I used to know, but I'm not so sure now. I used to be so certain of the things that were meaningful to me but now Iβm not so sure anymore. I miss being an artist. I miss writing. I miss creating. I miss parts of the person I used to be. We all have things that make our life meaningful and I thought I had mine figured out but are they really what I want or are they what I thought I wanted because theyβre all Iβve ever known?