*repost from tumblr* I remember taking the first photo and thinking I was so fat. The excitement of my side roll and cellulite made me so happy π₯Ί I wanted more though. I wanted my friends and family to be concerned with how much weight Iβve piled on. For people to walk past me and think wow...she would be so pretty if she werenβt so heavy. People older, more in shape than me see my swollen ankles and heavy gut thinking...Sheβs not very old but so unhealthy. I did it. I piled so much weight onto my short frame. People notice. I want them to.