dear diary... (XBIZ edition! 🎉 part 1) omg XBIZ was amazzzz..

dear diary... (XBIZ edition! 🎉 part 1) omg XBIZ was amazzzzzzzzing! 😍 although first I'll get this out of the way... I didn't win an award. booooo 😭 hahaha no it's okay. like I said in my last entry, I didn't expect to win. also, the person from my category that did win absolutely deserved it, so I'm all good 👏🏻 Amsterdam itself was beautiful. we explored a lot, walked a lot, smoked a lot, and ate a lot. we didn't manage to make it to the Red Light District which was a shame. we were soooo incredibly busy everyday! we barely had a moment to sit down & chill. but since we loved the city so much, we're planning on going back again soon to do all of the things we didn't get a chance to do this time! like the RLD, sex clubs & museums. as for the convention, ahhhhh it was so much fun 😬 I was nervous on the first day. I'm pretty antisocial and can be quite awkward talking to people I've never met before, but I immediately felt at home with almost everyone 🫶🏻 porn creators are just so friendly. it was amazing to be around so many open & like minded people. there was a booze cruise on the first evening, which was a good chance for everyone to mingle. I saw so many people there that I've followed online for years, it was kind of surreal. I even had multiple creators come up to me and ask for pics, saying that they look up to ME 🥹 it was so flattering. I somehow managed to make my way into the captain of the boat's little control room, where he let me steer the boat for a while. I had my tits out the whole time of course. I kissed a few gorgeous ladies and stuck my head between MANY titties. it was a good night. the next day I had a meeeting with the management team of a porn company to talk about potentially using their platform. I don't remember much of it though because it was at 9AM the day after the booze cruise... I was pretty hungover. but they did buy me a morning cocktail, and that made me feel good again. we then strolled around the convention, chatted to several companies and picked up loads of merch. that night, XBIZ held what they called a 'Red Light Party' in a club in Amsterdam centre, which was awesome. I worn a slutty black dress and spent practically the whole night with my tits out. I even got up on stage & flashed them. after the party, we went out for food & more drinks with some friends that we'd made the day before. it's worth baring in mind that by this point, I'd developed crushes on multiple people. like oh my god... everyone was so beautiful. I swear to god I was horny the entire week. there was one guy in particular though that I really fancied, he was just my type 👌🏻 I even said to Josh "I hope I get to at least see his cock by the end of this trip". and well... read part 2 if you wanna find out if I did 😉