What the hell is happening in my life right now? All of a sudden I have a heart full of doubt and sadness.. my head wonβt stop spiralling.. Send happy thoughts? Memes? Pet pics? I need a boost.. BAD! High THOT of the day; βIβm almost 30.. I donβt want to start over with another guy. I put 3 y3ars into this relationship and in one night, to no fault of my own.. my future was shattered. Ugh.. so imma be lazy today. Okay not lazy.. just on energy saver mode. Lots of apps open in the background of my brain.β