*This video is a rambly update on my mental health, physical..
Added 2024-04-11 01:54:17 +0000 UTC*This video is a rambly update on my mental health, physical health, house + pole barn renovations, a new business adventure and how my sex work life will be changing. New menus and graphics coming soon hopefully 💗 one thing at a time though!*
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I’m totally an “all or nothing” kind of person. Passion runs through my veins and I’m learning to embrace that more and more. But let’s be real—it’s tough to be this way and also feel the pressure to excel at everything. I want to be great at everything I do gosh darnnit! 😂
Lately, I’ve been stretching myself thin. I’ve tried to be great at my work, hit the gym like a champ, eat enough to see gains, stay sober from alcohol and weed, be a good best friend, aunt, sibling, and daughter, and even juggle business partner duties and part-time bookkeeping. It’s a lot, and sometimes it feels like all these things gang up on me.
I’ll admit—I’m my own harshest critic. Take this job, for instance. If I’m not on top of messages, social media, new content, and being present in Discord, I start feeling like a hot mess. But you know what? I think it’s time to redefine my version of greatness. 🤓
To me, being great isn’t about reaching some lofty potential. It’s about showing up, doing my best in the moment (even if it’s not superhero-level best like I want), and finding joy in the process. It’s not about having a million things on my plate and feeling overwhelmed. It’s about having goals—for my present self and my future self—and realizing that each step is a gift to that future version of me. I don't have to do these things but I get to do these things 😌 I can’t wait to see what that version of me looks like.
