PLEASE READ!❗ Hi everyone, I want to offer you all a sincer..

PLEASE READ!❗

Hi everyone, I want to offer you all a sincere apology from the bottom of my heart. I apologize for my radio silence, and I owe you all an explanation for my extended absence. Not an excuse, just the reality.

I’ve struggled with depression over the years, just as millions of others do as well. I’ve had it under control the past couple years, but due to changing another one of my medications around, it created a domino effect that resulted in my mental health being crushed over these last few months. I’ve been in a deep depression, to be honest. This happened in addition to other things in my person life that I can’t go into here, but believe me when I say I’ve had some of the hardest months of my life. I also know that everyone has their own personal struggles so I don't say this for sympathy, I just want to offer everyone an explanation.

That being said, I am so very sorry for disappearing. I still want to share this side of my life with you all, and I’ve come to really enjoy doing so! I also really enjoy conversing with you all as well. I am so sorry to have abandoned any conversations we were having, but most of all, I apologize for anyone who had ordered a custom video and not received it. I promise you, I will follow through and complete any customs that were ordered prior to my absence, and I especially want to apologize to anyone who felt like they were taken advantage of in that way. It was absolutely never my intention to do so. I don’t have the power to give refunds on here, but if that is something you’d prefer, let me know and you can try and do so with the site’s support.

I want you all to know how much I appreciate you all and enjoy sharing this side of my life here. Although I’ve been a spanko all my life, I never dreamed of having the lifestyle I have with my husband, or having such a wonderful and supportive audience to share it with. I will be making content over the next couple weeks as my husband and I ease back into the lifestyle together. As many of you know, being a spanko is not something that just goes away. It’s a part of who I am and that will NEVER change!

I have well over 100 messages on here, and I’m nervous that some of them won’t be very pleasant, but that’s okay! I promise you all, I will be getting back to every one of them over the next week or so. Please just bear with me and know that I am going to do whatever I can to make this right with the audience I’ve come to love!

Just for a quick life update, things are a little better right now and will continue to get better. I haven’t been partaking in the lifestyle lately but I know my husband and I will be able to pick up where we left off VERY soon.

Again, I am so very sorry for abandoning you all over the past few weeks, but please know that I never intended to do so and simply needed to focus on myself in the short term. I absolutely adore every one of you and sincerely appreciate your love and support with all that I do! I promise I will talk to you all REAL soon. ❤️