They seem sus idk

They seem sus idk
2021-03-18 09:19:54 +0000 UTC View PostWhere do you stash your Jameson
2021-03-18 04:08:57 +0000 UTC View PostToday was international women’s day but I still felt like shit
2021-03-09 03:22:34 +0000 UTC View PostHere is my audition to go back in time and work in a dusty old saloon (preferable without the typhoid or tuberculosis)
2021-03-08 01:32:08 +0000 UTC View PostThis is why I don’t like having too many followers for too low a cost. I understand that it might be frustrating that I struggle keeping up with messages. That my turnaround time with custom content might be long. I pride myself on a good product and that doesn’t come fast (no pun intended). I have no team of photographers, or makeup artists, or costume, set, or lighting people. I have no one editing and I have no management to oversee my messages. I also have a fucking life. I’m a person. I am going through a fucking legal issue...which is effecting all of my personal relationships and mental health, and obviously effecting any profession. If you think I’m just fucking off or ignoring this shit then you clearly don’t pay attention and you aren’t the kind of person I want here. Any transactions I make with people are not ignored. I will not have a quick turnaround. I may not have a manager but I have an attorney I have to get the “ok go” from. Tbh I don’t show them most of it, because I have to earn money. Posting my shit on Reddit is a low ball move. COMMENTING THAT SHIT ON ALL MY OTHER SOCIALS IS ACTUALLY VINDICTIVE. If you are one of those people unfollow. Gtfo. I don’t want you here and apparently no one else does if you feel so powerful. I hope you enjoy this little satisfaction. Make a name for yourself! Oh wait—someone who had any fucking confidence wouldn’t do that.
2021-03-05 08:27:58 +0000 UTC View PostYALL I AM FUCKIN DONE PLAYIN WITH THIS SHIT. Get tf out of my dms if you are gonna threaten me or pay chump change (no offense I know times are hard obviously why else am I here) to fucking comment on my ig and tiktoks with links to my pictures...why tf you here? You got some d00ds paying you on Reddit or something? Get over yourselves. It literally ruins the fun of this site and all the people that I *think* I can trust. You wanna complain about my content and then fucking post it on all my socials? Can’t wait for my little siblings, my aunts and uncles, my former employers to just click on one of your links. Just one more thing to be held against me in court. Whoopdy fuckin doo. Great job. I hope you got paid for leaking instead of just the satisfaction of fucking with me.
2021-03-05 08:09:18 +0000 UTC View PostLmao if you subscribe to me to dm me and threaten me I’m blocking you
2021-03-02 05:19:27 +0000 UTC View PostThis is gonna be a long one: I’m not shy. I have always tried to remain upfront and honest with subscribers. Many of you know a good deal about my past, my struggles with mental health and depression, as well as my professional life. Many of you also probably know I’ve been going through a really vicious legal battle with an ex who has tried ruin my reputation and to make it virtually impossible for me to work... For *literal* legal reasons I can’t give too much information about my case, but due to covid my case has been pushed back 3 times—from November to February, and now to a later date. I have never posted full nudity on my feed, but on occasion sold privately and of course dealt with content getting leaked. I was advised to not post publicly or privately at all lest my *morals be compromised in the eyes of the court*. Since I have no other source of income, yet have bills and an attorney to pay, this site is the only thing that has made that possible. Like I’ve said, I’m not shy...but I’ve had to disclose so much very personal and intimate information to friends, family, and attorneys—this account being no exception. I have been stripped of any privacy, and this does a lot to a person. I’ve been humiliated. Dehumanized. I’ve been so depressed and felt so defeated, I can hardly find the physical or emotional energy to post on ANY of my platforms. I don’t want to sound like I’m making excuses, but this is my situation and this is my account. It’s cost me a lot of subscriptions (not sure if it’s a boast or complaint but I went from top 1% to top 3%...) Anyone who has left or wants to, I have no qualms. For everyone who has stayed with me, you have been so supportive and I cannot possibly express my gratitude. Sorry bout the pasties. /rant
2021-02-26 02:30:50 +0000 UTC View PostThis is a very accurate representation of how I spend most days (in between crying and phone calls with my attorney)
2021-02-25 21:17:57 +0000 UTC View PostI gained 10 lbs since last March I wonder how that happened it couldnt be a broken arm and then winter during a pandemic
2021-02-24 19:27:29 +0000 UTC View PostIM COMING BACK THIS WEEK WITH A VENGEANCE I actually have been motivated enough to clean my room, put on makeup or feel remotely cute... I’ve got some good good coming (IMO)😎😬😅
2021-02-23 22:52:39 +0000 UTC View PostI’ve been in a rut but to make up for my absence I will now be uploading a million pictures for Valentine’s Day because I love you (and also love red and pink)
2021-02-13 18:51:57 +0000 UTC View PostHi everybody I haven’t posted lately because ⚠️ TW⚠️ self harm. I’m super sorry and I’m getting better, this court thing is just starting to seem like it’s actually never going to end because of covid and it’s hard to come to terms with that. I took some time away and have a lot of people caring for me but I didn’t forget about you
2021-02-01 05:02:39 +0000 UTC View PostI think being vulnerable requires a lot of humility. While I may not always come across humble, I am in so many ways. For all of the shit I have been through, the awful people who have hurt me, and all of the help I have asked for, I am immeasurably humbled by the people who have come into my life, and despite it all, have accepted me, helped me, and loved me. Sometimes I think I outwardly express vulnerability by sharing my body. Everyone close to me has at some point seen me at least *sort of* naked...some might say I’m shameless. But I think I’m not shameless as much as I am trusting. And even though that trust can easily be misused, it is a fantastic gift when it is embraced. Idk, that’s just my stream of consciousness speaking. Anyways if you scroll through these fast enough they are like a gif!
2021-01-27 18:24:45 +0000 UTC View PostThis week BOTH THE IRS AND MVA basically told me I dont exist so cannot get my tax return from 2019, or the stimulus check, or renew my car registration...but they also sent me this years tax papers and a parking ticket I paid two years ago...something isn’t adding up (even though my outfit does)
2021-01-20 18:12:39 +0000 UTC View PostI have not been very active. 2020 was a whirlwind, right? I lost my job, ended up in the hospital, moved, broke my elbow, got taken to court by my ex (which is still going on), broke my tooth and jaw and found out I have severe tmj...and none of that is even including covid or the fact that people are finally finding out our government is a sham and that blah blah blah society. I wish I could stop apologizing. I wish for just a moment I could relax and focus on what I love doing...being watched and listened to, singing and dancing and having my picture taken and dressing up. The IRS never gave me my tax return for 2019 and I have had so many forms to fill out and I never heard back.in fact the IRS has told me that my social security number does not exist. Never received this new stimulus check yet had to pay $8000 estimated taxes this week to avoid penalties. At this point I don’t even know what I am doing anything for and I am starting to forget what I love.
2021-01-15 08:01:03 +0000 UTC View PostAll the ball drops are copyrighted
2021-01-01 05:13:38 +0000 UTC View PostHonestly I dropped the fucking ball and it’s not even New Years
2020-12-26 07:38:04 +0000 UTC View PostMy mom asked for a swiffer..is it Christmas yet
2020-12-26 07:08:46 +0000 UTC View PostI’m unloading for Christmas because I’ve been so unbelievably busy wrapping presents and coordinating schedules to accommodate a covid holiday...we can’t forget charlie
2020-12-25 01:36:29 +0000 UTC View PostI fucked up my days again... wore Thursday on a Friday
2020-12-18 07:54:37 +0000 UTC View PostI need to add more color, I’ve been wearing so much black but I want to look like a Christmas tree
2020-12-11 21:54:28 +0000 UTC View PostI spend a lot of time at this desk
2020-12-03 21:15:44 +0000 UTC View PostYou are what you drink...or something like that...well I don’t think I’m ugly I just like to drink it. I have seriously been stressed the f*%# out and I drink like 6 cans of ugly a day (this is not a promotion I just really like them)
2020-12-02 22:01:35 +0000 UTC View Post