dear diary... (a long overdue update) ✍🏻okay so first things..

dear diary... (a long overdue update) ✍🏻

okay so first things first - i obviously SUCK at remembering to do these entries! i think i need to set a monthly reminder on my phone lol

i visited England for the first time since moving to Cyprus a couple months ago and oh. my. gosh. it reminded me so much of why i left in the first place 😆

don't get me wrong, there are certain little things i miss about the UK, such as the British countryside, cute little farm shops, and theatre! god i miss theatre.

but overall... wow. i only spent 2 weeks there, and that was 1 week too much 😅 everything was far too busy & stressful. i felt soooo happy to get back to Cyprus! after we landed, we got a taxi back home from the airport and within 10 minutes, the taxi driver had invited us to his house for Xmas day 🤣🤣
that kind of friendliness is exactly why i love it here 🥰

on to more exciting news... i'm doing my first EVER boy/girl collab NEXT WEEK! 😬😬😬

and by first ever boy/girl collab, i mean i'm filming with a male content creator who isn't my boyfriend! Josh & i have obviously done spontaneous hook ups with random guys from dating apps before, but this is the first time doing an actual arranged "collab" with another guy 🤯

it's something i thought i'd never do. idk why. i guess i've always loved total spontaneity and thought that anything too "planned" wouldn't do it for me. i need there to be a genuine spark and for there to be sexual tension when it comes to being intimate with someone, let alone filming it.

BUT over the years a few things have changed...

1) i've become less socially anxious. i'm still a pretty antisocial person. i'd always much rather stay in than go out, but i've worked on my social skills a lot over the past few years, and i'm far more confident in social situations and at making plans now.

2) i realised that i'm probably missing out on so many experiences with so many cool people if i'm always saying no to collabs.

3) i also realised that collabing can still be fun, sexy and casual as long as you're doing it with the right person!

so there you have it 🤷🏼‍♀️

i have no idea what exactly we're filming yet... we haven't really talked about specifics, but that's one of the things that excites me tbh! i'm hoping we'll be able to film a full BBG threesome though 👀

i've only ever filmed double blowjob videos with other guys before (me sucking two dicks) so i'm hoping this'll be the first time i take another cock inside my pussy on camera 😏

AAAAAGH just thinking about it makes me horny. and nervous. and excited. i honestly don't know how to feel, but i know that i'm looking forward to it!

he's flying all the way to Cyprus from the UK just for this... soooo there's a bit of pressure 😅

i think this is the perfect start to the new year though. throwing myself right in there at the deep end (no pun intended lol)

speaking of good starts to the new year... i got a facial at midnight on New Years Eve! it was so much fun ahaha. we did a live stream and i made Josh cum on my face at midnight! well, technically 6 seconds past midnight. but i think that still counts. it was such a bigggggg facial though, the rest of this year's facials have a lot to live up to 💦

speaking of cumshots... we filmed the funniest cumshot video today. Josh jerked off into a plastic pot/tube thingy (with my help) and we measured how much cum was in there hahaha

anywayyy, right now i'm just sat on the sofa chilling and writing this. tomorrow i'm going to a drag show, so that should be fun 🥳 i still have a few more custom videos to film before my collab partner arrives next week though, so i should probably film some of them tonight/tomorrow 🤔

yep. i'll go do that. okay byeeeeeeeee 👋🏼💕

Jade x