatsuri
2023-12-21 17:48:55 +0000 UTC View PostStream started at 12/21/2023 02:35 am Happy holidays! How r u all doing Hanging out in black #CalvinKlein undies before I hope into the shower for a refreshing drain! Fully exposed #tits and close up of my #pussy included. š«¦
2023-12-21 07:54:05 +0000 UTC View PostGood night, #world. I love you. ā„ļø
2023-12-21 07:45:10 +0000 UTC View PostDoes anyone know a good mobile app for pixelating/censoring? Also, new writing! Still welcoming any writers who want to brainstorm any and all fun ideas inspired by my #writing. āļø #cindymoon #scifi #fantasy
2023-12-21 07:37:49 +0000 UTC View PostTell me a place where itās snowing right now. āļøāļøšØļø
2023-12-21 07:22:38 +0000 UTC View PostI just got 100 in tips im not p*ssy anymore Iāll keep shining. šš
2023-12-21 06:32:18 +0000 UTC View PostIf any of you are bigger than my ex lover, and would love to help me out by playing part time boyfriend, please let me know. I want to detach as soon as possible. I want to be bright, positive, playful and smiling.
2023-12-21 06:03:22 +0000 UTC View PostSo glad Iām single. jfc, that was not worth it.
2023-12-21 05:56:29 +0000 UTC View PostI only want guys who give me princess treatment from now on. I donāt understand why you would give me the worst time of my life after how much Iāve sacrificed to be with you and you donāt even give me birthdays or anniversaries. I feel so stupid for trying to love him. Fucking loser.
2023-12-21 05:52:28 +0000 UTC View PostShould have spent that money on refugees instead
2023-12-21 05:51:03 +0000 UTC View PostGuess what color #thong I have on. š
2023-12-21 05:41:53 +0000 UTC View PostHe keeps trying to rub this med student in my face so if youāre a surgeon or a doctor, dm me.
2023-12-21 05:32:38 +0000 UTC View PostWould u rather be a fling or a lover? #cindymoon #vote
2023-12-21 05:30:56 +0000 UTC View PostIām so looking forward to making content with people who arenāt mean and weird to me. His ex wife reached out to me on how he did the same thing to her for 6 years so I donāt feel so crazy. You want to lose the only person you have left? Thatās fine with me. I donāt want to be this negative and broke with you anymore. I donāt need someone whoās holding my content hostage from OCTOBER and then has the audacity to call me the bad guy. I fucking hate being like this. Ugh.
2023-12-21 05:28:18 +0000 UTC View PostI have some costars in mind and Iāll be going on smoothie dates to see if I can come out of my shell for them. I just need like 30 seconds to a minute of content. He acts like thatās asking for too much and I just donāt fucking care about him anymore.
2023-12-21 05:17:23 +0000 UTC View PostHe also let me know he invited the med student to hang out at his place before I ever got to be at his place even though I spent over 50 grand on him and got him a car. I donāt want anything to do with him anymore. Iām so tired of his behavior and weird comments. Heās just the biggest piece of shit I have ever dated.
2023-12-21 05:14:28 +0000 UTC View PostI just donāt understand why you would come over just to antagonize me and I just donāt want it anymore. I donāt need some loser who doesnāt bring anything to the table. Thereās literally something wrong with him.
2023-12-21 05:11:52 +0000 UTC View Post