An Ending. I was given my orgasm, after almost two and half..
Added 2021-12-12 16:02:49 +0000 UTCAn Ending. I was given my orgasm, after almost two and half years of denial. It was the longest and most intense I’ve ever had. But it also marked an ending. I am so happy that orgasm happened in person with the man that has owned them for the last four years. I collapsed in a heap after and I cried. I released two years of desperation and cried because I knew we had reached the end. It marked the ending of a beautiful thing, I’ll never forget these last years. He taught me so many things. He was my daddy and I was his pumpkin. All things must come to an end. I’m sad and I’m scared. I have a lot of relearning of my life to do. He was written into every single part. I feel uncertain about the future, I still have the same goals and plans. It’s different though when you don’t have that person to share it with. I’ve got mourning and healing to do. I don’t know what to do with this page right now. We shall see.
