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that pumpkin dish I had during the border run? it got stuck in my head hard!!!! I liked it so much that the first thing I did after getting home was go out searching for pumpkin in a faraway grocery store. I have this idea to make a sweet rice pilaf with pumpkin and dried fruit, kind of like something I used to eat many years ago. aside from that, I woke up feeling off today because of a bad dream. my thoughts were all over the place, but weirdly enough, my little pumpkin-hunting adventure helped me refocus. also, turns out talking things through with chatgpt actually helps too. so yeah — border runs, pumpkins, and unexpected self-therapy. #fyp #stockings #skinny #tiktok #goth #longlegs #bluehair #punk #freak #tall

yesterday I went on a border run to extend my stay in Thailand. I hadn’t done one in over a year since I had a longer-term visa, and honestly, I kind of missed it. the trip was long — four hours each way, plus about an hour at the border in Cambodia — but I got lucky with my seat. I took the very back one in the minibus, which reclined almost flat, so I managed to sleep through most of the journey. on the way back, we stopped at a cafeteria where food was included in the trip cost. I was really happy to find something meat-free — pumpkin with eggs and rice. simple but so good. overall, the day went smoothly, and now my stay is extended. mission complete. #fyp #skinny #tease #tiktok #freevideo #smallass #whitepanties #smallbooty #panties #butt

hii! your reactions to this set made me so happy, so I’m sharing more! I experimented with some unusual poses here, and a few even ended up looking surprisingly censored :3 #fyp #nude #naked #petite #skinny #ppv #tall #androgynous #nonbinary #enby

I finished a drawing I started a while ago and wanted to share the result with you. I thought about coloring it, but honestly, I don’t think that’s what I want to do. so I decided to leave it as is — just black and white. there are a lot of details in this one, and what makes me laugh is that the most eye-catching thing here is… a teapot. why? no idea, it just kinda happened, lol #fyp #art #artist #drawing #sketch #babyface

finally, the Lucy cosplay is here! let’s start with some tiktoks~ #fyp #video #freevid #freevideo #cosplay #anime #cyberpunk #lucy #tiktok

today was a total fail. I wanted to make an aesthetic breakfast — some nice little toasts with a creamy spread on top. found a pretty pinterest recipe and got inspired. the original recipe had cream cheese, pepper, lemon juice, salt, and herbs. but I, in my infinite wisdom, decided to swap the cream cheese for honey yogurt, the pepper for finely chopped ginger, kept the rest — salt, lemon juice, and herbs — then added soy sauce, cucumbers, and boiled eggs. spread this "masterpiece" on my toasts. it was… disgusting. yes. mostly because of the ginger, lol lesson learned: 1. never replace cheese. cheese is sacred. nothing can be better than cheese. 2. before I start experimenting, I should probably ask chatgpt for food pairing advice. (this was my friend’s idea, and honestly, it might save me from future disasters) #fyp #shibari #rope #petite #skinny #altgirl #naked #nude #androgynous #gfe

my fisheye lens attachment arrived today, so I’ve been trying to create something new with it. really excited to experiment and see what cool shots I can get with this effect. I actually only found out about this kind of clip-on lens for iphones recently. I was helping shoot another girl (model, I mean), and she had one — I loved how it worked and ordered the same one right away. the set also came with a macro lens, but I’m not sure yet how to use it in an interesting way. #fyp #egirl #bikini #freevideo #video #tiktok #tiktokgirl #freevid #altgirl #skinny

can you guess who I’m cosplaying? :3 #fyp #tiktok #freevid #freevideo #tiktokgirl #cosplay #petite #skinny #smallbooty #smallass

favorite photos, raw, no-filters ♡ #fyp #nude #naked #sexy #skinny #cute #petite #babyface #natural

evening-evening ;3 went shopping today and found some really cute stickers for my journals. also got macarons as a little treat! I love them so much, but I usually only get them for special occasions. today, though, I just felt like it. no big reason, just a good day. hope you had a good one too. #fyp #dress #freevideo #freevid #tiktok #petite #androgynous #skinny #goth

it’s been a while since my last shibari set. I’m really happy with how this one turned out, happy to share it here with you >< #fyp #shibari #altgirl #alternative #egirl #skinny #bondage #rope #tall

sharing a preview for my new set — just like that, no filters, no secrets, available for all my subscribers. took them just yesterday, super fresh and totally unplanned. technically, it was morning, but for me, it felt more like the end of the day… somehow perfectly timed with sunrise. fun sleep schedule. or rather, no schedule at all. oh well. also, happy first day of february! spring is creeping closer, and that feels like a little reason to smile ;3 #fyp #nude #naked #skinny #natural #petite #babyface #cute #sexy

do you think this dress suits me? #fyp #tall #skinny #blackdress #dress #longlegs #legs #heels #highheels

today you can congratulate me with ten days into my little habit challenge! since the month just ended, it feels like the perfect time to reflect. I'm working on being more disciplined, so I picked a few habits to stick to and have been tracking my progress. here are some I can share: - morning stretches and warm-ups - taking the stairs instead of the elevator - doing facial exercises - posting on fansly (it’s part of my work, but I still count it) - washing the dishes daily so they don’t pile up (this used to be a struggle) - taking care of myself every day: vitamins, skincare, lip balm - going for a walk every day these might seem like small things, but they’re important to me. maybe it doesn’t look like a big deal from the outside, but I’m proud of myself for staying consistent and not giving up on my goals. this PPV video is a little clip from one of my morning workouts. I really liked how my body looked, so I decided to film and share a piece of my routine with you. #fyp #ppv #video #tiktok #skinny #tall #longlegs #legs #freevideo #freevid

which video did you like the most? vote in the poll pls!! all of these videos are pretty different, so I’d love to know what kind of vids you enjoy seeing the most on my page ><

low rise outfit with my extra oversized jeans~ #fyp #skinny #tall #tomboy #grunge #nonbinary #androgynous #enby #freevideo #tiktok

♡ my january wrap-up ♡ before diving into a new month, I want to take a moment to look back at january and share some of my favorite PPV videos from this month! > Jinx cosplay video I put together all the best shots from different locations, both at home and at a night skatepark. > backstage of the 'girl in kimono' set I showed my whole creative process in detail, from painting hair sticks to putting the look together and shooting. I was so happy with your feedback on this one, and now I want to make more backstage-style vids~ > hot alt-style tiktok I love the whole look in this video. black and red, stockings, a top, and so many little outfit details. plus, there's a mirror angle that makes the shot even more interesting ;) > naked morning video so naked, so natural, sooo love this kind of vibe >< ♡ #fyp #ppv #video #tiktok #freevideo #freevid #tiktokgirl #cosplay #altgirl

Nami cosplay skirt that I’ve been reusing for casual outfits. front or back? 👀 #fyp #tall #androgynous #nonbinary #enby #skirt #skinny #grunge #altgirl #alternative

I keep doing things that make me feel better. or at least, I truly believe they do. I had a hot cup of tea, took a walk to the store and got myself a little treat, watched some inspiring videos about the city I plan to move to (thinking about the move makes me feel excited, even though it’s not happening anytime soon, but I know it’s gonna be cool, and I’m already starting to prepare), stretched and danced around my room to good music, because that always gives me energy. and now, it’s all better. thanks for being here, again. oh, I just remembered, I wanted to show you some recent sketches from my sketchbook. I didn’t draw them today, but it feels like a good moment to share. #fyp #drawing #art #artist #sketch

I ended up napping during the day — had low energy and wasn’t in the best mood this morning. still felt a bit off afterward, but a hot cup of tea helped, and now I’m feeling more like myself again. decided to go through an interesting set, so here it is! oh, and I just remembered — it’s chinese new year today. realized it kinda late, so I didn’t get a chance to shoot anything special, but I think that’s okay. happy new year anyway! #fyp #shibari #bondage #rope #egirl #altgirl #alternative #skinny #grunge #goth

a little sneak peek from the fitting room >< #fyp #tomboy #enby #nonbinary #androgynous #grunge #tall #skinny #fittingroom

showing my crazy tomboy elf side ;3 #fyp #tomboy #enby #nonbinary #elf #cosplayer #skinny #tall #cosplay

little good thing that made me happier recently — I bought myself a dotted notebook! I absolutely love journaling, but my current one has lined pages, and at some point, it just started feeling really uncomfortable to use. now I’ve got this bullet journal, and it’s so much more fun to write in! I used to love dotted notebooks and kept them all the time about 5 years ago, so it feels so cozy and nice to get back to it again~ #fyp #tiktok #video #freevideo #freevid #skinny #tomboy #androgynous #tall #nonbinary

blue hair + cat headphones + new pokémon panties!! and it’s on-off #fyp #bluehair #babyface #pierced #piercing #anime #bigeyes #onoff #egirl

Nami cosplay selfies🧡 wanna see what’s under her t-shirt? #fyp #underboob #cosplay #onepiece #tomboy #androgynous #onoff #nami #anime

my cat-ear headphones are officially just for aesthetics now — I decided to get something less anime-inspired and more focused on amazing sound quality. I placed the order a few days ago, and they arrived yesterday! after testing my new headphones, I’m so happy with my choice. the sound is incredible, and all the extra features, like the noise-canceling, are super fun to use. #fyp #bluehair #babyface #piercing #pierced #anime #bigeyes #egirl #altgirl

I’m still treating my sore eye and trying to avoid wearing lenses for now, but today I spent the whole day with just one lens in. you can see here that one eye has a purple lens, while the other is bare. the feeling was so strange at first — everything was blurry and kind of foggy — but by the end of the day, I got used to it, and it wasn’t too bad. still healing and hoping I'll be able to wear lenses again soon. #fyp #gfe #babyface #pierced #piercing #anime #bluehair #freevideo #bigeyes #egirl

refreshed my hair color! I’m back to blue again. I’ve associated myself with blue-haired characters for such a long time, and this color always makes me feel like myself. so, I’m really happy to be back to it now. this little video is just a quick backstage moment from the shower. no edits, no extras, just me. #fyp #naked #shower #video #freevideo #ppv #skinny #tattoos #tattooed

felt like sharing this fitting room photo on its own. it’s such a random shot, but I think it turned out really nice. I really like it >< #fyp #tomboy #nonbinary #enby #androgynous #skinny #belly #fittingroom #tall

since yesterday, my eye has been hurting — it’s red, feels uncomfortable, and occasionally painful. I think it’s because I showered while wearing my lenses, didn’t take them out right after, and then wore them most of today too :c on one hand, I’m worried about potential complications, but on the other, the red eye has this eerie, spooky aesthetic that reminds me of something from my inspirational moodboards. but no matter how "cool" it might look, it’s definitely not worth the risk. I’ll try to avoid wearing lenses for a while (or maybe just in one eye?..). it’s a bit scary, but I really need to take better care of myself. #fyp #bigeyes #pierced #piercing #egirl #tomboy #anime #alt #altgirl