One major thing that has been holding me back from giving th..

One major thing that has been holding me back from giving this page my all is my own insecurities and imperfections.

About 4 years ago, I gained and lost 50 lbs in less than a year after going through a dark depression and subsequent horrible breakup.
I am left with these stretch marks on my upper thighs and hips that become much more prominent in direct light and when I arch my back.

I had to sit down with myself and figure out if I have the guts to own my imperfect body and be undeniably and unapologetically- me. I spoke to one of my closest guy friends about it, and he told me that women who show imperfections on this platform are often more desirable and captivating in his opinion and experience. We’re all so used to seeing the unobtainable, perfect, and polished pornstars that feel so far out of reach and are often difficult to fantasize about for anyone watching who has a less than “perfect” body. In a world full of filters, Botox, and photoshop, blemishes and scars have become some sort of proof of authenticity and realistic obtainability.

I decided to take the advice that I would give to anyone in my situation. The vast majority of us have scars and imperfections simply as a result of existing and surviving in this world and it’s nothing to be ashamed about. If anything, it should be celebrated along with every other little thing that makes an individual unique.

If I were to refrain from shooting certain angles, or spend all the time to edit out my imperfections, I would just be perpetuating this unobtainable, unhealthy, and unfair idea of beauty that I simply don’t believe in. So I’m just going to fuckin’ own it. 🌸💕

If this lessens your attraction to me or your desire to be here, then I kindly invite you to leave, especially if you intend to bully me for it. I’m here to explore my sexual creativity without bounds and entertain men and women who can appreciate perfectly imperfect bodies. If you’re one of those lovely people, I absolutely adore you. 💘

This honestly took a lot out of me to articulate and muster up the courage to post, so I’m going to go to bed early tonight. Maybe leave me something sweet to come back to in the morning? 🌼

XXXoxo
Jessa

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