Hi my beloved fans, how are you?Today, on my birthday, I wan..

Hi my beloved fans, how are you?

Today, on my birthday, I want to share something with you that I’ve kept secret for a few months. I went through some very dark moments in my life, and it all started around the middle of last year.

I experienced a period of extreme stress, which led to a panic and psychotic episode. I was inside a car on a highway when I suddenly felt desperate and detached from reality during a severe panic attack. In a moment of despair, I opened the car door and ran down the highway, fearing for my life. That’s when my foot was run over by a truck… My leg broke with an open fracture, and shortly after, people got out of their cars and helped calm me down until emergency srvices arrived.

I woke up in a hospital, and they performed reconstructive surgery on my leg, but unfortunately, the bloodvessels in my foot had been crushed. My foot no longer received blod, and the only option left was amputation.

Since then, I’ve had psychiatric and psychological support and continue treatment to this day. I have my good and bad days, but thanks to the support from my family and the emotional and financial help from all of you, I’ve been able to get through it.

I didn’t share this sooner because it was incredibly hard for me to open up about such a traumatic event on the internet. I was afraid—afraid of not being accepted by you anymore, afraid you wouldn’t find me attractive, and afraid of losing my only source of income. As many of you know, I rely on OnlyFans to make a living and to support my family.

I ask for your understanding and support if I’ve taken too long to respond to your messages, if I delayed video calls or custom videos—there were days when creating content was extremely difficult. Many days were full of depression and struggle. But today, I can say I’m doing much better, both mentally and physically.

Thanks to you, I was able to afford a basic prosthetic (it’s not the most high-tech or comfortable one), but the better one is still too expensive for me right now. I also haven’t received the full hospital bill yet (I hope it won’t be impossible to pay), but I’m going to work hard to make it happen, and I’m counting on your love and support.

I hope you can understand. For a long time, I was ashamed of how my body looked, but I don’t want to hide who I am anymore.

At the same time, I also don't want to talk about it too much, so I would really appreciate if you don't ask for further details on what happened.

I love you so much and I’m so grateful to OnlyFans for bringing such wonderful people like you into my life.

Please don’t abandon me…

With much love,

Rapha ❤️