dear diary... omg omg omg it's XBIZ this weekend! 😬🥳 so XB..

dear diary... omg omg omg it's XBIZ this weekend! 😬🥳 so XBIZ is this big porn convention thingy. it goes over 3 days and hundreds of content creators go, as well as loads of porn/adult companies. it's held in a big hotel in Amsterdam and you have a chance to mingle with other creators, websites owners & pornstars! PLUS, on the last day (the 13th) it's the XBIZ AWARDS! 🥳 I've never been to XBIZ before, nor have I won an award but this year, I'm going, aaaaaand I'm nominated for 'Premium Social Media Star OTY'! 😳 I highly doubt I'll win, bcus I'm up against some biggggg names in the industry. people with millions of followers & dedicated fans. I think I actually have the least amount of followers out of everyone in my category 😅🤣 but hey, I'm still gonna give it my best shot! to be honest... I'm actually so shocked & impressed at how many people have voted for me already! it's sooo frickin cool to see all the support. of course, I'm giving away lots of freebies to people who are voting for me, and I have some pretty damn good incentives to make people vote for me 😏 for example, I'm giving away free vids to people who vote, free nudes etc, and if I do win, I'll be posting a new facial compilation vid for free! and having some very slutty celebrations 😉🎉 so yeah, I don't have suuuper high hopes of winning, but never say never! hopefully my fans will wanna see me win & will keep voting for me everyday until the 12th 🤞🏼 (hint hint 😉) but anyway, even if I don't win, I can't waaaaait for XBIZ! it'll be cool to hopefully see some creators that I've followed & looked up to for years online the convention doesn't start until the 10th, but we're flying out there tomorrow to get a head start on the fun ✈️ we're gonna go to museums, restaurants, markets, bars, coffeeshops, and of course, Amsterdam's famous Red Light District 💋 I'm extra excited because I've actually been to Amsterdam once before, but it wasn't the best experience because I was with my not-so-nice ex boyfriend. I LOVED Amsterdam, but the whole trip was tainted by the negativity from the relationship 🙄 so I'm really looking forward to a drama free trip 👌🏻 I'm gonna try to film as much as I can! from the porn convention, and Amsterdam itself. maybe we'll do another X-RATED VLOG 🤔 I do have some other good news to talk about, but I think I'll leave that until the next diary entry before this one gets too long lol so anyway, wish me luck in the awards! ✨ I'll keep you updated on the result 😬 Jade x jadevow.com/voteforme