You've never had the guts to open up about your findom endea..
Added 2023-10-24 16:00:03 +0000 UTCYou've never had the guts to open up about your findom endeavours to the people closest to you in your life... and why? To state the obvious, they simply wouldn't understand; and no amount of explanation could possibly aid in their confusion.
"You send money to women who you've never met? But why?" would be the first of many questions, shortly followed up by "how much money have you sent in total?" and "what is it that you get in return?"
The process of them attempting to rationalise the reasoning that goes behind your financial submission would only crash and burn. With each and every inquiry, they'd only further distance themselves from managing to get a grasp over what it is that compels you, inevitably leading their perspective of you, and the person they thought they had once known, to completely shift.
Now, you'd be nothing more to them than a simp. A freak. A loser. An easily manipulated weak minded man who hasn't the sense to recognise his very own idiocy.
They'd try their best to deter you from further engagement and in turn, you may play along for a while... but needless to say, all attempts to regain control over your compulsions epically fail. You shortly thereafter realise, there is no life without Findomme.
You are what you are, you like what you like, you do what you do, and that is that. Eventually you'd be completely isolated, slyly seeking privacy in order to conceal the truth of the matter. Maintaining the ruse of your new found sobriety to all others, whilst knowing full well you're still very much in the thick of it.
And so, you're better off not telling anyone. With all that in mind, it makes most sense to maintain your anonymity whilst keeping this aspect of your life completely private. Only baring your truest form to me, someone who understands you. Who toys with you. Who unlike anyone else, encourages these otherwise taboo practices.
