Damn. Yall I woke up and realized a few days ago recovery hu..
Added 2024-09-06 19:27:03 +0000 UTCDamn. Yall I woke up and realized a few days ago recovery hurt me so much. I lost who I was and really was just so depressed behind my screen unable to create.
My body wasn’t mine, I felt trapped because of my limitations and health issues.
Today is the day I take back my life. I start figuring out TOMMIE instead of focusing on everyone else 24/7. I need to know what it’s like to be alone with tommie and get to know him again. I haven’t known him since surgery.
I can move my body again, reach up and grab things without it hurting.. my chest doesn’t hurt to touch anymore. It’s time to get back into the swing of things and start living life. It’s time to look for brighter sides of things instead of the dark side all the time. I want happy go lucky tommie back, and I’m finding him all over again. Now that I’m doing circus again, I feel this spark coming back.. this fire I had before in my veins that pushed me every day :,)
Thank you for your patience with me. Thank you for staying with me. Thank you thank you thank you. I’m gonna be more active, respond more and work harder. So for customs, they’ll be finished by Tuesday for everyone too. I just need these few days to be creative, go out and play.. exist outside of the bubble I put myself in. :,) <3
