Sorry for my sudden abrupt disappearance again ๐ This month ..
Added 2022-06-15 04:58:21 +0000 UTCSorry for my sudden abrupt disappearance again ๐ This month has not went the way I had planned. My period and Mango have completely obliterated my moral. Mango went into heat out of no where the same day I got my period and sheโs still in heat which is longer then she was last time and now I need to save up $600 and get her fixed ASAP. I am NOT dealing with this again next month no fucking way. I feel like Iโm going crร zy. Sheโs still in heat and itโs been almost a week shes been in heat. I hardly slept in the last several days. Iโve had a constant headache. All sheโs doing is yowling non stop all day and night so I canโt think straight let alone try and hold a conversation. My adhd has been the worst because I keep loosing track of what Iโm doing and getting distracting and forgetting because the lack of sleep and brain compensation and constant headache and to top off my never ending cramps and pain. Like when you think she finally stopped and itโs quiet she starts back up again. I was really hoping she would be out of heat by now so I could think straight and have a full night sleep and have a conversation without wanting to bash my head against the wall cause she wonโt shut the duck up . I am so sorry if I have not answered you back yet. I promise I will and you will be receive some free goodies for my lack of presence and response so please all I ask is to give me just a weee bit more time to respond because if I do answer during all this I know I would just forget cause my head isnโt straight right now . Iโd rather respond when my cat isnโt driving me literaly up the fuckin wall ๐ญ I cant wait till I get her fixed