**Japan dump + life update :** Hey guys! First off wanted to..
Added 2023-04-10 10:02:29 +0000 UTC**Japan dump + life update :** Hey guys! First off wanted to apologize for the silence across all my platforms over the past few weeks. As you know I’m a huge believer in transparency, and the truth is that I’ve just been having a rough couple of months. Actually, more like a rough couple of years. I’ve been struggling a LOT with relationships in my personal life, and it has taken a huge mental toll on me. Probably more than I wanted to admit. As a result my work has also taken a hit. It’s a bit of a dark spiral you fall into, feeling bad - not working - feeling bad for not working, repeat. I know it’s no excuse. The truth is I’m not better, things are still pretty bad, and I’m not really sure of what the future holds for me, not personally or professionally. But I will keep trying, pushing and doing my best, and I really hope that you all will be there with me, for me 💜 I was hoping that my trip to Japan would help, I’ve been looking forwards to it for literal years. While it was a great trip, I’m not sure it really has the effect I was hoping for. I will post some of the amazing pics I took while there in this post though, I hope you enjoy 🌸 I don’t have any big travel plans for the next while, I’m hoping to hunker down and get in a good work rhythm again. I’m excited to create content again, and excited to start making and doing cosplay again. Hopefully things will get better soon. Appreciate you listening to my rant and hope you can understand 💜 Also huge shoutout to my actual guardian Angel @sarameikasai for always being there for me. Life is hard, all we can do is keep trying I guess? xx Adeline 💜
